Monday, April 30, 2007

   well, I'm... BACK!!! lol ^^
so I'm back and my week over at my sisters house was, for a lack of a better word... CRAZY/FUN, YET SOMETHING I'D NEVER FORGET!!! lol seriously!!!

man where do I begin, the day i left wason sat. my sister was going out, a all girls night thing, (I never been or had friends to do that it's cool though) I watched the kids she went out and that's when all the shit happened. I was watching my nephew who's 8 and my 3 neices 10 6 and about 2 or 3. I know i'm a sad aunt!!! well they were cool with me and i pretty much raised most of them when they where baby's since my sister was living with us when she had the fist two and I babysitted while going to high and so on. the new one though, she hated me.
well lets get back to the bad part of the night, shall we then. my sis misinforment my brother-in-law and her neighbor friend did the same to her husband so the guys were PISSED!!! I MEAN VERY, VERY PISSED OFF!!! they were yelling and didn't know where theire wives where at and when they were coming home. I got so fucking worried for my sis, cuz... well not to put down mexican guys or anything, and i'm a half, but most of the guys I've see hit women and that pissed my the hell off. thank god he didn't but the way it was looking it could have but my sister was so wasted that it didn't escalade into that crazy BS drama!!! they didn't get home till 3 in the morning and I stayed up the whole time till they did!!!
thinks started to calm down the next two days but they had some party thing on sun and I had a few drinks with them, lol after they found me first. well we rented movies, had fun, party, and etc.
I read books, played games with my nephew, and built car models with my nephew, a orange dodge charger and black chevelle. they turned out nice except for a missing part that we thought my baby neice ate. I was literally going to go through her diper to find it!!! LMFAO, but b/c it was sick and hell no I aint gonna even do it, I didn't. when they took me home i felt the change, at my sisters house it's all a different atmosphere and sorta a happy gitty place, relazing and such and when I got hom it's all moody, hate, sad, atmosphere, home, you ca say and it was weird for me and a mess!!! no doubt that's why they wanted me home earlier to clean up but it's cool. my sis "candy" so wanted me to stay and I wanted to but knew I couldn't. my brother-in-law actaully huged me when he got drunk on the second day I was there said her loved me and that I was family and such and kissed me on the cheek. it's freaked me the hell out, but i shrugged it off.

well my sister called when she got home and told me she found the missing part to my model car and that it wasn't, WASN'T in the "diper" that she found it on the floor!!! phew!!! what a relief!!! and then she told me the heart stopping heart breaking body punch, well punch line. when we left both my older neice and nephew were crying cuz they didn't want me to go, well leave and it literally broke my heart. I felt so shitty, after that but what could I do, you know!
we I bought movies and watched horror movies and etc I'll name them tomorrow, I don't want you all to read so much and I left out the bad stuff, well most of it!!!

how was your week?!? what happened, I bet a lot and I MISSED YOU A LOT!!!!!!!! [hugs to tightly and doesn't want to let go] lol I missed ya guys!!! L8ter and I hope to get info on what's up!!! L8ter,

~*Jean*
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Friday, April 20, 2007

   man, I'll be missing you guys!!!
Time: 2:30 pm
Mood: mixture of emotions and most of them are for Kelly my dearst bravest friend!!!
Listening to: listening to the calm soothing silence in this house and wondering if this feeling I feel is hollowness. but in my head I hear killswitch engage my new cd playing.
Feeling: wanting the soothing cool breeze to take me with it as it takes the rose petals I hold in my hand swiftly away.

this is going to me my last post of this week. I'll be gone for a whole week and I'm not sure when I'll be coming back, but I think next monday or somewhere on the lines of next week!!! ^^ god I hope so, I'm goona miss you so much!!! [grabs but more like clings on my computer and to your ankles] NOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo, I won't leave you!!! lol ^^ yeah but it's kool!!! I just hope I'll be ok and having fun back at my sisters house. the way we left things a wahile back wasn't so pretty and I'm just hoping this whole ordeal with me staying and visiting doesn't have to do with her using me again for SHIT, I mean stuff!!! lol ^^ sorry!!!

my day so far is going alright!!! ^^ I read somemore of my book and I'm loving it [bites nails b/c of who crazy/good it's getting but hate the situations the main characters put themselves in. but jumps up and down with excitment] phew, that was a long one!!! lol ^^
but, I hope all of you have a great weekend and week!!! don't forget to tell me all about it!!! ^^

