Wednesday, June 6, 2007

It's only Wednesday...
Ok, I'm gonna try to put up with Citrix crap today, so here goes. I was just typing something up on RMC's site and then, "Oh no, I can't keep up with Hoaryu's typing, so I'm gonna freeze up and disconnect". So yeah, I had to wait another couple of minutes for it to reconnect, and even then as I type, I've gotta wait for a couple seconds after each sentence or so because I can't tell if this is slow or freezing up on me. I should probably be typing this up in word, but I'm gonna be bold and dare Murphy to intervene and screw me over. Probably half the reason why I'm trying to NOT be grumpy...

Last night I went off campus and got a new ps2 controller (read: the on that comes with ps2's, because you NEED that to play some ps2 games despite being the SAME kind) and some other things. I couldn't use my gamestop credit because my account number has been magically rubbed off somehow, but other than that, things went by...not crappily...until I tried to go to bed. Yeah, keyword tried...a few seconds after I get in the bed, guess what? The FIRE ALARM goes off like crazy, lights blaring and siren going off. So the one time I try to get an extra hour or so of sleep...heck, rest...I can't because of a fire drill.

Today will hopefully get better...I'd prefer it if the week got better, but whatever. I've already commented on a couple of sites (welcome back Ani!) and stuff (thanks again Talim). So I'm gonna try to get to more today, but after giving myself a quick break off of this Citrix, before I hurt it. Ciao for now.
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

I'd like to thank those that are able to put up with this crap...
I mean, I know I've been unable to visit you guys very much lately, and well, all that's going to change soon. Yeah, I'd like to and all, but it took me at least five minutes just to get to my site, and there's practically nothing there. *laughs* But I'm gonna try and put up with it today, and get to some sites (thanks by the way Talim, KD, and of course K-chan). Oh, and Ani, where've you been!? >_> I'll try to get a pm out or two out, but for now, this crap is slowing down. Ciao for now.
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Monday, June 4, 2007

Yeah, same old same old...
Yeah, this is gonna be a short post, because I can't this Citrix program crap, because it can barely keep up with my typing, it's slow in general, and I can barely see the O stuff. I think if I shower you a pic of this, you'd be shocked, because everything is sloppy on this window. Sorry for all this complaining, but you know how it is around here. If you wanna drop a line or whatever, feel free to, or e-mail or something...I can try though. Oh, and Hitsu can't get on because he doesn't have a Citrix account, so yeah. Heads up to those of you who visit him and stuff.

Eh, I'll throw in something extra, just because. Last night we had a huge storm, and it was mostly devastation. Seriously, I looked out the window, and I could see sheets of rain plummeting from the sky. I also saw some people running around in the rain panicking, because they were dodging tree debris and stuff. Yeah, it was THAT bad, but when I wake up this morning, there's hardly anything worth mentioning from that storm...except maybe some trees that were beaten in half.

Yeah, not much, but it's SOMETHING, right? So until later-oh wait, there was also a fight at the dorm, and our skinny, naive (read: poor bastard) friend decided to try and break it up, and well...it was like throwing a stick in between two...how should I say this without being too insulting...big things. I didn't try to stop them because I couldn't tell if they were playing around or not. One of them was laughing the whole time...the whole she wasn't fighting anyway. So aside from that drama nothing much happened. Until later, ciao for now...
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Friday, June 1, 2007

