Saturday, October 20, 2007

   Thoughts and theories...


Quote: Nothing ever becomes real till it is experienced. - John Keats






The views that most have on, either whats sexy, hot, cute, hunky, lip bitingly orgasmicingly hot, and so on... to what's NOT.

In my oppinion most would think I'm stupid or either just... Quote on Quote ---> "you must be ugly yourself, if you don't really care what others look like."

And quite frankly I have had that said to me before, lol! But it truly doesn't matter to me... and sure, you can say yeah, I'm ugly... and just have to be blind in not caring what "he" must look like, but to me... their just has to be a connection, and if there isn't. Theirs your answer, but most just think it's b/c of their looks or so forth, they never consider that... "Hey, she was so fucking hot... I'm glad it didn't work out b/c I'd have to be dealing with ass holes hitting on her all the time and just pissing me off... or the, she has no... hmm... flair or spunk to light my fire or what-not." most ppl just consider the fact that they must be dog ugly for her to smack you down with... their pitiful excuses and crappy so forth shit of how my friend, the phone call and so on... the list of excuses is... well you should know most of them by now and they are limitless!

But the fact is, Hot or not! that's not the only thing that should attact someone to you, or you to them! their is the simply fact of, their personalities and so on... the real them and who they are! Not just, "DAMN... did you see the rack on that hottie!" and so on!

I'm not saying I'm a nerd or some fugly, ugly chick that's so ugly I can't get a date... I'm saying! I'm sick and tired of how guys treat women in general, and I'm not saying all guys so that... But a large majority of you guys do!

And us women are no different, but hell... it's just insane how we all are just mean to each other when it comes down to looks instead of personalities!

and the funny part is, 97% percent of the times
the a couple gets together for looks fail within a year or faster! Yeah the sexy is great and what-not, but the closure and connection on a personal level and just... everything was based on looks and... sorry to burst your bubbles people~! but looks fade, love is forever! ones characyter can with stand the structures of time and still be loved and cherished their after... but looks, everyone gets older and... their nothing but a vagle glimps of what we used to be when we where younger! nothing more and nothing less!

Beauty fades... Character is forever!

sorry for my random bluntness and rather weirdness of this post! someone intriged my mind and I just expanded it with further going into some depth of it... sorry!

it's just... people are all not granted with beauty in such ways as others... and the ones that have been granted that gift are cursed with... what is the right word i'm looking for... Abuse it and take advantage of it in the wrong way. like getting what they want and so forth, but the ones who do have beauty yet aren't as magnatic as the others have it else where that no one else does, and those few are the ones that are forever cherished and loved with or without real beauty! but they are the ones that get hurt the most in this ugly world! but are loved just and all that much more! and even if no one will say I love you to you! I will... I LOVE YOU!

Quote by hollow: Just because a dull looking flower is not as bright as all the rest, doesn't mean it's scent and affection for living is nothing but worthless... They are the ones that are plucked and wanted all that much more!



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Thursday, October 18, 2007

   ... ^^


You know who you are... lol!



Time: 12:23pm
Mood: Mixed but in a good way
Qoute: We all are trying to find someone to love, but the ones we always find... are usually the ones taken.
Listening to: Skillet's new cd!

I'm ok and things are going better then usually, so yay!!!

And to answer your question Legacyof, yeah... their Gaia avi's, the top ones mine personally, well... at the moment anyways! ^^

And thanks for complimenting on my site Meg! *hugs you* THANKS!!! *smiles happily*


POem:

Sing me something soft, beautiful and sweet...
Sad and delicate, but loving and full of restful peace.
loud, quite or out of key.
Sing me anything, just as long as it's about the love, between you and me.

By: Hollow eyes


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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Here's my Avi/character


Quote: "lead me not into temptation, i can find it myself."


My Avi



My Dream Avi




My sister's Avi









We all have a dark side, I love the night, the stars, the moon, and oh yes... and the Vampires.