TODAY!!!^^ Is BlackandWhite's birthday!!! ^^ she's a new friend of mine and she's 17 too!!! ^^ how awesome!!! *hug you* ^^ man, my birthday has a long way to go!!! ^^ but it's kool!!! ^^





sorry no story today and thank you all for your replys in how good it is and how much you like/love it!!! *hugs you so tightly your kicking me to let you go to breath* sorry!!! lol ^^

it's nice out today and the breeze it wonderful, i'm just so glad it's not hot today!!! ^^
but it's coming and the heat sux, but I've lived here all my live so it's kool!!! ^^

here are some questions to anwser!!! ^^

1.) Real name: Vanessa but don't call me that plz I hate it!!! it seems everyone in the world has it!!! it suxs!!!

2.) Nickname: Jean, Nessa, Suri

3.) Relationship status: not sure at the moment but it's getting heavy [smiles brightly]

4.) Zodiac sign: Virgo

5.) Male or female: Female

6.) Hair color: Black but soon to be with purple highlights

7.) Long or short: medium-ish but maybe longer

8.) Are you health freak: Heck no, I love to party and through my health out the window cuz what's the point in living if you can eat and do what ever you want to your own body!!! well in the good way I guess, and I don't drink and such. but why suffer through all that Bs of eating health just b/c, wouldn't yo want to get a nice juicy hamburger or pizza and et certa!!! hell, I know I would!!!

9.) Height: 5'4

10.) Do you have a crush on someone: yes and no!!! ^^

11.) Do you like yourself: Hell NO!!! eh, sometimes.

12.) Piercings: 5 and maybe more

13.) Tattoos: not yet, but soon

14.). Do you have a boyfriend or Girlfriend: kinda/sorta not sure of the situation quite yet at the moment

most, ok, ok all of these questions I got from a friend!!! ^^ :p you know who you are!!! ^^

how was your day? ^^ gimme, gimme, gimme, gimme, info!!! ^^ lol

well... have a good day, make the best out of it, and Kelly!!! dang, you have to tell me how hot fuzz was!!! ^^ lol
L8ter,

~*Suri*

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Sorry, about yesterday!!!
time: 1:59pm
Mood: crappy/shitty
Listening to: killswitch engage new cd
how's my day going: ok but not so great

ok guys I know I promised to post up yesterday my second chapter continued bs but I had lots of stuff to do and was taken away into town. hehe ^^

well yesterday I finally got my hair dyed BLACK, all black and I have to wait 2 to 3 weeks so I can highlight and put purple in it. ^^
I did landry and and then want into town with my older sis for stuff. I then saw an old highschool friend there, man it's strange when you see old friends and then hear about how there life is and you look at yours and it's CRAP!!! oh well, it's not totally shitty but it pretty much sux. don't worry about me though ok guy!!! ^^ i'll be ok, only time will tell RIGHT!!! ^^

well I then got my old film, when I was in Idaho developed and looked at them. dang I looked like shit!!! lol jk, but I miss it down/up there!!!
then I bought cds,[killswitch engage: the end of heartache, blue October: foiled, godsmack IV, and threedoors down: seventeen days] then I bought the descent and smokin' aces movie, and books!!! I'm an addict when it comes to cd's books and MOVIES!!!!!

Today is Shishou's birthday day ^^ she's 17, Happy birthday kiddo!!! ^^



[narrator speaking] ahem... where were we........... it's been so long I've forgotten where my story was!!! ...........
.......
......

[20 min later]
oh yes, now I remember!!! Kaisuri and the unidentified thief were about to begin batter after there take of... well (preview of las chapter)--> I will, and just has your breathing your last breath, I'll give you something to remember me forever. [he grins and looks her up and down] Your not a bad looker and real cute!!! [grips her Katana and lifts it up] Just try and get some, you'll see how hard it'll really be to just try and touch me!!! [he chuckles] With pleasure my sweet!!! I'm nothing to you, but a means to an end of breathing, she yells at him!!!Mighty powerful words coming from a woman no less, lets see if you can hold out on them!!! [chuckles] well then, come and get some PIG!!!



