Saturday, June 2, 2007

Elfen Lied


Time: 12:35 midnight
Mood: Elfen lied *cries*


Listening to: intro theme song and ending theme song of Elfen Lied.






well i finally got to finishe Elfen lied... well as far as my computer and the internet let me which was to episode 13 and or a weird episode 14. and man did I cry like a little damn girl on episode 13. it was so fucking sad! I MEAN VERY SAD!!! T.T
It is a very good show and I LOVE IT gore and sadness and all put together. is was really good.

I watched my 2 nieces and 2 nephews and man oh man where they a pain in the ass. but I love them!!! ^^ I watched pirates of the caribean 2 finally! and my hand is feeling much better!!! ^^

well nothing much going on and on for those who looked at my only one pic of art, ^^ thanks you and it's sorta me but I don't have those face peircings, I want them but don't have them. and my hairs is longer ^^. I used to have my nose periced but had to take it out for a job. I have on my right ear 3 two on the top and the other regular and the other 1 on the left. my black dyed hair color is comeing/washing out it blows and fucking sux. I played for a permante dye and look, it washes out/fades away. IDK...

1.) well how are you and how's everything going? ^^
2.) what are you going to do for your summer vacation? and how is it going so far?
3.) what's your fave anime show, and manga?

me-1) ok/good so far ^^
me-2) I don't know yet but I'm hoping for something good ^^
me-3) Elfen Lied is my fave anime and mark of and succubus is my fave manga ^^ it's new but it's GREAT ^^ I love them both ^^


well have a great day and I'll see ya around I hope!!!
L8ter,



~*hollow*
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

OMG *tears pore out of my eyes* Elfen Lied T.T


Time: 8:27pm
Mood: hurt and like my chest it caved in for some reason.
Listening to: my new Elfen Lied play list ^^
Random 666 totally visits lol ^^

Last night I stayed up watching Elfen Lied all the way to 2am and OMG I cried and was heart broken for Nana-#7, Mayu, and lucy but since lucy lost her memory while escaping Kouta and Yuka found her on the beach and called her Nyuu since she just said nyuu all the time ^^

both Nana and lucy/nyuu are diclonius (two-horned human) in which was a mutant created by humans. they have a special ability that could be described as a sixth sense. The they have enough power to exterminate the whole human race. Humans being afraid of their powers, isolated them into research labs to be studied or killed them at birth. T.T so sad!!!

I watched finally 3 to 6 and then today 7 to 9... I was so pissed b/c 10 wasn't workiing on this site I go to so I told them to fix it so hopefully it'll be fixed tomorrow and I can watch them all 1-14 ^^ it's a preverted anime show and nudity is shown, GORE, and blood also but it's a really great, SAD, anime show!!! T.T I literally cried 2 times and almost more!!!
It is a must see anime show!!! but, not really for kids!!! lol ^^
but still it's really good!!! ^^
And I love it ^^

1.) how is your day/night going?
2.) how are you?
3.) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY NEW SITE AND THEME? ^^

well I have nothing furthermore to say so have a great day/night and see you L8ter,

~*hollow*


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Monday, May 28, 2007

hmmm


Time: 2:52am
Mood: tired and sad

listening to: seether -remedy
Thoughts: Is it are fate to be different or meerly the opposite, that we are unque and others are just plain compaired to us. Or is it that we all lived life in a certain atmosphere that we are totally aware of the world and people around us that lived life in a box, that we just don't care since we lived in outside of it and in between instead, logically and indepth if you may. but why are people so different, why can't we all just get along... comprimize for one another in order to live life as one. [it would be hell and insane if that happened thought] we'd all just disappear or unravel into insanity if that were to happen, we all wouldn't have purpose and there wouldn't be any in the world. everyone would just... exsist... IDK I was just randomly thinking!!!


well thank you all for your comments and thoughts on my post and other things ^^
well yesterday since were in the new day already I watched good wil hunting and is was a great movie and reminded me alot of myself and things like me closing myself off to everyone when they get to close, I know on here is different, you never met eye to eye and confront eachother and that's totally different but in realy life and out side the box it's surreal and to judgemental and harsh ou there. it's hard to open up, when the door has be slammed so many times SHUT in your face!!! and you hate that feeling so you just keep that door shut and never open it for no one. lifes hard, YES I know that, you must know that!!!
but does that stop you from living it and experiancing life?
has life ever slammed it's doors in anyway on you?

yes to both for me, I'm only being honest to myself and you.

