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Birthday
• 1991-08-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• North America..
Member Since
• 2005-12-02
Occupation
• An artist, a student, and an anime fan!

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Achievements
• Writing a 50,000 word novel in one month last November (WHOO! NaNoWriMo!), keeping my mangas and other concepts going for almost two years.
Anime Fan Since
• Since I first watched Pokémon or Sailor Moon.. one of the two.
Favorite Anime
• HagaRen/FMA, Peacemaker Kurogane, Fruits Basket, DNAngel, Wolf's Rain, Digimon, Bakuten Shoot: Beyblade, Mermaid Melody PPP, Naruto, Inuyasha, and Ouran High School Host Club!
Goals
• To become a published mangaka, and to be a good person too!
Hobbies
• Drawing, singing, reading, writing, video gaming, soccer.. yeah.. Oh, and making graphics!
Talents
• ... Procrastinating xD




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Friday, July 14, 2006

I'm baaaack!
Hey everyone!

I'm back from my trip and posting late =D

I missed you all ^^ But I was able to view your comments though, and thank you for your well wishing!

I've been having these obnoxious mood swings lately >_<;; It's really horrible, cuz one second I'll be feeling normal, and the next I'll feel dreadful! I don't know what it is.. I makes me feel so dreadful and all I'll want to do is cry or go to sleep!

I guess I'm thinking too much about it.. Once I get started I just can't stop, and things become far worse then they really are. *sigh* I wish I wasn't so mental >_>

And this is totally crazy, but I feel.. kind of empty and bored and AWFUL! Like I don't care about things and it scares me, but then I don't know whether I care or not! I wish I could flick the switch in my brain that says "THINK TOO MUCH AND WORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING".

I ALSO wish I could switch off this horrible-and-depressing-and-HORRIBLE feeling!

My Mom says it's just a mood swing and not to pay attention to it, and I wish I could just not pay attention to it! But.. it's a brain-eating feeling/thought and you know what big JERKS those are!

I need to listen to some peppy happy music or I'll hurt myself with all this >_<
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