The Conclusion to the second chapter ^^



A pig, when did I give you the privilege to call me that? I never needed it, because your nothing but thieving trash to me. OUCH, that hurt sweetie! where's the love and tender care! right here, Kaisuri yells at him!!! she breaks through his defenses with her sword facing down and lifts up nicks through a vein on his left wrist. you BITCH!!! ahhhh, he grabs at his wrist and ripping of a piece of cloth on his shirt and bandaging it up. your faster then I thought. is that worry and fear I hear in your voice or is it the sound of you running away from me with your tale between you legs in surrender!!! go to HELL, you bitch. he rushes her and and slices at her shoulder again but this time Kaisuri's ready for him and switches positions, lands on her knees and stabs him through his right leg. AHHHHHHHHhhhhhh!!! he falls on his backside quickly ripping at his clothes to bandage his wound up. so you still after that blow want to fight me eh, Kaisuri laughingly says. Your stupider then I though you were Katitou!!! as she 's still holding her Katana at him, he somehow on his hidden side from her grabs at his throwing daggers and manages to hit her with them. AHHHHhhhhhhh!!! Kaisuri grabs at her side and sees 3 daggers sticking out of her, she only had time to pull 2 out before he rushed her. damn you for that, Kaisuri yelled! [he chuckles] I knew you'd like that one and the daggers. she rolled on her side dodging his sudden blow of his sword. she quickly got on her feet and rushes at a nearby tree grabbing at her belt. a soft curse word escaped her lips as she noticed her daggers were gone. she then looked at her hand covered with her own blood and began to wrap her wounds up with a belt-Like cloth she had on her and pulled the last remained dagger out. where'd you go Bitch, I was begging to have fun with you! she ran hard out of the shadows of the tree and rolled while throwing the dagger at him hitting it's mark. AHHHhhhhh, you bitch, you bitch!!! he fell to his knees bleeding and cursing her out, he knew he was a dead man now but he would still go out fighting if he had too, just to escape. he fell on his left side gasps his pretend last breath and played possum. Kaisuri unsure to what just happened, raised her sword and kept it closer to her as she walked over to check it out.
Yeah, don't go over there Seishi, it's not safe! said the lady/strange girl coming out of her hidden spot. I have to check and see if this bastards finally dead, and if not, make sure with my own hands he will be!!! As she reached his body limp and lifeless-like she leaned in, to check and see if he had a pulse and was still breathing. and as doings so, left her wide open for an attack, and so he took his small blade and rammed it through her left side making her gasp and cry out in pain as he stabbed in farther in and then tried to twist the blade in her to cause her to bleed internally. she broke his arm in two places with one kick ass heavy blow before he could twist it and then she pulled it out . he screamed in horrible pain and agony as she broke his arm then got up and ran. you ass hole, was the last words she said before she fell into the darkness of her subconsciousness utterly knocking her out in the pain. you ass hole...



well I hoped you liked it I'm writing more!!! ^^
have a great day!!! btw, how are you and how's your daying treating you and going?!? ^^

miss ya and have a good one!!! L8ter,

~*hollow*
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

   the six legged battle of
last night all I could hear was my little sister's short screams and ranting and raving of "them". and I was dragged into the whole ordeal! Dammit!!! lol ^^
we tried to kill off as many as we could but the six ledded bugs/demons kept coming and spawning up from underneath!!! damn bugs!!! [tries to step on as many as I can] this is not joke and I'm not lying to you!!! my and my sis lost the battle and as we both dragged eachother out of her room we vowed to win and kick ass in the war against them!!! lol ^^
we tore up, top to bottom, my sister's room and tryied to kill some... some... I'm not even gonna say it!!! type bugs!!! [tries to shake of the gross-ness of it] well my sister ending up sleeping with me in my small, SMALL!!! twin bed... damn my sister has a queen and I have a tiny bed!!! and we slept in it. it sucked!!! but I could have my sis sleeping in a rat hole of bugs ready to spring up upon her in the middle of the night!!! lol ^^ damn my big heart, I really wanted to hear her scream in disgused as she felt them crawling on her!!! jk!!! lol ^^

well I watched the first episode of witch hunter robin, which is 3 youtube boxes and then I finally watched Elfen Lied!!! man is it awesome and really good!!! mind you if your not hold enough to watch blood and gore and a little naked scenes then this show isn't for you!!! but the it's an awesome show!!! I love it, and I watched 6 box episodes which is the 1th and 2nd episode, they didn't have the 3, 4 and 5th one so I was bummed out but they have lots of other ones. so I just might have to buy the episodes on dvd.