Jasie Sloan... Voidmaster type Vampire... AKA Forsaken Shadow
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

   ...
Nothing...

Nothing at all and for the only one who really read my post, before I deleted it!!!

keep it to yourself!

I'm fine and that'll be all I can let out currently at the moment! But... I'll give you a poem I wrote today, and let you know what I'm doing at the moment! ^^

I'm listening to RED one of my only... I'm listening to it right now and letting it consume me, body and soul... the words and everything! *exhales heavily*
and I have a killer bruise under my eye, it looks like someone wacked me pretty good, lol.
I'm probably going to have a big one above my knee... ahhh... lol, yeah!

SOrry about last night Darrel and Colleen! my phone was dying and so on... sorry!

POem:
In the mists of darkness lies the hopes and dreams of a lost soul...
In the shadow's, your lost and all alone...
You may think, you've got out and are safe...
But that's only a fantisy we tell aresleves, as we're sleeping adrift...
Alone in this empty room staring off in the dark...
Whispering and haunted by memories lost and forever gone...
Maybe one day I'll finally wake up and see...
Or maybe that's all just a wanted dream...
But neither me wanting or dreaming will save me now...
As I'm lost and taken into a dark merry-go-round...

By: Hollow Eyes aka Vanessa






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Sunday, October 14, 2007

   Blah... I'm depressed!
NOthing...

At least most you don't need to worry and need to know about.





It's just my family!
More on the lines... that my brother is giving me reasons to cry and feel like shit. But I'm ok... just going into a dark depression, but other then that, I'm ok! ^^

How do you like the changes?
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

   what happened
man, my lifes just been... insane and crazy, I'm trying to not go bored my I always am, lifes just insane and crazy. one of my eldest sisters stole 1000 dollars from are mom to buy drugs and who know what else. and she called the cops on are mom too, my sister has two kids and she left them at someone's house for 3 days and GOD... she's over here right now, (i'm at my mothers house) and so everthings just tense, moody, ugle and so on... maybe that's why my blew up on me sevreal times. me and my mom arguing about the most stupidest things and she leaves me pissed off as hell and punching a wall a couple of times, just wondering why the HELL, I let her get to me like this and... it's just the stupid things that bring us down you know, have you ever noticed that? how most of the hard core stuff literally kills you, but you some how get pass that, but the stupid things are what really trash us badly, and they are the things that haunt us really.


I spent the last 3 days cleaning and moving two bedrooms pretty much by my lonesome, lol. so I'm pretty much sore everywhere. it was hell, yet something to do. me and my mother drove up to my grandparents house, beautiful very beautiful country! I wanted to stay up there and live up there too. it was amazing! they live in the moutains and have a pond and a lake by their house... their ranchers and have cattle and horses, I love going up there, and it was stormy, it rained, and I took pic's! :)




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and have a good one! ^^



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Sunday, August 19, 2007

   Naruto Hundo Marathon Fri-Sun
Time: 6:21pm
Mood: happy, giddy, laughable, and having a great time.
Quote: Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. (Mark Twain)

Listening to:




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Naruto Hundo Marathon Fri-Sun 3am to 8pm on toon/cartoon network, 100 episodes and a new one. and I've watched mostly all of them, I missed a few b/c I feel asleep in the morning for 2 to 3 hours and re-charged and watched some more, for 2 days. YAY and naruto ROCKS I love it!!! naruto rocks, Jiraiya's funny ass hell aka the pervy sage by naruto lol, Haku, I loved his story and I cried for him and zabuza's friendship in the end as they died together, Hinata's kewl and like me! ^^sakura and ino are just dumb but they bring a... lets worship sasuke thingy!!! and gaara... man, oh man. he's one hell of a dang demon and he's story is sad too, and sasuke... he's one of my favotire's, and it's not b/c "he's" so hot, it's b/c of the struggle and things he's been through along with Rock lee, to me. Rock Lee's a true ninja!
I've watched about 40 hours of naruto, I missed 10. lol I seen a few and some well, I just fell alseep. hehe lol. DO'h!!! lol

well I'm tired , and have fallen...

even more inlove with the show! ^^ ,


well I'll be gone on wed for a while, my grandma's in the hospital and she's coming home and I'm helping out and cleaning and so on, and I'm going to move her room. O.o lol ^^
well I relaly hope your all ok and i miss you so much, I'll be on tomorrow I think and I'm going to comment, even if I can't I'll think of something.



