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Friday, October 1, 2004


   I'M NOT OKAY! I SWEAR!
AHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGG! I just figured out that Scott was cheating on me... Which makes me more depressed than I have ever been... TOO MANY UNEXPECTED TURNS! Just when I thought I was back to my old self when THIS smacked me hard in the face. How did I figure out you ask? Well... my mom told me... I told her I was going to ask Scott to come to the Halloween dance with me when she's said:

Mom: Scott has a girlfriend... But he just broke up with her.

Me: .... But I'M his girlfriend.

Mom: No you're not he has another one.

Me: [Spit's out toothpaste and drops hair brush.] H-h-he h-has a-an-a-another o-o-one?

Mom: [Nods.]

So... then my dad approaches me and says:

Dad: You're being a bad example on your cousin.

Me: ....

Dad: She wants to BE you.

Me: .... Why?

Dad: Who knows? I just want you to be a good influence.

So... I CAN'T ACT LIKE MYSELF?! I CAN'T BE ME EVER AGAIN?! I CAN'T HAVE MY OWN OPINIONS OR THOUGHTS OR OUTLOOKS?! MUST I BE A CLONE OF YOU?! MUST I GO WITH THE FLOW?! WHY CAN'T I BE MY OWN PERSON?! All of these thoughts are swirling through my mind and I am getting very confused... I need to get away... I need someone to hold me... I need a shoulder to cry all of my sorrows on... I have no reason to live... I never thought I would say these words but...

I need help.

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