Short post
Holy crap, I actually got my Citrix crap reset, so I can finally be on the O. Yes, this test will be short because it's a pain to type on this AND word, because this program is slow. Sounds familiar...but other than that, there's nothing out of the unusual here, allergies still going on, people still being petty as hell here. You know, normal JC BS. ...I guess I could extend the length of this post somehow...dunno how though exactly...I guess what I can say I'm on mainly so I can still stay in contact with you guys, but I don't know how long I can stay in the system. Gah...I'll pass on making this longer than expected, mainly because my horrible waking up in a zombie state is reeling and getting me back. *shrugs* Anyway, ciao for now I suppose.
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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Weird impression...
Alright, this post is gonna be long, maybe...I don’t know, I’m typing all this crap up in word, so I have no idea how it will translate on the MyO “Add Post” thingie. But that’s besides the point...no wait, that is leading up to what I’m gonna rant about. So I’m gonna cut to the chase, and talk about the length of posts. I like long posts myself, and I guess yesterday when I said, “Everyone likes short posts” I was saying that out of spite I guess. But you know how you put a lot of effort into something, and then somebody comes along and does the same thing, except barely getting by, and doing way better than you? I won’t use the O as an example, because that’s different, but take a test for example. You study nonstop and prepare for it, while your friend just lazes about and barely does anything about it, but when the grades come in, turns out your friend scored way better than you, and you AND your friend wonder how that happened? Well, yeah, that’s happened to me several times, on both ends, but...anyway, this isn’t the focus of this post. I just wanted to throw that out there, you know...just because and stuff. *shrugs* But let’s see...it’s Friday, I’m still not sick of Pokémon, and well, I think I’m getting better.

At least, that’s what I want to believe anyway. I don’t know what’s up with the way I’m sleeping lately, then again, those dizzy spells are brand freaking new though, so that might contribute to my suffocation a few nights ago. At least, that’s what my nurse says (*hugs her*), and the most I can do about this is hope for the best. Which is also what I’m doing for Koneako, whom I’ve heard is doing better. But I’m not gonna stop hoping and keeping her in my thoughts and stuff, until she gets REALLY well. It’d be greatly appreciated if you would the same, for her sake and all. I don’t think I can stand another bad thing happened here on the O. We can’t dwell on that now, just gotta keep our heads high and hope for the best.

Alright, now on to slightly more aggravating news. I’m trying to get my absences set straight yesterday, and that meant I had to go to that impy biatches class. *sighs* I can’t begin to explain how much of a pain in the ass dealing with that...thing is. I calmly walk up to her and ask her if she can clear an absence of mine, because I didn’t go to her class on a certain day when I was well...obviously DONE with her class. She says no, and this is what she says for the most part, “Even though you’re done in my class, you’re still on my schedule, so I’m gonna mark you absent.” What the hell kind of sense does that make!? So she wants me to go to her class and do nothing? Then knowing her, she’d whine and complain about me not doing work, but it’s not like I can, because I’m DONE with all the work...obviously. God she irritates me to no end, and not only me, other teachers as well. Yeah, I say what most of the teachers think anyway, and as long as it doesn’t come from there mouths, it’s all good. There are so many different evil scenarios I have planned for her it’s not even funny...but while the number of things I have planned isn’t funny, my next mini-rant is for the most part...

Common sense isn’t so common, right? I mean, I’m sure plenty of you have heard, or even said that to someone after they did something...not too smart or wise. Well, you can already assume that people here at JC are like that, and that’s an understatement. The best and more than likely most common example of THIS is doors. You heard me right...doors. I’m sitting here, along with several other people, in front of the main door, and we’re....waiting for someone to open it from the inside, because it’s locked. Now, when you see a bunch of people standing in front of the door, in the blazing heat, you don’t walk through them thinking that the door will magically open for you, while asking if it’s unlocked. Seriously, why waste time asking something so obvious. Sorry if I sounded a bit rude there, but so many people do it, and they get pissed off when they realize the hard way that the door is locked.

I guess I tried to end this on a lighter, slightly “let’s laugh at someone for a decent reason” thing. I might’ve failed at that, so I’ll throw up some random things before I finish this. As for the videos, I guess I could throw SOMETHING up every Monday, that way I don’t run out of things as fast. If you don’t want to watch them, that’s cool too, because most of the time it’ll either be of something completely random, like the “Over 9000” and its remix, which is funnier because it’s WAY more random than the first. Among random funny videos, I’ve got some awesome (in my opinion) videos of well, games and stuff, so maybe I’ll throw in a few of those, maybe catch someone’s interest in the game. Heck, that’s how Melty Blood got the best of me...Grr...running out of things to say! *thinks hard* Um...oh yeah, this weekend will be severely lacking in [adult swim], because of Pokémon. I’m a fan of it again, so to speak, but there’s gonna be a 33-hour marathon of it, because the D & P episodes are coming out next Monday. I like the game and all, but over a day straight of the show is a little too much for yours truly. Besides, I’ll probably be too busy going off campus or PLAYING the game itself to watch it. Oh well...*laughs*