Sing me something soft, beautiful and sweet...
Sad and delicate, but loving and full of restfull peace.
loud, quite or out of key.
Sing me anything, just as long as it's about the love, between you and me.

a poem by me, well L8ter,

Hollow

for me: life just crazy... it has to get better right, and I know it will for the both of us! so just hang in there man, things will start looking up!
I'm in a depression, so your not alone.
lol I guess life really does treat us like shit, but we'll get through it, I mean come on... it has to get better before it get's worse right and this crazy shit can only make us stronger then weaker! <--(talks to self really, but not really)

to kai:
hmm, he kissed her alot huh, well at least when you us kiss, it'll be more then they ever had, you guys are building the friction, love, and relationship drive with waiting and holing back till marrage. so when you guys do, do it! it'll be more then anything, meant or said, b/c you could just feel all the passion and love with just one kiss, and see it in his eyes that the feelings are true! ^^ *hugs you* you'll see ^^
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Saturday, August 4, 2007

   O.O can it be?!? ... oh yes, it's me!!! lol
Time: 10:36am
Mood: tired and ok
Listening to: She Wants Revenge "tear you apart" and The Used "earthquake"
Quote: "Moaning in the background...Ahh.. yes, Sugar Pain" I love this one! ^^ lol



Well hey strangers, buddies and pals. lifes to short to take notice of me, so just walk on by and catch a cab. you may have known me and you may have cared. but now the time is for me to jump, so, so long and farwell. my life has come and go and now it's reached the end, and all I have to say to you is. it's been a blast and now I don't care. *jumps* ~A poem by: hollow eyes aka Vanessa Sanchez~

So my life is ok and such but it's still missing a few things. what isn't right lol.
well I'm still at my brothers house withering away in lonelyness. but the great thing is that they have cable! lol
I watched 23 and wow it's mind-blowing and you HAVE to, HAVE, to see it!
I watched 300 and bam it's was so frigging awesome that I... WOW O.O it's was so gore filled and killing ever were it was fucking awesome! ^^
I watched pathfinder, I thought it was going to be better but it was still ok ^^
and loads of other movies. lol

I miss you guys so much and yet some of you I'm still keeping in touch with, with pm's! ^^
I really hope everythings going ok and better then before in your lives and if you ever need me, I'm just a pm away! ^^
and I'm still trying to comment on most of your sites but it's still hard to b/c of the slowness of this computer, it literally takes up to 2 hours and more to listen to a song and if you have lots of graphic and so on, then it's worse. but I'm trying! and sometimes it won't let me comment, the box is not there. T.T

I miss you and how are you and life and everything going?

cya around,

Hollow




well yesterday was my little sister's 18th birthday, I bought her a black and purple skull (pirates of the carribean) bag/purse and earings, but the stuid clerk at wal-mart didn't ring up the earings so I didn't get them! AHHHhhh, I just wanted to kill her when I found out! when we got home naturally! oy.
but everything was ok, except for the humidity and heat of the day and night! man, I wanted to be a mermain and just live in water. I flung cake at my sister, well wiped it on her face and she got some in my hair. I bought 4 cd's, 3 for myself and 1 for my older brother, I had the same cd and my brother really wanted it so I ended up just buying him one, lol I could have just burned him the cd but I bought it. 14.89 I'm crazy! lol
well everything went ok! it was a good day, but I felt empty, alone, sad, and depressed back home. it's weird how I always end up feeling that way! I don't know. well everything was kewl and today I'm babysitting my other sisters kids. lol and tonight I'm going back to AC world and babysitting my brother's kids. lol man my life is crazy yet I want more. but I don't know what...

but how's everything going with you?

