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Friday, November 24, 2006


   Happy Thanksgiving!

Hey people!

Well, as you've probably seen, I tend to obsess over things. In fact, I really REALLY obsess over things. ALOT.

Well, I've heard my parents and siblings talk about being Obsessive Compulsive, but I never thought of it. But today, I did some research and guess what?

Of course, all the symptoms apply to me >.<;;

Honestly, you'd think I was a little more original xD But the point is, I'm actually relieved that there's an actual reason behind all my obsessive problems, rather than me being just being weird ^^;;

I don't think I'm so severe that I need medical help, because from what I know, PLENTY of people are OCD ^^;;

The point is, I'm going to make it a point to overcome it by reminding myself frequently not to over-wash my hands or over-think my feelings, because it doesn't make my life better, and it only makes me feel dreadful xD

So I suppose the point of this whole post was to say that xD As weird as it sounds!

But anyways! I know this is a little late, but...

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I hope you had a wonderful turkey day! Mine was fantastic! I had loads of family over, way too much food for even all of us to eat, and we ran around in the rain with the dogs for a while ^^ Then we played board games, sang for the family, bid some of the guests farewell, and ate some more of the leftovers.

I wanted to say, more than anything, that I have so so so many things to be thankful for! I have a beautiful life in a beautiful place, with so many great things to look forward to every day, even when I don't realize it.

But especially...

I think you all must remember what happened to my Mom last year. (If you don't, I posted about it on my last account, 'Hizuara')

I remember walking into the house shortly after my Dad told everyone that the doctors had (mis)diagnosed her with cancer, and the looks on their faces. To this day, it makes me feel really horrified. When I remember how she looked when we visited her at the hospital, and how she kept saying how much she loved us, I can't help but cry.

The fact that for that brief period of time, I thought I was going to lose my Mamma like a bolt from the blue, really is scary. Everything was so desperate then, and I can't stand thinking about the condition she was in because of the hospital she was at.

But the minute she got out of the hospital, she knew, and we all knew, that it wouldn't ever, ever happen again. Since then, everyone in the family's become healthier, stronger, and more aware of everything in general.

Especially my Mamma. Comparing her now to the state she was in when she first got home from the hospital is amazing. Ever since the say she got home, she hasn't let anything keep her from becoming healthier and healthier every day. Positive visualization, good food, artistic outlets.. it's all part of daily life.

So what I'm trying to say is.. the most important thing I have to be thankful for is the fact that my family is all together. Sometimes I forget exactly how important it is to appreciate the people I love, but it's minutes like this that I do.

I don't think there's anything on this earth more important to me than the people I love.

And that means all of you, too ^^


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