Tuesday, May 1, 2007

   beyond the pale of darkness
Time: 12:23 noon
Mood: uncertain but ok
Listening to: lostprophets
Qoute: fallen flowers do not go back to the branch. -Zen saying

well I got tagged, LOL! for the first time on here too!!! lol ^^
and by Celestial Chi no less, and he's a good friend of mine!!! ^^

ok well lets see, five facts about myself. hmmm, what should I tell you, I can't tell you bad stuff and naughty stuff in my life. I'd probably freak you out so I'll go with casusal info on the megger less then crazy side. jk I have no naughty crazy life, or do I? LMAO!!! ^^
ok, ok, ok enough crazy talk, lol here's 5 facts about me or just info none the less.


1.) I wish the breeze/wind would take me with it and that the rain would wash all my sorrow and pain away when I'm actually feeling it. which I do kinda a lot. I'm a troubled and lost soul.

2.) I see life in different aspects that no one really sees them in or as and I'm shinned down for that or more like misunderstood and left alone. but I try to have an open mind and a lot of things and am open for others and there beliefs!!! ^^ I'm excepting and and like a fool, I wear my heart on my sleeves!!!

3.) I read books like crazy and listen and walk while doing all three sometimes and it's funny to see peoples reactions to that. but I'm a book-aholic and love to write stories, poems and draw!!! I have so many started stories that i haven't finished that it's driving my crazy and I have so many ideas in my head of stories it's insane just to think at times. lol really. ^^ i'm a freak!!! lol

4.) I'm a loner for the most part and like to be alone most times. I haven't found love yet and I believe I don't deserve it either or happyness for the most part anyways. but a girl can dream and can't stop dreaming right? and even if I don't want or think I don't need things, happy-endings, true love, or just to be happy. I still can't shake the feels of wanting them so badly it hurts.

5.) I LOVE, love, nature, certain atmospheres and surroundings. like rain, wind, the moon light, stars, thunder and lightining, dancing in it or just sitting outside and wanting to be a part of it and feel it in the rain, wind or... just feeling apart of something other then alone in the house. I feel alive. but mostly I wish I could just drift away with them, like the wind. blowing away just caught up in the breeze wanting nothing but freedom, adventure and fun!!! ^^ that's what I want, to finally live!!!


I'd write more, but 5 was the limit on the tagging so... lets see who I'm gonna tag!!! ^^ lol lets see.

a.)Pyro Aihngel
b.)Fantasy hearts
c.)Broken Illusions
d.)insesskomilover
e.)Iruka sensei
f.)kiki-tink
g.)Heavy metal
h.)Kenyo
i.)black-and-white



no story today but I'll be posting it up soon I promise!!! ^^ sorry. I was thinking about continuing one of my old stories but only for me, I don't think I should post it, but I like where it's heading!!! ^^
you remember bloodless moon don't you? about werewolves and shapeshifters. that's what i'm starting up again, well writing more of. lol ^^

how is your day going? I hope well!!! ^^
[hugs you] well I told you I'd tell you what I watched over at my sisters house so here it is, the list.

Van helsing, lol that's a pet name/nick name my little sis calls me. I have no idea why but it's cool!!! The cell, the black dalihia, Turistas, the bros, National lampoon's pucked, Willow, the Descent, and it was really good but my sisters damn dvd player froze and wouldn't play the last two chapters. I almost lost it and almost grab a hammer and broke the damn thing. lol ^^ jk I watched night at the museum, really cute/funny/good movie, employee of the month, I loved that movie it has dane cook in it and he's fucking funny, I watched eragon, bable, I watched my show supernatural and it was very really good!!! love it!!! ^^ then I watched rocky balboa's last new movie, Dejavu was really good, pick me up, it suxed, the gravedancers was really GOOD!!! and the hamiltons was ok, you probably wouldn't know ny of the last too movies since there scary and after dark horror fest movies. HELL YEAH!!! I'm a horror movie fanatic!!! lol ^^ and that's pretty much all of them!!! ^^ have you seen any of them?

well I better go, I have to finish up cleaning the house and etc, so have a great day and oh yeah, the dump truck/dumpster man broken down in are drive way, it was freaky yet funny I though he was just sitting there parked watching me, but later on I talked to him and then gave him a coke and he joked around with me saying he wanted a bud-light and then he freaked out when I told him I'd get him one, the look on his face was priceless!!! LOL ^^
but it was kool.
well l8ter and have a good day,

~*hollow*
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