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Birthday
1986-09-14
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Female
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in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
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2006-05-26
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Real Name
Jasie
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Achievements
Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
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To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
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playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
story time and goodbye yet again. T.T
Time:1:28
Mood:ok ^^
Reading: Dark Lover a novel of the Black Dagger Brotherhood, a vampire [i love vampire movies and books] book by J.R. Ward and I LOVE IT SO far!!! ^^
Listening to: when darkness falls by killswitch engage
Quote: theirs one person in life that you'll find perfectly honest and right for you, but in the end there never yours, to have or keep. ~hollow~
I'm leaving again and going back to my brothers house, sorry guys, I guess the days i was over there was a get awayfrom it all type thing.
Man, oh man!!! do I miss that BIG QwEEN SIZE BED, seriously!!! I have only a twin and it sucks especially when your little 17yr old sister is sleeping with you in it and taking up all the damn room left on it oushing you off the bed practicely. ^^ it's ok though!!! ^^
I watched so bad ass movies at my brothers house, The Crow, MindHunters very good like saw almost, buffy the vamp slayer movie lol i know i know don't hate me ^^ lol, and lots of others like the devils rejects it wasn't that good more like stupid but freaky in some parts like damn thats... yeah!!! lol well that was pretty much it.
well it's story time I did try to put all this and more up yesterday but my computer just like deleted this site and won't let me on it all day so everything I wrote in here and such didn't post, I'm sorry I was great too!!! T.T lol ^^
well my 4th chapter is very long and I wrote it just yesterday, it took me 5 hours to write it and it's 6 pages on microsoft program so I'm just gonna give it to you all instead of torturing you and giving you half now and half later!!! like when i did!!! so don't explode your eye balls in reading to closely and have a great time!!! ^^
I'm gonna miss ya lots and don't forget to tell me how your day have been and your week!?! BYe... T.T
Chapter 4
Kaisuri's body still lays motionless above with everyone else, while she's endurances another life like experience else where out of reach and out of body fighting for her life and insanity.
[“Okay... now what the hell just happened?” Kaisuri asked herself franticly unaware of how shocked and freaked out she really was. “This has to be a dream, because if it's not, then that means... well, I'm definitely not going there or even into that conclusion and I'm NOT, placing myself into that category! I'm NOT, crazy!!!” Kaisuri Yelled]
Kaisuri paced and thought about everything rationally and took all what happened into mind and pieced it together without sounding crazy. [“Okay, so what can I remember from before this? Hum-m? Well I remember sword fighting with the thief, getting stabbed, yelling at the girl, and... falling into darkness and then, well I woke up here! So how did I get from falling down conscience into this place?” Kaisuri wondered.]
It seemed as if she had been there, “here” forever and that also was driving her crazy, she missed the cool breeze on her skin, tingling and brushing upon her skin. She just missed the sunlight and air and just everything.
“How is she doing Doctor?” A woman asked, while having Kaisuri break her train of thought and focus in on the conversation.
“Well it's been two days since her seizure and she's recovering from her fever from her wonders and... [he looks at her wounds] and her wounder are healing in nicely, phew, I'm glad that her body finally gave over and let healing take place Ms....um-m?” the doctor asked.
“My name is Amaya, it means Night rain, my mother thought it suited me since I loved rain so and I was born on a rainy night.” the woman said.
“So Ms. Amaya, what relations are you to this, this... Seishi?” he was about to say woman but he glanced at the sword on her side when she arrived here and knew that a certain master in the far, far east took in and trained women to infiltrate and assassinate lords. They'd never suspect it from a whore or woman and so it was a extensive crime committed if a master were to train them. They were executed on site and killed if caught or taught women the samurai ways of life and to fight. But that never stopped certain masters from it, all he knew was that he had to hide this woman and her friend from the renegade of the vile and sinister MKH when the time came. For she could be the one they all hoped and looked for to save them all.
“I mean, um-m... this woman?” he quickly yelled/put in.
Amaya just looked at him questioningly and answered with a lie, “she's my half sister, why?”
he looked away and that's when everything sunk in, [“She's a Seishi, an assassin... FEMALE!!!! oh god, oh god, oh god, what have I gotten myself into and done? SHIT!!!”] Amaya slapped her lips with her hand as always did her mother when she said such things when she spoke them, but knew she didn't.
“Is something wrong Ms. Amaya?” Tom the doctor asked.
“Oh, no... Nothing whatsoever Mr. Tom.” she said.
“Please call me Tom.”
“So where were you headed when this happened? Who attacked you Ms.?” he asked.
“We we're chasing after a Kaitou who stole my... I mean are family heirlooms and so we chased after him.”she quickly put in.
“A Kaitou, you must have been very brave or... well crazy to run after the Kaitou?”
“We weren't, and we got them back, but my sister wasn't so lucky.”
