Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Why, oh god why...
If you could see the look on my face, you'd know the look. I'm pinching the bridge of my nose, near my eyes, in sheer disbelief. As a matter of fact, you guys try it out, step in my shoes for a sec (and don't complain how they fit, I'm flat footed). This is a variation of what I would like to call a "face-palm". Why am I doing this you ask? ...Because the one time I have the power to be able to post this late at night, I...CAN'T! I don't even have a logout option or anything, so I guess my only choice is to respond to you guys through...this I guess.

redmoonchick - I can't run the risk of eating this late, considering the only thing there IS to eat that won't cause a ruckus and wake the dogs is either twizzlers (not the strawberry kind, so boooo), crackers (need a drink afterward, so yeah), and...that's about it, screw real chips. We'll see how things go in the long run...and I emphasize long.

Aemi / Karumi(?)- I've been working / getting dragged around Wal-Mart, waiting for my chance to fly that coop, possibly others. Might not have a choice soon, but I'll count the days down and see. By the way, is that Ryuugu-chan set as your avatar? >_>

roseeyes - Hand over the magnum, I don't even need ammo in it. I'll pistol whip my joke of a manager until he's blue...no, that's it, no clever metaphor or anything.

Neko Nana Mode - My metabolism blows, despite the near 8-hour marathon I'm constantly doing walking the aisles of the store I work in. That's not counting the furniture I gotta lug around...yeah we have those flat low carts to take them outside, but who do you think has to put them on? Oh, and they're labled TEAM life and I do it solo 99% of the time...so yeah...

Well, hopefully those commented yesterday will be back today to see how I responded to ya'll. I read your posts and everything, but going back and forth between windows would probably get to me one way or another. (speaking of which, redmoon, I took your test, and I'm friggin' Makoto, I'll try to post it if I remember it. Why does it have to be true...for the most part.)

Well, I'm slowly burning out, so I'm gonna get to my next point. Not being to discuss my latest anim-otaku endeavors is getting to me. I've recently started torrenting-

Clannad - Basically, if you like slice of life-ish anime, this is for you. Or if you like things like Air and Kanon, then its for you also. You may also wanna try out the Visual Novel, its translated and I'm having fun with it actually. (Freaking Sunohara...)

Lucky Star - Guess you could say this another slicey anime, although why I've gotten is because well, I liked Azu Manga, so I thought, might as well shove another 4gigs of stuff into my Ex-Drive.

Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni - Holy crap, if you want suspense, good story, and torture, then look no farther. That's right, the torture was so....don't think I'm weird for saying this....great, that I'd actually watch some of those scenes again. (Not tonight though, screw that...but its best to see before you go to sleep for that "oh crap" factor when you pull the sheets up when you go to bed)

And that's all for tonight I suppose, since I'm sure no one else is on at the moment. So yeah, I might be able to pm today also...when I wake up later that is.

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Monday, February 25, 2008

I'm really hoping I can post for two days in a row...
Seriously, there's been way too many things going on over here, none of which are...how should I put it...well, they certainly aren't pick-me-ups. I think...not to sure...I THINK I'll be able to relieve some stress trying to rant here (for the umpteenth time, sorry to those who've commented and I've been unable to return the favor).

Example, at this exact moment, I dunno whether or not I'm tired, exahusted, burnt out, upset, or hungry (go ahead and lawl at the last part).

Well, with it being this late and all I probably won't be able to write down something long...bleh...don't need to anyway, what with my EXTREME absence and all.

Well, night and everything, gonna go back to trying to stay....*at a loss of words*...
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Day #2, lets see how it goes...
Holy crap I’m burnt out…I actually did some running around for some customers…while I admit it’s mainly for show, because I could care less as to what total strangers want from me in a department I’m not familiar with. Seriously, me and another furniture rep are basically forced half the time to go into the Toy area and help sort things out there, because there’s only one chick working that area. Kinda makes you wonder how many reps were left in the furniture area. If you guessed none, then you couldn’t be more correct. I hate how we’re tossed around constantly, as if our position and opinion didn’t matter. Anyway, while I’m on the subject of my job, I got along with my boss a BIT better, although his constant order of commands was irritating me, because he’s telling me to do something I’m ALREADY doing. Eh, he’s kinda loopy, out there, way outta town, you know, phrase it how you would in your local lingo. There’s a major drawback to working in a place where you’re constantly on your feet. It’s well, the fact that, if you’re not usually on feet….well, I take that back. School is almost the same, except imagine instead of sitting in class, you’re constantly standing up, pointlessly arranging candles, picture frames, and…more candles. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve found myself actually re-arranging crap, so as to make it look like I give a damn. But hey, in essence, I get paid to walk around and make things look symmetrical, at the price of a headache and pains in the legs and feet (bet if I got up right now, I’d stumble they’re in so much pain).