well tomorrow I'm posting up my story so if you wanna read it tomorrows the day!!! ^^ sorry it's not today though!!! T.T
I didn't want the post to be to long for you guys!!! ^^

well I'm doing fine today, how are you? how's your day, weather, and life treating you?

hollow's quote for the day: we find areselves wanting only what we can never have, but once and when we have it, it means nothing

drowning pool "let the bodies hit the floor"... anime is from elfen Lied... I hope you like it, I love the song and the show is awesome!!! ^^ I put it up top on my site!!!


~*Hollow*

have a great day!!! ^^
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Monday, April 16, 2007

   What's up?!?
Time: 10:11pm
mood: not sure at the moment
listening to: an unknown Tv show

site changes, i hope you like them and I'll probably be changing them again!!! ^^

yesterday I went to my brothers house to watch scary movies and spend the night, the movies SUCKED!!!! and it was frying hot that night and not to mention I got sick!!! my stomach again, I don't know what's wrong!!! I don't know, we watched the forgotten and the tooth fairy both sucked BIG TIME!!! ^^ I stayed up late and watched blue steel, an old movie... I finally slept around 3 or sometime and had a awesome dream I loved it, it was so real like to!!! but I saw everthing in the three person aspect, I hate those type of dreams but I still loved it!!! I woke up to my nephew screaming and yelling and then jumping on me. lol ^^
I got up around 8 to see my brother was watching a horror movie on cable, [lucky punk, he has cable and I don't] it was Venom and a bad a** movie I missed the beginning but later on around 3 pm we watched it again!!! my brother went to the river bottom and I sayed at the house and ended up watching tale from the crypt: Demon Knight which was really good for a older verson movie, Speed, and triple X the second movie it was ok. I looked at some tattoo mag's and then all went to my house to eat. I'm tired and I have to babysit tomorrow so i'm extra tired already so... well I hope you like the new look of my site and sorry about no story up again!!! I'm really sorry!!! [feels bad] well have a great day/night and I hope to see you all tomorrow!!! ^^

we all live trying to find are selves and then wondering why we spent all are time trying to find it, instead of living it!!!

L8ter,

~*hollow*

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Friday, April 13, 2007

   things, things we just can not control or fix...
hey guys, I'm sorry I haven't been on in a while and commented on your site!!! my computer is slowly dying and I can't stop it! soon it looks like it'll die and i'll be off or life will carry me away and towards something without you guys!!! [slowly dies inside]
well I've been playing guitar hero 2 on playstation 2 and having a blast!!! my guitar is broken so it's a comfort and enjoyment to play and just have a some-what-like guitar in my hands!!! [laughs and smiles]

my sis was going to help me with my site but things have just strayed away with eachother and things blocking eachother from actually doing it!!! [laughs and clenches fists in anger] it's more like her not really wanting to but take my time on the computer for her personal stuff. oh well, I miss you all so much and it's killing me from not coming on and visiting and seeing what's up with you all!!! I miss that alot!!! I miss you!!! [smiles]

the last couple of days have been wonderful in weather wise!!! the winds been blowing [which I love] and the heat is been calm and in the late 80's to 70's!!! THANK GOD FOR THAT!!! [laughs and smiles] I live in arizona so that's like a god send since it's suppost to be 90 to 100 by now!!! just thinking about that kind of heat makes me want to run and move to a colder state!!! [laughs]
I hope it doesn't come to that though!!! [laughs]

how are all of you?!?

well next thursday is shishou's birthday!!! she'll be 17!!! YEA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHISHOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for not posting up the second part of my story but I will soon ok!!! sorry again!!!
I hope your day/night goes well and it great!!! I love you guys and please be ok!!! bye guys and remember you can't save who doesn't want to be so don't beat yourself up for only trying!!!