I need you so much closer, where soul meets body!!! and that's what I want from someone but yet I've never found.

the other day I got scratches and cuts up and down my arms from picking aprocots from a damn tree, I whent out at 7pm like a frigging dumn ass and then later on in the dark i tried to feel from the fruit. I felt so stupid!!! hell i was stupid, I had to pick a whole tree before dark b/c the damn bird finally found out we had fruit on the trees and where picking at the and pecking holes in them... I flet like grabbing my beeby gun and shooting them and to stop that shit, but i probably would have shot my niece from being in the way from trying to scare them away... O.o and i've already shot one person already in the family and I for one do NOT, wanna do that again!!! lol and besides, my brother deserved it!!! lol XD I shot him in the stomach and he poped/squeezed the bullet out so he was fine and I was only 6 at the time.

well I'm tired and I hope your weekend are going great or semi-ok.
oh yeah I watched a trippy commerical yesterday about a feret walking on two leds chasing a camping couple with a chain saw and a hockey mask on just like jason!!! XD it was frigging fun XD it was a moutain DEW commerical lmfao I was laughing so hard and like WTF.lol it was GREAT!!!




well see ya and have a great night/day.
L8ter,

~*hollow*
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Saturday, May 26, 2007

families man I can do without.


Time: 4:22pm

Mood: iffy but i would follow you into the darkness you may fall in just to try and save you.



Thoughts: What does it mean to be happy... to be content in the world around you... I used to think it was life it self and in search of things you want and dream of doing... but now, I just don't care and know anymore.
Thank you: KillerBiscuit999, Death and Despair, sickofcrying, Anbu Kitsune, Alphonse122, midnightstreaks, Fantasy Hearts and Driffter for answering my random questions ^^ thank you!!!








well today I got rid of my baby neice and nephew... (my brother came and got them) I miss them already. T.T
well everythings fine, it's hot, I'm breathing air, what can I possibly want more of out of life... except a new one, lol but other then that everythings just a dark cloud following you around but I'm ok. ^^



most people in life can't handle the things that are thrown down upon them... situations played out before them like wars and battles! Haunting memories that just seem to never fade and go away... they just haunt you all the time! and or we've done things that we think can never be forgiven and we have to deal with that, but most can't and want god to seek justice upon them and take their lives!
I don't know where i'm going with this I'm just feeling like, what if!!! and why!!! it's boring to be me and thrilling all the same in knowing what's going to happen next, what family members gonna beat the living shit out of the other and how's gonna explode from pressure and stress from everything this damn families been through.

my family, we're having a family reunion/my grandma's 50th anniversary get together and man... we all are so disconnected and don't even know eachother or we have harsh/violent issues with one another that one of my uncles and everyone in his family is just NOT, welcomed and considered NO family. even those cousin's (kids of his) they are just... wooh... just running from the law pretty much.
I have such a big family on my mom's side (which in the one we're going to) and on MY, father's side as well. and in both I'm just... well I don't really know any of them and it sucks, it's like we're not even family and just met up on occassions for the food. lol I know that's messed up but it's true.
so as you can tell i'm... well I don't really wanna go anyways, are side of the family tree is the most crazy one and talked about and passed around, rumors and what-not. I hate it and how i got there and it feels like i'm sufficating and... like i don't belong, that i'm a stranger in a new town by myself with panic and stress to find a way out in. I just hope this time will be better. I hope so!!!

how's you day?
what's the weather like?
how do you feel in your family?

have a thrilling day or at least ok.
L8ter,



~*hollow*
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Friday, May 25, 2007

   Pirates, there all around me!!!


Time: 12:46 am

Mood:

Listening to: nothing but the howls and the stillness of the night.
Reading: Dark Lover still lol ^^

well as you can tell with the avi's, Pirates of the caribbean 3 is out today and I'm psyched!!! ^^



well I won't be vistiing today, i'm babysitting my 2 yr old nephew and baby new infant neice (shes so CUTE) for my brother and sister in law. so they can have two days of freedom and fun at a lake!!! ^^ lucky bastards, they never take me either and that suxs!!! but it's Kool!!! ^^

well sorry about my post poems yesterday I repeat that probably won't happen again but any ways FalseDelusion... I did not, mean anything of what i wrote in my comment on your site, I just knew you'd have a laugh of it and thought it was funny meh self!!! ^^ I'm glad you thought it to be sitmulating and funny lol ^^

well I'm sorry i can't comment today and I hopr to catch up on it tomorrow ^^ have a thrilling day, whats happening and what's up, and take it eazy!!!
and if you'd plz i'd like to know what you think of me so if you have time and such answer the questions. THANKS a million!!! ^^ L8ter.