*hugs you so tight and doesn't want to let go in fear of never seeing or hearing form you again* ^^ *BIG HUG*





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Friday, July 20, 2007

   Smiling & Laughing day... IT'S JOKE DAY!!!
Enjoy the jokes!



I dedicate this joke to my buddy killerbiscuit999



KILLER BISCUITS WANTED FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER

(Actual AP headline)


Linda Burnett, 23, a resident of Palm Springs, CA, was visiting
her in-laws and while there went to a nearby supermarket to pick up some groceries.

Several people noticed her sitting in her car with the windows
rolled up and with her eyes closed, with both hands behind the
back of her head.
One customer who had been at the store for a while became
concerned and walked over to the car.

He noticed that Linda's eyes were now open, and she looked very
strange.
He asked her if she was okay, and Linda replied that she'd been
shot in the back of the head, and had been holding her brains in for over an hour.
The man called the paramedics, who broke into the car because
the doors were locked and Linda refused to remove her hands from her head.
When they finally got in, they found that Linda had a wad of
bread dough on the back of her head.

A Pillsbury biscuit canister had exploded from the heat, making
a loud noise that sounded like a gunshot, and the wad of dough hit
her in the back of her head.
When she reached back to find out what it was, she felt the
dough and thought it was her brains.
She initially passed out, but quickly recovered and tried to
hold her brains in for over an hour until someone noticed and came to her aid.


Linda is a blonde, but I'm certain that's irrelevant.





An older lady gets pulled over for speeding...

Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer?

Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding.

Older Woman: Oh, I see.

Officer: Can I see your license please?

Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one.

Officer: Don't have one?

Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving.

Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please.

Older Woman: I can't do that.

Officer: Why not?

Older Woman: I stole this car.

Officer: Stole it?

Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner.

Officer: You what?

Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see

The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun.

Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her vehicle.

Older woman: Is there a problem sir?

Officer 2: One of my officers told me that you have stolen this car and murdered the owner.

Older Woman: Murdered the owner?

Officer 2: Yes, could you please open the trunk of your car, please.

The woman opens the trunk, revealing nothing but an empty trunk.

Officer 2: Is this your car, ma'am?

Older Woman: Yes, here are the registration papers. The officer is quite stunned.

Officer 2: One of my officers claims that you do not have a driving license.

The woman digs into her handbag and pulls out a clutch purse and hands it to the officer.

The officer examines the license. He looks quite puzzled.

Officer 2: Thank you ma'am, one of my officers told me you didn't have a license, that you stole this car, and that you murdered and hacked up the owner.

Older Woman: Bet the liar told you I was speeding, too.



Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity


1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In."

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks.
Once Everyone Has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.

6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks,
Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" or "Sex Lessons"

7. Finish All Your sentences with
"In Accordance With The Prophecy."

8. Don t use any punctuation

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."

12. Sing Along At The Opera.

13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme

14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.

15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends
You Can't Attend Their Party Because You're Not In The Mood.

16. Have Your Coworkers Address You By Your Wrestling Name,
'Rock Bottom'.

17. When The Money Comes Out of The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"

18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The
Parking lot, Yelling "Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"

19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy,
We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go."




a boy's first time


A boy's first time. A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night
and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the
girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go
out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he
has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to
get some
condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time &the pharmacist
helps the boy for about an hour.

He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At
the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to
buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family
pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time &
all.
That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house & meets his
girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents,
come on in!" The boy goes inside & is taken to the dinner table where
the
girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace & bows
his
head.
A minute passes, & the boy is still deep in prayer. with his head
down. 10 minutes pass, & still no movement from the boy.
Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girl friend leans over
& whispers to the boy friend, "I had no idea you were this religious."
The
boy turns, & whispers back, "I had no idea your father was a
pharmacist."**********************



*THINGS THAT HALLMARK CARDS DON'T SAY**


**M**y tire was thumping.

I thought it was flat

When I looked at the tire...

