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Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
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Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
Occupation
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Real Name
• Jasie
Personal
Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Thursday, April 5, 2007
SAD, Sick and disturbing poem by me... seriously!!!
for you who don't believe me, go to hell, I'm not my self so don't be scared!!!
well I was just thinking about the first line saying in my head and it was 1:30 am when I stared it and I just finished it at 1:45 am... I hope you enjoy, i just felt like writing a poem that fitted me and was me in the beginning and who I wish I was in the end, well not really but feel like being and becoming!!! sometimes. ^^
Pain, suffering, and letting go made and written by HOLLOW EYES really!!!
if lies where tears,
I'd fade away,
if lies where tears,
I'd drown in my own pain,
alone and tormented for all to see,
alone and sad only to me,
no one would see me cuz I'd be alone,
no one would know me cuz I'd be on my own,
I'd hide in a corner dark and cold,
cuz that's how I feel when I'm alone,
no one to love me and hold my hand,
everyone against me that have all gone mad,
if lies were tears,
I'd be dead now,
cuz life without you,
is meaningless and hard to get through,
while all along I've been telling lies,
just to get through my pathetic life,
for this meaningless life I've lied my way in,
I've only tried to hind my pain and sins with,
so I cry and lay on my bed now,
hoping and praying for it all to end,
as i hold the knife ready to fall,
i remember the lies I told just to get through it all,
and I drown in my pain of only one thought,
of seeing you near me and in my arms,
I love you so and have cried my tears,
for the feelings I cherished and hold dear,
it was you who held my heart and only you,
but you never cared so you shattered my heart,
and the pain you've caused me made me feel for you,
in a whole new emotion I never knew,
an emotion,
I'll have to now get through...
an emotion you'll soon wish you never knew...
a feeling that will over come me,
as I'm in your room and humming,
a song of pain and misery,
as I chop you up and kill you slowly,
I had a heart once,
but you stole it from me,
and now I'm back,
to repay you personally!!!
if lies were tears,
the world would be bleeding,
inside and slowly turning,
around and around with hate and anger,
so watch your words as you stab my heart,
cuz I might be back,
and with a hack saw!!!
plz NO stealing my poem, plz...
in a bad mood and don't know if I'll be on or not, it's the full moon I tell you!!! ^^ lol
well have a great day/night and how's it going?
L8ter,
~*hollow*
a girl with pain, hate and emotion's like even one else
help me...
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