What would you think if:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1.I committed suicide:
2.I said I like you
(for opposite gender):
3.I kissed you
(for opposite gender):
4.I liked someone you didn’t:
5.I was hospitalized:
6.I ran away from home:

What you think of my:

7.Personality:

8.Who are you?
9.Are we friends?
10.When and how did we meet?
11.What do you think of me?
12.How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
13.Do you love me?
14.Have I ever hurt you?
15.Would you hug me?
16.Would you kiss me?
17.Are we close?
18.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
19.How long have you known me?
20.Describe me in one word.
21.What was your first impression?
22.Do you still think that way about me now?
23.What do you think my weakness is?
24.Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)?
25.What reminds you of me?
26.What's something you would change about me?
27.How well do you know me?
28.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
29.If so tell me now? (or PM me)
30.Do you think I would kill someone?

31.Are you going to put this on your otaku site and see what I say about you??


~*hollow*
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

   nasty sex poems sorry guys O.o *smacks self in face*




well guys I've been effing tagged/chain mailed and these poems are not, I REPEAT NOT FOR GENERAL PUBLIC VIEWING ON MYO!!! UNRATED, SEXUAL CONTENT, VERY STONG LANGUAGE SO BE FORE WARNED, IF YOU ARE YOUNGER THEN WELL... 16 OR SO DO NOT READ B/C IT'S VERY NASTY AND BAD LANGUAGE!!!NOT FOR ME, BUT FOR YOU IT IS AND FORGIVE ME FOR PUTTING IT UP, I'M SORRY TT.TT You have been warned!!! kalli that means you lol JK!!! lol but don't read it it's to bad for you!!! lol



MY POST TO DAY IS A CHAIN LETTER SO IF YOU HATE THEM WELL JUST DONT READ THIS AND THEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT IF YOU BELIEVE IN THIS BULLSHIT, I DON'T BUT JUST THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO P[OST THIS AND SUCH HAVE FUN AND FOR VIRGIN EYES, I'M SORRY BUT IT'S A HARD LIFE OUT THERE SO GET USE TO IT AND FACE THE FACTS OF WHAT IS ON MOST MENS MINDS.




I'm ok today nothing new so don't worry about me and I'll probaby post something up about my day later. have a great day L8ter!!!

~*hollow*


Turn back now!!! while you still have the chance lol ^^ really!!!


rated:nc17
roses are red
Lemons are sour
Open your legs and give me an hour

Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Baby Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!

Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You don't multiply

Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream

Hickory dickory dock
This bitch was suckin my cock
The clock struck two
I dumped my goo
And dumped her to the end of the block

Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style and 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid

Sex is evil
Sex is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!

you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!!

roses are nice
violets are fine.
i'll be the six
if you be the nine.

eat me
beat me
bite me
blow me
fuck me
suck me
very slowly
if you like it
don't be sassy
use your tongue
and make it nasty!!

sex is like snow. you never know how much you'll get, and you never know how long it will last.

Repost this as ''Nasty sex poem.''

if you repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell you that he/she loves you and that he wants to go out with you.

if you repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like will give you a hug and a kiss on the cheek

if you repost this in 3 min: you'll find $20 while your out

if you repost this in 5 min: and you will be a VIRGIN for ever.


SO HURRY UP AND POST IT!!!!
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

   story time kiddies!!! ^^


Time: 3:34pm
Mood: doing ok
Reading: still reading Dark Lover by J.R. Ward and It's still really good and I'm half way in it!!! ^^ i had complications in my life and it caused me to stop reading it, well for a bit.
Listening to: when darkness falls by killswitch engage
Quote: It is in slience, that the greatest sins are commited in. ~unknown

I am doing quite better now after my little slip off the waggon so to say, and am getting back on the horse. well not figuretively but you get my drift.
well I fought with my little baby sister last night and it got bad, I let her hit me and I did shove her... well it was in a rolling chair, but everythings fine. no permanet damage. lol I'm kool.
It's hot here in arizona though, and i'm dying slowly, not really but it's hot. my mom's doing better, the doctors poked her 4 times with the needles to hit a vein and just gave her some pills and shit. it's it like that always. here take some pills, this outta take that away instead of actually curing and fixing what's really wrong. I HATE, doctors man.
well other then that I'm good and so back to busness.