Wow, that last paragraph was supposed to be my last one...meh, it’s Friday, and this post will be here all weekend. Sorry to those of you who have commented and I couldn’t get back to you. I’ve been busy still trying to set my graduation crap setup, along with trying to NOT go insane of course. But expect a pm of forgiveness from me or something, unless you yourself will be gone for the summer or something...because you’re gonna be gone and you won’t see it regardless. Had to clear that up, didn’t want to sound like I wouldn’t pm anyone at all. But still, I’ll cut this short, because I think this is getting pretty long, and I don’t wanna bore anyone to death. So until later, have a good weekend and everything! Ciao for now...


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Eheh...I wrote all of that yesterday under the impression that TODAY would be Friday because I thought yesterday was Thursday...gah...anyway, not much changed anyway...but still...eheh...>_>
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I live!!
Well, as if it weren't obvious enough, I'm up and running. Not at the speed I want to, but I'm up and running nonetheless. I'm gonna go ahead and get straight to the point today, because I got some comments to make up for, and some things to upload/download.

Last night went by as smoothly as it could go, with the lack of breathing being minimal and everything. But other than that, I went to sleep ok. Then of course, there's the waking up part, which thanks to my ignorant roommates, is a pain. I asked the one who mainly sets his clock for 5:30 a.m. why he has it like that, and says to me...it's so he can see his girlfriend off to workbase. I have to call BS on that, because even though that's a good reason and all, he doesn't budge! How would I know? Because I have to stay up because if I go to sleep, I'm not waking up in 10 minutes. Forget that...*laughs*

Right, I think if you guys read mondays post (which like...what, only two people read), I said I might be posting up a random video every week or so. Ha...starting to have second thoughts on that, because well, I don't think you guys could handle the sheer random of what I see. Props to those of you who could handle the awesome of that Megaman video, which I dub Okusen Man, because I have no idea what the title is. *laughs* So anyway, I've got plenty more sort of, and I think I'm gonna put them up anyway. Oh, that reminds me, if you guys have a youtube account or something, mind telling me what it is? Mine is, of course, Hoaryu, and when I'm able to, I'm gonna upload videos of my own, probably some Visual Boy videos until I find out how to convert other video files, like Melty Blood and ZSNES files. *shrugs* Unless someone here has the know-how that is...

And I'm gonna cut this post short, because people like shorter posts. Yeah, I'll probably rant on that tomorrow, end Friday with a bang. So until tomorrow, ciao for now.
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

This week is shortened only because of yesterday...
which would make me wonder why I got like, two comments yesterday. But I remember it was memorial day yesterday, and I'm sure nobody was on the computer because well, it was a day off and everything. That and the fact that yesterday my post consisted of stuff I was planning on doing...but I managed to find an awesome video, so if you guys wouldn't mind going back to my last post and watching it, it'd be appreciated. I know some of your situations and you can't watch it, so yeah...I know that's the case with me, but still, that's what proxies are for. *laughs*

Well, anyway, aside from that, I could barely sleep last night...mainly because I wanted to...I dunno...LIVE. Yeah, you read that right, I wanted to live last night, so I had to sleep later than usual. For some reason, when I got into the bed, I immediately felt dizzy spells, and I didn't think anything of it, even though I felt like falling over...and I was lying down. Over the course of several minutes, I felt more, and some were worse than others, but that's not what was almost life threatening...it was the fact that I stopped breathing more than once while trying to go to sleep. *sighs* The last time this happened was back at home when my allergies were somewhat worse and my asthma was actually a threat. Back then, it only happened once in my sleep, and that was that, I didn't even get out of bed (immediately) after that, I was somewhat calm...probably because I was still technically waking up. *shrugs* But this time...oh my god it was horrible. I'm just staring off into darkness, waiting to go to sleep, and then suddenly I stop breathing. I panic and almost flailed trying to breathe again, but I did before I got hectic. Yeah, I know moving around alot isn't going to help, but when you're in a dorm full strangers, the only source of any possible real help is a hall, lounge, and a couple doors away. So all I could do was hope that I'd start...I guess...start "functioning" properly or something. I did....after a couple of more deadly involuntary breathing pauses. I even got up to get a drink to see if I could somehow help myself. It did...kiiiinda...I mean, it lessened the dizzy spells, but that's the most it did...and I began to breathe propely more after that, so I was finally able to sleep...at 1 a.m...which puts me at an hour of sheer uncomfortability.