~*hollow*



my birthday's not for a long while and I'll probably be gone when it comes here!!! well if the computer is still acting like this, I will be!!! bye...
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Saturday, April 7, 2007

   2nd chapt of my on going story!!!
sorry for the crazyness of me and no being on and such!!! i'm sorry I haven't been on and to your sites!!! [feels bad] I'm just not myself lately and having trouble finding me!!! lol, I'm confusing myself!!! well guys my days been not so peachy and I'm getting in trouble more then staying out so HAPPY EASTER!!! have a good one and don't forget to look for the biggest coolest egg, it just might have money in it!!! YEAH!!! well that's how my family is... lol!!!
well here's the second chapter to my story and introducing shishou's character (the restraint owner/girl) and a man I have yet to identify... well Have a good read and happy hunting for those eggs, and if not well hide them well!!! L8terz...

pleasant business gone wrong



Shh.. shh h-shh... not so loud!!! [two men talking in a restraint]
So they just barge right into her home and slaughtered her family and loved ones... everyone closest to her heart... [annoyed that they were talking about such a sad event on such a happy occasion, she slapped down the platter of food to them and rushed off!!!] What a bunch of meanies!!! They didn't even compliment me on my cooking or the splendor I've arranged it in... ooh, those punks!!! [slams down her fists on her kitchen table] What the... Who are you? Put those down!!!
[yells] Kaitou... Kaitou!!! [The masked figure ran out taking valuable assets from her] Come back here you... y-you, ass hole... [feels ashamed to what she just said] Come back here!!! [runs after him and runs into someone] Ahhh!!! [is stunned for a moment] Katitou, kaitou!!!! [she points at the thief as their running away] What?!? It's Thief!!! Kaitou means thief and that kaitou has taken my personal family heirlooms and all my profit for the night!!! And you want me to do what, for who and why should I? I shouldn't bother in a Genki's affairs and problems anyways, Kaisuri says!!! [Kaisuri chuckles b/c genki means Happy and of good spirit and she's NOT] What's so funny you swine of a Seishi?!? you may demean and put me down lady but you will NOT, put down the word and meaning of Seishi's!!! Your already doing that by not helping me you... y-you... You've got nothing to say, so why keep bothering, me when you have a kaitou running with your stuff that you should be instead!!! [Kaisuri walks away from her] Please, p-please!!! help me!!! [growls with anger as Kaisuri turns around and runs off in the direction of the thief] Thank you, tha-ank... Don't bother me with your stupid thanks, I know you think less of me and don't mean it so lets just not say nothing to one another OKAY!!! [turns and look at her when says it while still running] b-but... SHUT IT!!! [continues to run after the thief] They suddenly find themselves being lead off the main streets and into the woods. Clever thief, this one is! [Kaisuri says] why? Because he's lead us off the main street and out here in the woods. [the girl is still puzzled] So he or she can dispatch us and kill us, while afterwards robbing us and That's why!!! ohhhhh!!! [gasps] NO!!!! I'm to young to die!!! Shut up or I'll kill you myself!!! [gwaaaaaaaaaaaagggh] Kaisuri looks up just in time to see the attacker jumping at them from a high tree. [Get the hell out of the way, Kaisuri yells at the girl and then pushes her into the bushes as the attackers blade missed the girl and slashed out at Kaisuri's shoulder.] AHHHHHHHHhhh, DAMMIT!!!! [Kaisuri holds up her Katana at the girl] Get in my way again and I'll let that bastard get you, instead!!! [she nodded her head in understanding] good!!! Kaisuri faces her attacker just in time to dodge the next blow. Who are you, Kaisuri yells. [male voice says] Someone you don't wanna fuck with!!! I doubt that, but yeah look, I am you ass hole!!! [that heated up the anger and add more fuel to the fight] You have no idea little girl, who your fucking with. then come on and tell me!!! [they circle each other] have you heard of Henrii? How about the MKH? [just the name Henrii brought a spark on anger and knowledge inside her and that she was being lead towards them like she wanted to. so she would have to make the man talk] No!!! haven't heard of them, or him for that matter. Well you should, they rule all of Asia, china and japan!!! No one will appose them, stand in there way and everyone fears them!!! I don't, and will never!!! You stupid girl, you'll die like all the rest of those petty fools who thought they could stand against him. You'll die before you'll EVER, reach Henrii!!! I fear nothing so why should I be afraid of death or him!?! Because they both can either take you quickly or take you screaming till your last breath!!! [yawns] Get to the point where that's suppose to scare me will ya!!! [he grins with amusement and pleasure] I will, and just has your breathing your last breath, I'll give you something to remember me forever. [he grins and looks her up and down] Your not a bad looker and real cute!!! [grips her Katana and lifts it up] Just try and get some, you'll see how hard it'll really be to just try and touch me!!! [he chuckles] With pleasure my sweet!!! I'm nothing to you, but a means to an end of breathing, she yells at him!!! Mighty powerful words coming from a woman no less, lets see if you can hold out on them!!! [chuckles] well then, come and get some PIG!!!

to be continued

how's your day going so far?!?
bye...