And so here is my 5th chapter in my story, lol that I have yet to name!!! lol don't judge me that harshly just b/c of that. lol ^^ and if any of you are lost or just wanna re-read the other chapters pm me and I'll send them you way. L8ter and have a great day.
Btw how is your day going and what going on?


Chapter 5



As Kaisuri slept Tom moved “midnight” the stranger, one bed away from her. The stranger looked at her and just stared at her for the last 4 hours wondering what the hell was going on, when was she going to wake up, where am I, who is she and how did we get here from that dark place? His head was jam packed with questions that need answering, yet no one was here to answer them or to ask, what's up or how the...
he noticed a heavily armed man checking in on her hourly, that was suspicious and made him nervous, especially since the guy had weapons and he didn't. But he wondered what she did and why he kept checking on her. He just looked at her, silky smooth black hair, mid-back or longer it seemed the length was, she had a wonderful body, she fit in his arms like she belonged there he remembered when they we trapped within that... and her eyes, they were a beautiful sea green blue he remembered and clouded with many sorrows, pains, and burdens he wanted to uplift and take them all away. He didn't even know her name and already he liked her.
“Damn what's wrong with me?” he said out loud.
“Nothing.” Tom the doctor said as he came in.
“what?”
“I said nothings wrong with you”
“oh-h.” he was glad that's what the doctor was suggesting and not his personal issues.
Tom sat next to him in a near by chair and began asking questions. Do you remember were you live?
“I don't have a home, so why bother remembering where it is.” he replied.
“Okay then, do you have a name?”
“Yes, and I'd like to hold on to it if you don't mind and not be obligated to say it.”
“why so pushy, I only asked you a simply question?”
“It's not that it is the simplest question, it is that the question involves me giving an answer.”
“Okay, what's your age?”
“why does it matter, it's not like your writing my life story here or anything.”
“what do you have to hide, that's so damn important enough for you not to answer those simply questions? It seems to me, that these questions are a little to hard for your little brain to comprehend in answering them, so I will leave you with only this. You may try to and probably have ran from your past, but your past and whatever you did will not forget and neither will you. You can't run forever lad, sooner or later your past will reach up with you and get you. They always do... it's enviable and you can't hide from it either, no matter how far and long you run, your past will find you... You can bet your ass on that.”
Just as Tom turned and was about to leave, the stranger said, “But where would the fun and adventure be in that... If I'd just lay down like a dog and let it come and get me so soon, it wouldn't be any fun. The smart ass look on his face changed into concern. I know it'll come and get me, but who said anything about now... next week, in a month or even a year. When it gets me... I'll be ready and I will not, go down without one hell of a fight, and you can count on and bet your ass on that. I my not win... but at least I can say for once... I faced down my demons and fought like a man.”
Tom had to give the man props for saying that, but saying isn't always as doing. So Tom just walked on and went to check on Kaisuri. As he walked in he heard struggling, grunting and someone gasping for air. He ran in and saw the big man choking Amaya, he quickly grabbed a metal object whacking the man with such great force in the back of the man's head making a SMACK and a CRACKING sound. The man's huge body went limp and fell crashing down on his side, as Tom noted that he was knocked out for sure he ran over to Amaya and held her him his arms.
“Are you Okay Amaya? Did he hurt you in threatening way that needs my tending to as a doctor?” he said lifting her chin up and looking into her soaking hazel tearful brown eyes.
She smiled and said, “Thank you Tom, you saved my life. I'm Okay and there's no injuries that threaten my life. Thank you though!!!” she hugged him and looked down at her shaking hands then ran to Kaisuri.
“She tried to help me but... but, he hit her with so much force, I don't think she... it knocked her out not to mention she was complaining about her head hurting, so I think... that with that and him hitting her it must have...” Amaya replied very near breaking down and crying.
“How did I not hear the commotion that must have been conducting in this area when I was less then a bed away? Along with the other stranger over there.” Tom said while checking on Kaisuri.
“She's fine, he just knocked her out cold.” Tom said.
“Thanks goodness... I thought... well, nothing.” Amaya said.
“All that matters now is that is nearly midnight and now are opportunity to escape is greater, so lets go.” Amaya yelled out which startled the stranger that was right next to her.
“When did you get out of... and how long have you been... oh never mind.” Amaya said.
“what's going...” he looked at all three of them and then that the big guy on the floor. “oh-h... It's time to go then.” He reached over to grab some rope and tied the man up while stripping him of all his weapons and most of his clothes. He then ripped off a piece of the man's shirt and stuffed it in his mouth and then tied a long piece he ripped off as well from his shirt and tied it around his mouth so he couldn't speak.