I noticed your cat.

Sorry!
**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**

**Heard your wife left you,

How upset you must be.

But don't fret about it...

She moved in with me.

**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**

**Congratulations on your wedding day!

Too bad no one likes your husband.

**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**

**How could two people as beautiful as you

Have such an ugly baby?

**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**

**I've always wanted to have

someone to hold,

someone to love.

After having met you ..

I've changed my mind.

**--------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------------------**

**I must admit, you brought Religion into my life.

I never believed in Hell until I met you.

//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////


**As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am...

That you're not here to ruin it for me.

**####################################################**

**Congratulations on your promotion.

Before you go...

Would you like to take this knife out of my back?

You'll probably need it again.

********************************************************************************


**Happy Birthday, Uncle Dad!

(Available only in **Tennessee**, Kentucky & West **Virginia**)

**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**

**Happy birthday! You look great for your age.

Almost Lifelike!

**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**

**When we were together,

you always said you'd die for me.

Now that we've broken up,

I think it's time you kept your promise.
__________________________________

**We have been friends for a very long time ..

let's say we stop?

___________________________________

**I'm so miserable without you

it's almost like you're here.

___________________________________

**Congratulations on your new bundle of joy.

Did you ever find out who the father was?

_________________________________

**Your friends and I wanted to do

something special for your birthday.

So we're having you put to sleep.

**)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))*


I hope you have many laughs and a good time. lol
L8ter,

hollow
"It's better to fight for love then to die at the hands of a broken heart"
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Monday, July 16, 2007

   hot summer tears, broken hearts, a friendship forever gone. which one will I be?
Time: 4:04pm
Mood: unsure, yet I'm never sure... so it's all good. lol
Listening to: 3 days grace, there old cd with home and I hate everything about you! it's great, and I love it!
Quote: somewhere someone's in pain and soul-less, yet we are only born like this.



lol...

life has a funny way of making me always feel like shit, Ironic... most would say, but it's more then that... I got it!!! home-wrecker, lol it's more like relationship-wreacker...
even though I'm sorry and I'vejust been me, never more or less then a friend... it seems I'm always more and looking for more then that to someone, which I'm not!
but it never really matters, cuz once someone has a bad and horrible impression of you, that person would always feel that way about you.
suck's doesn't it?
but that's life and the consiqencies of it, and being a friend to that person when he has a loved one.
and yet, I wouldn't blame her, but me... who in their fucking right mind would want me in that way? pfft, that's insane and idotic. but my mind... hmmm maybe, it's it's pretty much the only thing that people want, never me and for who I truly am. so even if I were to gain a boyfriend in ANY guy (by some stroke of a faith or hand of god) he'd take one look at me or see who I truly am and run like hell. lol or I'd make him. lol I see myself being alone, even though some small part of me wants NOT, to be. I've come to grips and faced the facts that I will be, and it's kool. lol
but I hate how life plays tricks on me, I have a small life that has been filled with loads and tons of struggles and hardships. yet in some stroke of luck... I've mangaged to still be standing and STILL be... well here. lol and I intend to find out why, someday and I hope I do. but until then, I wanna live, and I have to... well fix my life, lol still!

I'm sorry I haven't been on to comment on your sites and just say hello. but know and understand that I do care and miss you. the only connection I can handle at the moment is pm's and emails. lol I'm dealing with a very slow and damaged computer. so even if I did happen to go to your site, things would be missing from it and words.
I hope you all are doing well and ok! and I hope you like the new theme and changes to my site. lol at fist that's what I thought I needed, but I don't really.

I hope you pm me and I really do hope your doing ok and good.
L8ter,

hollow

P.S I'm doing great/ok, it all varies from day to day along with time. but I'm doing good! ^^
how are you?



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