Yeah, I’m not even gonna try all the way, since I’m in the middle of a rant and stuff. But enough about work…sorta. I’ve noticed several people from my high school and stuff and thank god I fly under their radar. You’re probably thinking, that’s not nice to say, but uh…eh. You know the cliques and crap, and a majority of them were of course, in the ones I didn’t care for. Jock, emo, prep, all of the above...so yeah, as long as I can pass them and they don’t attempt a fake and half-hearted hello like my fellow em-ploy-ee’s, then it’s alright by me. Which brings me to another point that involves some BS from none other than my dad. Screw it, I’ll keep it short, basically, he finds it completely bogus about my mentality of life. “Are you gonna be alone all of your life?!” “…Hm…doesn’t bother me too much, as long as I’m doing well I guess I’m alright.” “So what if your friends all move away and you’re left here by yourself? Do you socialize at work? Are you gonna get a girlfriend? (insert other philosophical…I think…questions here)” I answer in order, “Then I guess I’ll be here or wherever by myself, as for work, I only complain about it to other people close by who actually give me the time of day. As for a girlfriend, not too crazy about pursuing one for the sake of it I guess.” I then shrugged, and he got all huffy and left mumbling about something or…something.

So yeah, I’m a pessimistic and I’m not too crazy about doing things or something. I’d like to, but I already know that I won’t be able to do it / be any good at it. I wanna do some kind of snow sport, like snowboard or skiing or something, but I’m pretty sure if it’s anything like a skateboard, I’m gonna suck at it. That’s enough venting for now, I’ll save it for another paragraph or something.

Guess I’ll respond to yesterday’s (it’s like, 1 a.m. here, and I work at 10 a.m….booo) comments.
KD – Yeah, not a career path exactly, but it’s a paycheck, and at the start, that’s all you really need. Emphasis on need…that and I hope to get into college this semester…thinking about raising hell for once…nah, I’ll probably just sulk on the side rows of the class, take notes, and be done with it. Oh, the wallpaper, I couldn’t tell you where I got it exactly, I was just trolling some Haruhi boards and there it was. I suffer from Haruhi-ism, and I’ve got a folder FULL of the stuff, including an awesome game that I gotta find out how to upload.

AZ – Firstly, it’s not your fault, and it wasn’t only your birthday I missed, although I knew for sure yours was one I missed…although that doesn’t make it any better, now does it? You know I could never feel that way about you, and don’t say that, that’s just crazy talk. Big mess? Dunno what you’re talking about there, but stop apologizing for everything, you haven’t done anything. And yeah, I’m gonna try and post more here, but the times will be as random as my work hours.

TotW – Guess what, I can use Word apparently; it’s Word 2003 that I can’t use or something. Anyway, no matter, Word just looks better is all really. Your grandpa is semi-lucky in that department, but I constantly here that place getting calls, and I’d rather not have to deal with phone calls. My first job and all you know. I wish it was a BIT warmer, but eh, I’ll take what I can get.

And with this, I say bye to all you old and new people for now, and until next time I guess.

(Oh, and the wallpaper, combo of Haruhi and Persona3)

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Here goes...
Alright, Word wants to be a jerk, along with the internet as a whole. I dare Notepad to suck and tell me it can't handle a little flash. Notepad is basic as I don't know what, and if it freezes on me...well, saying what I would do would be pointless, because by then I'd be too upset to mention it again, especially with work looming around the corner. So yeah, lemme try and get the negative crap out of the way first. One...working at wal-mart sucks, don't go there, and if you do, don't apply for the furniture area. Two, my immediate boss sucks because I can barely understand him and he's petty. Gonna tell on me because I worked in another area that you failed to mention because it needed attention? Yeah, screw you foreign dude. Third, HIS boss is a manager of sorts, and if he wants you, he'll wag his hand and address you as Mr./Ms. whatever and tell you the BS he wants you to do.

I think I'm done with the negative crap...I think. I dunno for sure, but I'm gonna try tand continue with this post, and explain how I'm gonna try and squeeze this into my schedule. By that I mean its totally random...and that's gonna go straight back to negative-ness, so I'll pass on that. ...Eh, other than the bull wally world is putting me through, I've got nothing much else to say. I mean, nothing much is going with me, same old same old as one would say in my situation. I see I may have gotten a new sig the book, which I'll have to look at either soon or later tonight, and see what's going on with that. New semester of college is starting up and I pretty much have to try to get into that, because I refuse to be stuck in a place like wal-mart for several years to come.