~*hollow*

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Thursday, April 5, 2007

   SAD, Sick and disturbing poem by me... seriously!!!
for you who don't believe me, go to hell, I'm not my self so don't be scared!!!

well I was just thinking about the first line saying in my head and it was 1:30 am when I stared it and I just finished it at 1:45 am... I hope you enjoy, i just felt like writing a poem that fitted me and was me in the beginning and who I wish I was in the end, well not really but feel like being and becoming!!! sometimes. ^^


Pain, suffering, and letting go made and written by HOLLOW EYES really!!!


if lies where tears,
I'd fade away,
if lies where tears,
I'd drown in my own pain,
alone and tormented for all to see,
alone and sad only to me,
no one would see me cuz I'd be alone,
no one would know me cuz I'd be on my own,
I'd hide in a corner dark and cold,
cuz that's how I feel when I'm alone,
no one to love me and hold my hand,
everyone against me that have all gone mad,
if lies were tears,
I'd be dead now,
cuz life without you,
is meaningless and hard to get through,
while all along I've been telling lies,
just to get through my pathetic life,
for this meaningless life I've lied my way in,
I've only tried to hind my pain and sins with,
so I cry and lay on my bed now,
hoping and praying for it all to end,
as i hold the knife ready to fall,
i remember the lies I told just to get through it all,
and I drown in my pain of only one thought,
of seeing you near me and in my arms,
I love you so and have cried my tears,
for the feelings I cherished and hold dear,
it was you who held my heart and only you,
but you never cared so you shattered my heart,
and the pain you've caused me made me feel for you,
in a whole new emotion I never knew,
an emotion,
I'll have to now get through...
an emotion you'll soon wish you never knew...
a feeling that will over come me,
as I'm in your room and humming,
a song of pain and misery,
as I chop you up and kill you slowly,
I had a heart once,
but you stole it from me,
and now I'm back,
to repay you personally!!!
if lies were tears,
the world would be bleeding,
inside and slowly turning,
around and around with hate and anger,
so watch your words as you stab my heart,
cuz I might be back,
and with a hack saw!!!

plz NO stealing my poem, plz...

in a bad mood and don't know if I'll be on or not, it's the full moon I tell you!!! ^^ lol
well have a great day/night and how's it going?
L8ter,

~*hollow*
a girl with pain, hate and emotion's like even one else

help me...
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

   the full moons up...
I've been biten by the bug of the full moon and with the aggravation of picking fights and ugly words with my mother... she blames it on the full moon... lol...
I guess it brings out my inner beast, with my razer claws and sharp ready teeth to sing into my victims... I bite, but just maybe not as hard as you want!!! lol... ^^ jk...
but last night are dog scared the hell out of me and made me freak out... I locked the doors and are goats, yes we have goats... don't laugh!!! where going crazy too...
but about this exact time two years ago he was barking wildly and he made me concerned, so I got up and ventured outside... and that's when the fun and excitment really started...
at first I saw a dog/wolf grey looking animal and I saw something above me chadowy figure at one time but it was there one moment and then gone the next in a split second... and not to mention all are rabbits we had except for two where all dead... and I found there bodies still laying in there cages dead... (we made cages on the ground and had some up right off the ground and in pens) and I found them all with bite marks on there necks and at 1 in the morning... with only a flash light to guide me around and my dog whimpering near me from time to time... he then took me aways from the incident to one of the rabits who(what ever it was broke through a thick wooden board) and I found that rabbit away from the aftermate of it all dead and in the same condition... 20 dead rabbits all together... it freaked the fucking hell out of me... and it all made me think of... well you wouldn't believe me if I said it anyways... and since I'm half mexican that was the first though in my head when I saw the way the board was broking in... you would have thought it too, but if it was a wolf/dog, then where were the claw marks on the board?!? there was only little dots around the hole thing, like they poked the board with something... I though it was the chupacabras... (which means "goat sucker" but they have strayed to chickens, horses and other animals and such as well) and YES!!! they are real!!! they such the blood out of animals almost like vampires... and the strange thing is just like the book I have and what it says is exactly what was left of the bodies...
punctured their flesh, drained their blood leaving no blood anywhere on the ground and etc... and some of their organs where missing... the poor rabits never had a chance, and that's what really pissed me off... they where scared to death, you could see that in there eyes... they are describled as about four feet tall when standing erect, have huge red elongated eyes, grey skin that is part fur and part feathers, short arms with claws, legs like kangaroo, and a line of sharp spinkes down the middle of it's back... there supposedly very powerful animals, and some report that they have wings and can fly...