“There... now lets get the hell out of here.”
Tom and Amaya stared in shock at what he just did, and then he walked over to them and snapped them both back into reality.
“Come on, before he wakes up.” he put on the mans clothes to disguised himself if trouble were to come up upon them, so he could easily act as a ruthless solder and since he had been one and was a samurai, he would blend in perfectly. As he finished dressing and loaded up the weapons he took, he looked down at Kaisuri. She had a bruise on her left cheek, banged up pretty badly and was bandaged up. He wondered what type of trouble she in and then lifted her up.
“Lets go.”
“Be careful with her.” Tom yelled out.
“shh-h... dammit, be quiet or you'll give us away. Don't make me regret taking you guys with me and not just leaving you behind.” he replied.
Amaya laughed and said, “You sound just like Kaisuri.”
“Who?” both him and Tom asked.
“Her.”
“Oh-h...” Tom whispered while the other guy just looked at her.
The stranger was sensing that wasn't here real name but dropped it from his mind because there's always later on to ask her but they had to get out of here now and without getting caught.
As they walked out of the the building he stopped to a halt.
“Okay do you see that tree off over on the far end of that wall?” he directed his question at Tom.
“Yes.”
“When I say go, I want you to run over there and hide, do you got me? And not fiddling around and making noises or I will break your legs and leave you in a heart beat if you give us away. Do you understand me? I'll leave you to them.” he pointed out that the 8 men with Katana's, daggers, bow and arrows and not to mention spears.
“I do, but really... What's your name?” Tom asked.
“Just call me Yoko.”
“What?!? your not positive at all, why would your parents name...” (yoko means positive one)
“Fine then, call me Daichi.”
“yeah, yeah, YEAH!!! You two could go through all the names in the world for all I care, but I want to get out of here, so if you two please don't mind... shut up and who the fuck cares, it's just a name and blah-blah-blah so can we get on with this?” Amaya both gave them attitude while saying.
Both of them looked in shock at the girl and then got back to business.
"Okay, lets do this... are you ready?" Daichi said.
"Ya, lets"
"Go-o-o."
Tom ran like hell and Daichi set him up, the guards spotted him and ran towards him while giving the others enough time and distraction to get the the hell out of there.
"You ass hole." Amaya yelled out.
"What?!? you didn't expect me to take him did you? He would have... SHIT!!!!"
The guards heard her loud remark and now was heading for them as it was very quick and easily to capture and retrain Tom.
"Dammit... you stay here while I take care of these fools."
he causually got up and talked to the guards telling them that she was his whore noless and he was just have a good time with her. They bought it and he put in that he'd take the stupid fool the disrupted there night out, to the captin for them saying that he was almost done with her anyways. They all excepted his offer and have both the man and they key to Daichi.
"Have a good time," one of the men yelled out.
They all walked away and after they were a good mile or two away Daichi unlocked Tom and then got what was coming to him.
Wham, a shape blow to the face was struck by Tom. "you...YOU!!!" Tom bellowed.
"Yes, yes I know now, I know... now lets get the HELL, out of here before we all get caught this time."
As Daichi kneeed down and grabbed Kaisuri he looked up at the moon. It looked as if it was the moon was filled with blood yet he was very gald that his blood and there's weren't the ones that were spilled on the solid brown earth. It was said by his sensi that when even the moon shinned red, it meant that blood... LOTS, of blood was spilled this very night and he knew it was true from experance. And he remembered the grusome night as if it happened just yesterday. He was little when he saw the distruction of a whole village, lived and loved one slaughtered before him as he hid while litening to pleeding and cries. And that very same bright red moono shown, that very same night, just as it is, tonight. Daichi shook himself out of his flashback and looked down at the woman in his arms. He knew right then and there that he couldn't let her befall the very same fate his family did and he knew that if he leaves her and went on his own now, that she very much would.
"I won't leave you." he whispered.
"What?" both Tom and Amaya asked.
"Nothing... lets, go."
As he lead the way into the dark filled night holding Kaisuri and getting as far away from there with the others. He wondered who deep in Kaisuri was with those guys and from the way they were dresssed he knew exactly who and what they are. And he feared that this, everything that there in and are in for... is going to be one unforgettable ride and one helluva run for there damn lives. He just hoped they really for the adventure and horrible experances they were in for. By god he hoped they were, and the woman in his arms as well.

End of chapter 5

well guys I hope you liked it and I hope everythings going ok, l8ter and have a great day/nite.
L8ter,

~*hollow*

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