To be completely literal or something, at this very moment I'm download music for a new CD of mine, because the ride to and from work is not only already a pain in the side, but hearing the same rap song over and over on the same station gets to you. Well, that didn't last long, but you can't blame a guy for trying I suppose. This probably won't look as long as it does right now on my dinky NOTEPAD screen, but it's better than nothing. Speaking of which, long winded chats and stuff will barely happen, due to well, our constantly conflicting schedules and stuff. As for random pm-ing people, well, it'll be a surprise for BOTH me and the person I sent it to.

And it just did it again...apparently Galbadia Hotel is poison to my computer, as this is the third time my internet windows have gone kaput. Yeah, an uneventful post, but what can you expect? Although the weather in my opinion has been awesome, cold and foggy...a welcome change to the constant and relentless days of sun Texas is known for. I'm gonna cut the post off here, because I need to think of more music to get, along with getting ready to work. So until whenever I guess.

(Oh yeah, sorry if I missed any birthdays...you know who you are)
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Friday, September 21, 2007

Well...today wasn't supposed to happen like this...
Yeah, surprise surprise! I haven't updated in I dunno how long, and I have my lame job to blame for that. Sorry for not giving ANY kind of heads up or anything regarding what's happened here, but I can gurantee you it's been crap. Basically...well...I'll find some way to vent.

My job, which shall remain nameless due to the fact that I hate it, is a stress inducing 8 hour endurance test. You've gotta stay planted in your chair, only to get up for a 15-minute break, or a 30-minute lunch. Not enough time for a real lunch...been dragging myself to subway for I dunno how long. Oh, and the people that call in and stuff, some are worth helping out, others I wish would just fall down a hole and just...stay there. That and the fact that my job is full of hypocrisy, however you spell it, is a pain in my...whatever causes headaches...becuase I have one.

But other than my lame job, I've been alright, hoping that all ya'll are ok too. By ya'll I'm sure will only be two or three today, because it's Friday and everyone's gonna be doing there own thing. Again, I'm sorry, but if....screw that...WHEN I find a new job, I'm sure I'll be less stressed, less pissed, and less everything bad, and will be more than happy to post more and not worry about saying something I shouldn't. I doubt I will, but today is different. I actually had to leave work because well...losing it on the phone isn't very professional and stuff.

Well...You'll be seeing more of me hopefully, provided things don't get any...crazier or something. Anyway...have a good weekend ya'll.
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Monday, August 20, 2007

Hey guys, guess what, I'm still kickin'...
But only barely...oh so barely. There's so much crap that's happened while I've had this job...mainly stress related because of it. I mean...I'm not gonna rant in one big chunk, but I can gladly say that I'm not entirely crazy...yet. >_>

But yeah, speaking in short paragraphs and stuff because I've got a lot to say, and I can't rant as much as I want because well, no time because of dinner and there's plenty of crap for me to do. Like trying to get into college. I'm gonna try and do that, online though, because I work from 10:30 to freaking 7...way too long for my tastes when you do what I do.

What do I do exactly? I take calls...hour after mindlessly boring hour I take calls, and listen to people complain, whine, moan, and just plain old make a fool of themselves over the phone. This is going on EVERY weekday by the way, so there's no escape...I need to take a day off soon. I don't mind the pay, but I honestly wish I was doing something productively...I knew I'd hate the job the second I stepped into the offices. *shrugs* But until I find something new, I'm screwed.

Complaining aside, I've been keeping myself busy with random things around the house...like well...actually taking the time to look for crap in my house. What else...oh yeah, I've actually managed to find SOME time to do what I want, like get some WoW time or play with my Wii (yeah, I know what that sounded like, and it's funny like that....kind of) and all that other crap.

Alright, I'm having brain farts, so I'll just a vid that's been keeping me going these passed couple of weeks.


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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Bleh...
Some of you might be wondering what's been going on lately...well, turns out I actually managed to get a job. Yeah, I'm making it sound next to impossible, but in this small town of mine, it kinda is. The thing is, some of the people I work with think it's huge, but that's only because they're from an even SMALLER town. So yeah, it's almost been a week since I've had it...well, tomorrow will be a week.

What do I do exactly? Nothing yet, just lots of learning and annoying learning. The annoying part being the "group" crap we have to go through in order to go on. Won't matter though, because when our little orientation is over with, I probably won't HAVE to talk to them as much. Majority of the class is married women, divorced women, two other guys, and that's pretty much it. Kinda hard to socialize with them, so trying to get along is a drag. Lessee, what I do exactly is take calls and answer questions. I'm no good with all these terms and crap, which there's a LOT of, but I can probably get away with getting the answer somehow.