it just freaked me out and I've been watching weird scary movies lately so I was frigging wacked out of my mind... I finished my book, watched house of the flying daggers (I love that movie) and went to sleep...

but other then that, I felt like an idiot
so here's something for your enjoyment!!! a youtube video clip of the suppostedly el chupacabra!!! it didn't freak me out until I actually watched it again and closely looked and saw the face and shape... have fun... ^^



sorry no story today and of my off the wall topic of crazyness... sorry...

~*hollow*
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Sunday, April 1, 2007

   The second half of my story...
[Hollow eyes el narrator speaking] ahem... where were we........... ohhh, yes!!! Kaisuri was seeking guidance from her sensei's spirit and Langmai was just about to strike down Kaisuri from the rear and backside... a dishonorable and low tactic attacking move... but none-the-less, her most used and favored attack... lets see what happens...

*cling...*

*soft irritated ahhh... comes out of Langmai* [Kaisuri in lighting speed and agility brought up her sword and blocked Langmai's attack] it seems you need lessons in manners, in honor and fighting!!! [Kaisuri swiftly got up and stands tall in a stance of readiness with the look of hate and anger in her expression]
first lesson: never under estimate your opponent and believe that they are weaker or less aggressive or worthy of battling in meager size or looks...
[Langmai turns but uses that as a disadvantage as Kaisuri lowers her guard, to grab her flying daggers to throw at her]

*swish swish*

[the daggers fly in the air and as Kaisuri's blade deflects them from hitting her they split apart and one strikes her on the shoulder cutting and breaking through flesh and skin releasing the flow of freshly new blood]

*a pain filled grunt seeps past Kaisuri's lips* ahhh... you damn cheat!!! I shouldn't have expected less from you, then conniving trickery!!! I had at least though you'd fight with honor and grace, but it seems [Kaisuri stands right up from her crouch position, she was in from ducking and dodging the daggers] *exhales with a hit a pain* I've been terribly mistaken!!!
[exhales as she prepares for combat in a three step movement using strength methods and agility]

*swing swing*

[Kaisuri jump backs and takes out her sword to engage in battle...] Langmai, I just have one question for you!!! [Langmai ignores Kaisuri and swirls in the air spinning towards Kaisuri]
mm, hmm.. *grins* so that's how it's going to be... then lets not waste time!!! [Kaisuri steps back, throws off her robe jacket and grabs a bamboo stick off the ground... before Langmai notices, Kaisuri swiftly dodged her attack and whacks her twice with the bamboo stick... one dislocating one off Langmai's fingers out of place and the other brought her plummeting down from the air] now then... [Kaisuri walks over and places her foot over Langmais' chest] you'll answer my question!!! and believe me Langmai, I have my ways of making you talk... even if it takes all night!!! you WILL, talk!!! [the look in Kaisuri's eyes and seriousness of them frightened Langmai] ok... I'll answer anything! [Kaisuri nodded her head and stepped off of Langmai in order to help her up, and that was her mistake] *Langmai yells* For Henrii!!! [Langmai took advantage of that moment and knocked Kaisuri off her feet and plunged a knife into her chest] ahhh, you... you... thats right kaisuri! I'm your enemy and forever will be!!! nothing can or will change that!!! but why? I haven't done anything to you!!! it's not what you didn't or haven't done, it's what you will do!!! what?!? [Langmai twists the blade of the knife in Kaisuri to conceal the wound so she would bleed internally] ahhhhh!!!! [Kaisuri grunts and moans in pain] there, now you'll be suffering and dieing at the same time!!! Hahahahaha!!! [langmai smiles and laughs in triumphant in her victory]