Ok, let's got that out of my system...literally. Now, yesterday, since I'm sure many of you haven't read, I'm still trying to find a decent way to get creativeness going because I wanna do something, and just sitting here thinking about it is only making me building on creative...mojo...yeah, lets go with that. So I've been thinking about trying to write again, either redoing a completely different one, or continuing on with my current one. I'll probably end up doing a new one, probably in Catra format, because I really don't wanna change the style of my writing on my previous one. Then again...I don't know, never mind.

Oh yeah, turns out youtube is better than I thought, because I saw old clips of freaking Reboot on there! Since I'm older, I'll be able to get more of the jokes and stuff, but that's usually the case with most shows, even the ones back then. Perfect example was the Memoirs of Mortality or something, which is an uber spoof of the Necrocomicon, or however you spell it, and the game they were in was also a spoof of Evil Dead 2. Hilarious back then, even funnier nowadays!

Sucks that I have to cut this short, I have to find/make some folders for some johnson guy, so until later, ciao for now. (and if you haven't already, watch the music video from monday >_>)
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Monday, May 28, 2007

This post is brought to you by Jolly Time, ginger ale, and the letter O....
You're probably wondering, what the hell am I talking about, right? Well, it's Monday morning, technically...night? Wrong, try morning, at around 12:50. You read that right, insomnia of some type got the best of me, so I'm gonna be-wait, no no, I can't stay up late tonight, I have a bunch of crap to do...wait wait wait. I need to go to bed soon because later today, I gotta do laundry (yeah Kelsey, I procrastinated a little TOO much) and make sure I have my semi-needed items. Speaking of which, I found my iPod charger...turns out it was on top of locker shelf, under the last of my ps2 games and donuts that I can't stand. *laughs* Hope I don't forget the one I'm borrowing, then again, it doesn't matter, because the person I'm borrowing it from doesn't have anything to charge with it (I think I forgot who that was *laughs*)

It's officially 12:52 and I still have an urge to make this post...probably because it's monday, or at least it better be monday when I'm, and I don't wanna be out of my groove with the posts and stuff. I could post on the weekend, but as of now, nothing much happens, and posting in the morning right when I wake up is no good for the most part. I should start thinking about that, since I'm gonna be home soon. I'm trying to think of what I should talk about now, I mean, it's passed midnight now. Ooh, I guess I'll rant about what I did this weekend. Saturday was pretty normal for me, nothing out of the ordinary, nothing special, although I did watch a movie with my parents, namely The Cleaner. It's a good movie, had a corny part here and there, but overall I got a laugh and an "oooh" out of it. Now if you wanna see a unique movie, go watch MirrorMask...that movie is a different kind of awesome. My mom suggested I should watch it, because it's weirdly animated, and apparently, I am indeed into that. *laughs* I won't ruin anything, except for the fact that it was a surprise that I liked it so much.

1:00 a.m....officially morning time, and I think I just stopped for a second. *checks everything* You know that feeling when your body just STOPS, and you slightly panic right before you start functioning again? I hope I'm delusional or something from my still being awake and stuff...but let's see what else I can get outta this weary mind of mine. *thinks* Drowsiness is kicking, but if I keep this up, I should be almost sleep by the time I finish...if I finish that is. I've been trying to youtube some random things, but nothing is coming to me. Speaking of which, thanks to a site a friend of mine found, I can download youtube videos. So if you've got a recommendation...preferrably an anime on youtube that's complete (I'll be damned if I get into something I can't finish...not enough pani poni) and everything, mind dropping a line about it to me? Oh, and my youtube profile is the same as my O and Poké ID name. Heads up, don't let your friends know you have account...well, I take that back, if you let your friend do some searches and stuff, make sure you're logged out...Anyway, I've been getting interested in a little something Higurashi...I think I said that right. *shrugs* But it's a really....how should I put it...it's an anime that'll have you cringing at least once I think.