“I can see that Ms. But You should think twice before you go after and face a Kaitou, you never know what is to be expected of him.”
“I'll take that into consideration, for the NEXT, time we face one.”
Kaisuri Laughed and wished she could have seen his face, she was giving him such an attitude and throwing facts and what-not in his face. But this Tom is a smart one, he must be sensing trouble ahead and of keeping them here or he wouldn't have assumed me as a Seishi unless he... he must have seen and found her Katana. [“DAMMIT.” Kaisuri yelled out]
“Within a couple of days your sister should come around, it will take time for her to do that, but know that she has passed over the harsh and worst of things.”
“Thank you doctor, I mean Tom!” Amaya said with a bright smile on her face.
Affectionately Amaya grasped Kaisuri's hand and held it into hers while saying a pray of thanks.
Kaisuri wondered if she would remember this nightmare or be stuck in it for much longer. [“How am I going to get out of here.” Kaisuri whispered.] In the back of her mind she knew perfectly this is were she belongs for all the hate, anger,tears, sorrow, pain, and death she's taken in her life time and made people including herself feel. She felt a presence all around her, both good and evil and something else, she suspected it to be him, the one who saved her. She wanted to thank him and talk to him again. But she feared the only way would be to endanger herself so he would come, like before. But she' didn't know if it was a one time thing that he came or if he would come again and frankly she didn't want to take the risk. But she would have to in order to see him, and talk to him again. Getting up enough courage in doing so, was the issue and problem though. A winter breeze was coming in and she began shivering and getting cold. She laded down and felt pounding underneath her and gargling words of “help me” as if someone were under water and drowning. She rolled over quickly and stared in a daze of shock mixed with fear as she saw him. He was under ice water, beneath her feet.
“I'll get you out, hold on.” she yelled and began hitting the brick of solid ice under her with her own fists.
She got up and began jumping on it and throwing herself to the ground in order to somehow break the ice and free him, But nothing seemed to be working.
Kaisuri began screaming and yelling hold on, and tears fell from her cheek and face as she watched helplessly as he began to turn purple and fight for air. Kaisuri looked around and out of the corner of her eyes found a pick ax lying on the snowy ice far off. She couldn't believe it, yet as she ran towards it she ran with caution, it could be a trap set be that thing in order to subdue her. As she tested the ground around her and found it sturdy enough for her weight she grabbed the ax and ran back to him. She began franticly chopping the ice and breaking through when out of the corner of her right eye came rushing that shadowy dark thing at her. She quickly by-passed him in a fast backwards step motion as he leaped out at her only to catch air instead of her. She looked down at the ice only to see that the man how saved her was no where to be seen. The thing growled in anger and frustration which got Kaisuri's attention, he was laying smack down on the ground. But he got up and began running in a tackling way it seemed to Kaisuri, so she threw all her weight into the next blow to the ice. As the ax came down so did the ice and she broke through, the surrounding ice near them feel as well. The sheer horde scream of the thing drove Kaisuri to stay under the ridged ice water as she too, fought a scream back, herself. As she watched the thing rise up and run off she rushed up to the surface to gasp for air.
“Ahhhhhhh, Fuck!!!!!” she screamed out with the heat of a fog escaping her lips.
Kaisuri looked around and then dove under to search the water for him, as she began to loose feeling in her body and outer extremities she started to lose hope of finding him. As she rose up for another breath gasping for it the thing lunged at her from above scrapping him razer sharp claws on her shoulder and just barely missing the firm grip he would have had if he leaned in more. She got enough air to go below and she had the ax with her so she decided to break open other holes for air else wear. As she began to lose her breath she began to pound on the surface below making a big enough hole only to slip her mouth out and breath. As she moved on she found him surfaced right above the ice near an air bubble underwater taking in air for himself. As she joined him from behind startling him, he at first pushed and then pulled her in for a punch but as he notice it was her he stopped. She saw how purple and shivering cold he was but couldn't imagine how cold he must really be, he was in longer then her so she had to get him out. Kaisuri lifted up the ax and then saw the monster walking above them, they both swam father below from the ice hoping he wouldn't see them. As kept on walking by Kaisuri motioned for them to take on last breath and make it to the opening. He agreed and they both went up for air just as the thing was coming back and he saw them both. His eyes glowed a fiery red in the pupil leaving the rest black and hollow with hate and anger. I pushed him up quickly and as he consumed all the air in him mouth I reached out and grabbed his hand to pull him back below. As we both swam off deeper into the water he couldn't see us so we quickly moved up and began swimming one way, only to go back down farther and then as the monster took the bait we began swimming the other way. As I began to run out of air, he brushed his lips on mine and passed me some of his. As we came right above the opening we first stayed below observing the surroundings making sure that thing didn't double back to get us, after a few minutes and us not being able to hold are breaths any longer we resurfaced and lightly swam to an edge of the opening to get the hell out. I motioned for him to go first since he was in here longer but he forced and pushed me up, as I got out I reached out and grabbed his hand only to be facing him and actually seeing and noticing him and the way he looked. and attractive he was muscular and very fit. But that's not what caught Kaisuri's attention the most, it was just his eyes, they showed so much of him, his heart, soul, and emotions that Kaisuri felt his pains and sorrow as if she was him. She looked away and stopped her mind from racing into how good looking and handsome he is.