*swing*

*pain filled ahhh, passes her lips along with her surprised yet a shocked expression as she falls to the ground with a thud* next time you best kill you enemy then celebrating the down fall of them before their actually dead... [Kaisuri rises slowly and in pain] now tell me, why have you attacked me and want me dead so badly and who's this Henrii?!? *coughs up blood and winces in pain* I'd rather die with that then tell you!!! [Kaisuri rises her sword in a death take position]
*sorely and painfully says it* do it, end my agony and pain, take my life and end it as it was hatedly brought into the world... so will it be taken out of it!!! *smiles and closes eyes* [Kaisuri blinks and stops dead in her traces, she couldn't do it... can't] please, just tell me why? and I'll end it all... [Langmai opens her eyes with tears in them] go, let me die in peace... maybe I'll be, in the afterlife instead of in the living, finally at peace... *a tear glimmers down her cheek with the moonlight portraying it, and causing Kaisuri to bend down and hold her hand* [her wound reopened and bleed even more for doing that but she didn't care, as long as she did something for once right] come on... [kaisuri out of care and compassion lifted up Langmai and began carrying her, the town was more then a mile away and she believed she could make it] hang on! [langmai in disbelief and in pain couldn't believe what was happening, why would she do this... after she so angerly attacked her and could have killed her, why is she repaying her with kindness and care... she was never shown this kind of care in her life and if she died now, would be happy for being shown it] Kaisuri, let me down... NO, we're almost there and your wound won't let up if we do so... Kaisuri, I'm at peace and will tell you what you so seek and want... [that didn't phase Kaisuri] we can make it! hold on langmai! put me down Kaisuri, I'm ready to let go and move on in the after life... are you deaf Langmai, you can make it and we can then talk... [langmai touched Kaisuri on the shoulder and looked up at her] you've done all you can, it's time that I did what I can for you... [ that, that made her want to forget what she said and do nothing more then to move forward but she slowly put her down] what can I do... I-I... you can still make it, we can make it... *Kaisuri said with a seriousness that made Langmai wish she could make it and wish they would have met in different situations and terms* you've done all you could Kaisuri, and that's good enough for me... *Langmai smiles and her eyes sparkle* well that's not good enough for me! *Kaisuri lifts her up and moves forwards with a desperation and fear* [they made it to the village and along the way Langmai told her everything, but Kaisuri made it there alone.. Langmai died shortly after reaching the village] *Kaisuri yells* I'm sorry!!! [as she fell to her knees... all she wanted was vengeance for Langmai and no one can even possibly know what it's like... what it's like to feel like the bad person, the hated person, the person who stole a life from a person who was just as pain filled and needed something true and good... a person who was behind the eyes of an enemy she just never knew] Ma'am, your companion is ready for burial... [Kaisuri snapped back into the now, the present] Yes... I'll be there in a minute... [the cherry blossoms of the tree's were being blown of the tree's as the wind blew... like a dance they blew here and there... the wind of change, the wind of a person running and going along with it... a person Kaisuri never knew but would never forget...] Langmai... rest in peace!!! [Kaisuri says softly and with emotions as tears threaten to rise and begin in her eyes... she pushes them away and says a pray for her spirit to make it safely on the other side] I'll get you Henrii, you can count on it... [the wind blows and washes over Kaisuri and dances around her moving her long hair in and out of her face with cherry blossoms along with it]

end of first chapter...

sorry it was so long, I hope you enjoyed it though!!! ^^
last night my stomach hurt so badly and I just listened to rise aganist (it's the new CD and I love it) and fel in and out of sleep... then around 10 i watched from dust til dawn a good movie, and for you who haven't seen it its an old movie probably still in vhs and a vampire movie... I love sci-fi and vampire movies!!! ^^ I finally then read my book around 1 to 2 and went to bed... I'm a night owl!!! ^^
today so far is going good, I'm babsitting and all but so far it's going ok!!!

so how did you like my second half?
how's your day going?
and april fools... i was thinking about lying and saying I cut my finger off somehow and say april fools but that's a little unbelieveible and dumb... ^^ well have a great day/night and l8terz...

~*hollow*
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