1:09 a.m. I plan on going to bed at 2, but I know thats not gonna happen. Then again, I doubt I'll be sitting here typing for an hour, so yeah. Anyway, time to get random and crap. I'm getting to read up on some of the How-To on speaking japanese. What? I don't feel like relearning spanish, I already went through the german language at a young age, and french....*laughs*...enough of that though. Apparently, there's a horoscope out there that's incredibly psychic. Kelsey decided to show me what mine was, and holy crap they were right. So I've decided that I'm gonna go ahead and try to get some of my creative juices flowin'. So uh...who wants to a have a part in whatever I got planned? It's probably gonna be another random story or something, until I don't feel like doing it anymore. *laughs* Depends on how many people actually read it this time, but at the rate I'm randomly doing supr posts like this, who knows. Oh, and thank you guys for visiting, despite me not doing the same lately for some of you. I'm busy trying not to delete some old friends that haven't updated since....'06. That's a chunky part of my list to boot, but what needs to be done needs to be done...soon. Not now...

1:17 a.m. and I'm finally barely able to keep my eyes open. Hah....I got this out of my system, and I might do another post when I'm actually wake, like when I normally should be posting...but whatever. Yeah, now's the time to get in my real bed and try to have a nice sleep, which I will, moreso than at JC anyway. BUT...since I'm here posting, I might as well leave you guys with an awesome youtube clip featuring everyone's favorite blue bomber! To those of you who don't know, that's Megaman, not Bomberman. Enjoy...who knows when I'll put up another youtube thingie. *shrugs*



Well, unless I post again, I'm outta here. Ciao for-pffft, more goodnight everybody!

Edit: Oh yeah, I won't be able to comment back today because I'm gonna be heading back soon, so yeah. I'll get ya'll tomorrow. Ciao for now, for real this time.
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Friday, May 25, 2007

Three day weekend!
Okay, I'm gonna you guys with a short post. For several reasons...my eyes are tearing up from allergies, and seeing is getting to be a pain. Something BIG happened yesterday, and I'm not sure I wanna talk about it. I've had several huge posts and well, you guys probably want a break. And...that's the gist of it, so I'll go with it.

It's like everything the wellness place here doesn't try anymore. I've been taking these faux claritin pills, and they're total crap. I'm not gonna any kind of GOOD relief, just breaks from the sniffing and the runny nose and other crap like that. Don't bother saying blow my nose, because I actually tried that this morning...god was I wrong for that one...turns out, I was reminded why I don't do it in the first place. The pain in my sinuses was so great my leg kicked...yeah, backwards even. But as of now, nothing is TOO wrong with my nose, other than minor stuffiness. Well, that and my eyes are irritating, so that's kind of why I'm rushing.

Regarding that big thing I mentioned earlier, I'm not gonna get into it too much. The most I can say, is that it was pretty bad, and that things are looking better as of now.

This is pretty much it, but I think I'll still be able to chat and stuff, but I'm also trying to lay low, because people love assuming that if there's something remotely interesting on a monitor, that it's myspace, so I'm outta here. Ciao for now, and hopefully things'll clear up.
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Feelings for JC don't matter! That's right, they're like having shoelaces on sandals!
Points to those who know what that could possibly be from. Amazingly, I got more comments than expected on yesterday's ranting. I haven't had an uber post like that since...I don't know when, especially putting into account the crap I go through sometimes...good AND bad. Before I get into what I might talk about today, I'll just point something that's fairly obvious. I'm in a WAY better...disposition I think...than yesterday. Of course, you have to thank Kelsey for that one, and an easily frustrated friend of mine that's the target of many harmless jokes. Sleep is still something I haven't gotten a lot of, but that's where going home this weekend will help. Not...wait, wait, I'm getting out of sequence here, although I think I'm through for this part...

