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Birthday
• 1991-08-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere in North America
Member Since
• 2004-12-01
Occupation
• Aspiring Artist and Fanfiction Authoress
Real Name
• ????

Personal

Achievements
• I've kept my ideas for Mangas going for over a year without giving up on them.. I suppose that counts ^ ^
Anime Fan Since
• I first saw Pokémon *hearts*
Favorite Anime
• Bakuten Shoot -Beyblade-, Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch, Weiss Kreuz, Inuyasha, Wolf's Rain, Digimon, Full Metal Alchemist
Goals
• To be a successful Artist and a good person *nodnod*
Hobbies
• Drawing, writing, hanging out with my family and friends, surfing TheOtaku
Talents
• Making friends! And people say drawing too..

myOtaku.com: Hizuara

Friday, October 21, 2005

Ugh! Nothing can ever be just something, can it?

First things first. My mom doesn't have and never did have cancer. Don't get me wrong, that takes loads off my shoulders, and I'm really happy about that! But listen to this!

The supposed 'cancerous cells' the docters found in her lungs where actually PNEUMONIA. Pneumonia that, by the way, she contracted from their freaking hospital!

I cannot BELIEVE the things my mother had been telling me! So, I think I mentioned sedations in my previous posts, right? Well, if I didn't, they where using sedations to keep her blood pressure down. They told us that when she was sedated, she was 'sleeping' and 'restful'. Ugh, liars.

According to my mother, and I know she would not lie about this, when she was sedated she was fully aware of everything and anything they where doing! It's not anesthetic, obviously. They put her on sedatives not because she was sick, but because she was 'loud' and 'causing trouble'!

My mother suffered two weeks of hell in that sedation! Imagine being clueless as to where two weeks of your life went?!

Not only that, but they told my Grandmother and Dad that my mom had INCURABLE cancer. They told them that she had no hope for living! Sadistic, if you ask me. My aunt died of the cancer they
said my mother had.

It makes me want to cry, thinking about how much my mother suffered! She said being unable to do anything with tubes stuffed down her throat, drugged out on sedatives and stuck on a hard hospital bed is like being trapped in a coffin! Especially cuz my dad couldn't be with her half the time. He didn't know that she was trapped in the twilight zone, though. Nope, the docters oh so kindly told him that she was 'just fine'.

She ALSO said that they where using MORPHINE in her, which is actually something they usually use on dying patients who are in extreme pain. For goodness sake, she had a minor brain bleed! Does that really require morphine?

By the way, the pneumonia she had almost killed her!

I think we should sue the hospital. They caused us ALL unecessary pain and suffering.

This whole thing screams exit protocol if you ask me. There was really no need for them to use so many sedatives on her! I hate what they did to her! One of the nurses even snapped at her and said " If you touch your mask one more time, I'll intubate you again."

What is this world coming too?

Well anyways.. I'm sorry about that. I just needed to vent. I feel better.

So thanks everyone for your prayers and support. I'm gonna go check up on everybody's sites.

Catch ya later.

P.S. Thank you Kana-chan for your gift! ^.^

EDIT: My comp won't load the text on everyone's sites.. -_-U I promise I'll get to them tomorrow..

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