Oh, and the reason I'm barely posting is because I start at 9 in the morning MY time, and get off at 6 in the...well, afternoon/evening. I barely have time in the morning to really do what I want...like right now. I basically have to go, so...I'm outta here. Ciao for now, and have a good one (I doubt I will) >_>
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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Short...late...really quick post!
Yeah, turns out I graduate job corps! I don't have to go back on Monday! Although I have to call in on Monday and find out how to get my check and certificate and everything. But still...I'm gonna be getting back on the ball soon ya'll so expect comments from me again. Ciao for now!
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Wow...it's 1:11 a.m.
I really need to stop all these uber late night...nights. Seriously, not only am I sleeping late...well, thats the only problem. That and my parents complaining about that crap, specifically my dad. Like right now, I hear footsteops, and if I hear a knock on my door, I'm sure that'll be my mom or something, telling me to turn all my crap off. *sighs* So yeah, to be honest, nothing's changed at all back here at home, along with the city or town or whatever you call this place. I'm gonna try and fit in more stuff, and comment back after I wake up, but more onto other things.

So I'm in a bit of a little bet from my parents. If me and my sister can get all the cement chipped out of the hall, we get money. Yeah, nothing bad about that little bet, except well...yeah, nothing's up with that. Oh, and I guess if I get it done soon, I'll be able to put some money towards car insurance, or a car period, whichever comes first. My dad is trying to give me his truck, so he can get his own car. He's finally doing something for himself, and well, I'm not gonna stop him. All the crap he has to put with, I'm surprised he didn't do something like this sooner. So yeah, if things go well...or decent, I'll be able to drive myself places.

Ok, tiny paragraphs aside, I've got nothing to brag about. Seriously, nothing exciting has happened as of yet. I mean, we had a week of rain, but that's more of an act of weather and the atmosphere and all that other good stuff. Hmm...well, I guess I could say I FINALLY got this huge jump drive working and currently putting stuff in it, because I'm sick of my computer. Too many things pop up when I boot it up, it randomly resets itself, sometimes not even going back to normal. I mean, it's on, but it doesn't load, the monitor just sits on a black screen. No, nothing was wrong with the monitor, but I knew that it was messing up. So a formatting I will do, after I save my roms, anime, etc. I'll do it when I don't need to be on the computer...when that is I don't know. Yes, I know what some of you computer buffs are saying, "de-frag it, de-frag it!" ...I'll pass and just save myself the trouble of doing something I've never done.

Thinking up random things to say when you're busy getting ready for sleep isn't exactly an easy task. That and seeing random commercials about stuff we don't care about (honestly, first MySweetSixteen now Celebrity Super Weddings? We don't give a damn!) Sorry, crap like that gets on my nerves to no end for some reason. Well, I'm gonna log, while throwing down a clip most of you will probably skip over. *shrugs*



Eh...shortest one I had, since the others were about games some of you (read: NONE) have heard of, or are interested in, or I've already shown it and it was meh, or someone ELSE showed it (not a shameless plug, but like Hyli...whom I've shown that Mario hardest level video. Guess I'll let him load up the rest of video then I guess.)

Well, outta here, ciao for now and stuff.
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Saturday, July 7, 2007

First week of my "break"...
And so far, it's sucking greatly. That's no surprise though, with the luck I have along with the family I'm somehow related with. *nods* Yeah, it's been a while, and complaining isn't something I should be doing right off the bat, but come on now...I'm getting the feeling that I'll be better off back at JC than here at home...and that's saying something. I mean, if I don't get a job, then I'll have to go back, and my parents...well...my dad, won't get me until graduation.

No surprise, they'd think that'd encourage me or something, but the way they always fuss at ME and argue with each other, I kinda don't care. Like the T.V. I brought up there, a few weeks before this "break", I told them I needed to come home and drop it off. They forgot about me one week, big whoop, I won't forget that. Then the week after that, my dad didn't wanna come because I'm coming home a week later...ok...that doesn't help me out at all. I didn't feel like going through a crap load of trouble, strain and stress, so I left it behind. Of course I get in trouble when my parents hear this, and they act like the T.V. meant the world to them. The VCR part barely works, and no one used it. Oh, and they keep saying I'm making it sound like it's THEIR the T.V. is still up there. No, but they certainly helped out with that problem. They expect me to buy them a new T.V....yeah, they'll be waiting a while for one.

Oh, and the job thing...my dad wants me working in fast food. I'm sorry, but did I go through a year's worth of bull crap at job corps to just work in McDonalds or something? No, and he says I have no right to be picky about my job. Um...the other reason I wouldn't be too thrilled about fast food, is because my sneezes are insane, and well, I wouldn't eat the food if I heard me sneeze while cooking it.

Sorry for complaining and stuff, but the stress from my dad, combined by my sleeping habits and crap, I've been out of it for a while. I'm changing that tomorrow, because I guess I'll have to go low and apply at Pizza Hut or some crap...no offense to anyone who does work somewhere like that, but still...a year of office "training" and I'm...sorry again, hopefully tomorrow will be better. Ciao for now
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