Yeah, I think I was done with that part, so yeah, back to what I was ranting on and on about. After an exceedingly awesome conversation, I went to the dorm, doing the usual of making sure my lame roommates didn't screw up, and then wasting time in the dorm eating Mike & Ike's and playing Diamond...which I can't wait to go on Wi-Fi this weekend too. Anyway...I forgot what was for dinner yesterday, but I DO remember that I got to talk to my counselor on the way there, and I found out that getting my resume to my dad would in fact help me graduate faster, because I'd have a possible job lined up and everything. Bleh...working in the same place as a parent isn't all that great of an idea to me, but a starts a start, and I can't complain...too much. >_> So anyway...NOW I remember what was for dinner, yeah. *laughs* That was horrible...what happened there, not the dinner. Almost. So anyway, me and two other friends, the unfortunate one being Hyli, got our food, me with chicken pot pie and them with lasagna. The only thing I eat is the chicken, meat wise, because it's the only kind I trust here...and even that's a long shot. Back to the arachno-tragedy (omg foreshadowing), things were going ok...you know, normal...until Hyli saw something that made me not trust the lasagna. I can't say the food as a whole because that'd include the salad bar, and that's a last resort. He saw a freaking spider in his food, and well, it was alive. Yeah, this teensy-weensy bastard had somehow managed to hide in HOT food and survive, and disgust us all. I stopped eating my pot pie, out of sheer fear of Murphy's Law, and our other friend just sat there...then me and him started laughing and making spider-man references. Sounds mean and all, but he ditched the food and laughed with us.

Seems like the few friends I got here know how to take a joke, right? Well, I understand that some people have limits to the jokes that they hear, and that's totally okay. Me personally, it's hard to cross the line when it comes to jokes, but that's because it's more of a matter of WHAT the subject is about. For example, another friend of ours is a target of the classic "Your mom" joke, and for some reason, he gets infuriated. I say for some reason, because let's look at the facts...

1. You know what other people say isn't true
2. Your mom knows that isn't true
3. I do it because he needs to take a stand
4. You-

No, wait, let's take a look at #3, before things get out of hand. I may sound like a hypocrite, but I throw in a joke or two, to see if he'll stand up for himself. See...he's the guy who, if you remember a little while ago, didn't know what something was, and I refuse to repeat what it was, but it's...ANYWAY, if you needed a comic relief for your group of friends, he'd be it. I mean, here's an example, and I think this is better than explaining it myself. You try and help someone out, and they fail at noticing, or it doesn't work. You try other methods, and and those fail also. It's like...excuse this if this is totally not explaining it to you...but it's like trying to teach a bird how to fly. You can't show it, it has to learn through instinct and stuff like that. *nods* I think that clears things up, and this guy...whom I'll dub J, and he's the fool I'm trying to get to stand up for himself...which would be like flying. Instead of telling him how to do so, I'll just push him until he figures out what needs to be done, and does it. I think I explained it right, but odds are I confused one...or all of you. *shrugs* Eh...

Cruel, I know, but it's for his own good...and now I'm gonna throw something down that's been going through my friendslist like crazy. If you've actually read all this, would you be willing to answer some Q's? If not, meh, you still gotta scroll past them to comment if you do, so yeah. >_> So yeah, could you either comment and answer some, or answer and comment some. Having some input would be nice and all, so just answering the questions wouldn't be good. >_> I'm well aware some of these don't apply to some people...so...yeah (again)

What would you think if:
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1.I committed suicide:
2.I said I like you
(for opposite gender):
3.I kissed you
(for opposite gender):
4.I liked someone you didn’t:
5.I was hospitalized:
6.I ran away from home:

What you think of my:

7.Personality:

8.Who are you?
9.Are we friends?
10.When and how did we meet?
11.What do you think of me?
12.How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
13.Do you love me?
14.Have I ever hurt you?
15.Would you hug me?
16.Would you kiss me?
17.Are we close?
18.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
19.How long have you known me?
20.Describe me in one word.
21.What was your first impression?
22.Do you still think that way about me now?
23.What do you think my weakness is?
24.Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)?
25.What reminds you of me?
26.What's something you would change about me?
27.How well do you know me?
28.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
29.If so tell me now? (or PM me)
30.Do you think I would kill someone?

31.Are you going to put this on your otaku site and see what I say about you??
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Guess I'll cut this off, because I'm sure you're sick of reading. I think I'll save another mind dive for another post, but until then, ciao for now...
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