“What's wrong?” he whispered.
She refocused on what's at hand and reached out for him“Nothing, now come on before...”
swishing sound escalated into the air and before any of them looked Kaisuri flew several feet into the air thrown back on her side. Kaisuri tried to get up only to have a sharp pain of agony erupt from her back and side. She tried to apply pressure and grab at it but something ripped and cut her arm and that's when she slowly looked over her shoulder behind her. It was him alright and he was feasting on the chunk of meat he ripped off of her side and back. She got up and ran only to see that midnight black hair guy getting out yelling to her about something she just couldn't hear. As she kept on running she tripped falling on her stomach and that's when she figured out what he was yelling as the monster flew over her and then quickly turned back in a all fours type animal position as if he was a fucking loin stalking his prey, ME! His claws jet black with freshly painted blood on them, MY BLOOD, and in the light I actually saw him. He had a coat of fur, black as night with silver eyes with changed. He's some kind of animal beast it's as if he's some kind of hell hound of Satins. He had death and your mine all in his eyes and expression, I was ready to claim my fate and take it like a man with honor and with a fight when I heard yelling and felt as if this wasn't the only thing going on, as if something else was happening to somewhere else.
“I'm coming!” he yelled furiously at her and began running at her with the ax.
Kaisuri couldn't believe it, why in the hell is this ass hole risking him life instead of getting away.
As she ducked horribly from the hell hound's attack with more slashes on her from his claws. She got up and got ready for the next maneuver or attack she'll have to run or dodge from. As the beast circled her all she could think to do was yell at the think “come on, do it you ass hole, get me, come one and get me!!!”. As Midnight hair boy came rushing at it, I ran towards it too, to try and distract it so midnight, could strike and at least wound the damn thing. As I moved forwards and waved my arms and moved side to side as if to tempt it, I turned around and ran at a jogging pace. That got his attention and he ran after me, he was catching up faster then I expected so I side jumped him in a roll and got up before he did in slipping and rolling to his side. I ran back to midnight and only hoped the meager chance I was giving him to attack this thing, wasn't a mistake or that I wouldn't die in vain. As I ran for my life midnight set up like a baseball batter and ready to take this big one over and out of the ball park. He signaled me to slide or duck as I did just in time the ax swished right by my head missing me and striking the hell hound in the chest and falling to the ground.
Midnight helped me up and was a little to cocky in victory that he didn't notice the hell hound get up and strike at him. Midnight fell in my arms and I pushed him aside as I ran at the beast. I picked up the fallen pick ax and side stepped the hound taking a slashing and jammed the ax into his skull, bringing an end and a screaming roar from the beasts last dying breath and an attempt so it seemed to reach out and scratch us. I fell to the icy winer ground and felt life, warmth and hands all over me not to mention loud talking. I reached out to Midnight and
ravishingly ripped at his shirt and check his wound. It healed, it was as if the cut had never happened and he quickly checked my back and it was the same. He got up and hugged me while spinning me around, we both just stared at each other in a shocked yet dizzy feeling and then as if the dream faded we felt a numbness in are bodies as if we where losing the ability to stand up and move. We both fell to the ground and watched as on another slightly faded away.
I reached out to Midnight's limp body only to see him yet again fade and slowly disappear but call out, “Every thing's going back.”
as I lay there watching in horror as my hands fade into the surroundings of nothingness I closed my eyes and felt and heard voices. The woman and the man again but this time it was closer, as if I was right next to them instead of far away like it was.
“She's moving doctor,” the woman yelled out.
As I fluttered my eyelids open to a blinding and very bright area, I lifted my hand up to cover my eyes, since I was... I don't even know what kind of place... all I know is that is was a very dark place and my eyes were blurry and unfocused to this place.
“ahhh, how long have i been out?”
Amaya gasped and rushed to my side, “You've been out for 6 weeks”.
Kaisuri gasped and unbelievingly said, “What!?!”
“That's 42 days, how's...” Kaisuri muttered.
“Shh-h, you should rest. You've been unable to move your body and talk for a long time so just rest.” Amaya said.
“I've rested long enough, help me up!”
“But I-I... I don't think.”
“You don't think so there for you don't know, so just help me the hell up, please, please!”Kaisuri forcefully said and begged.
The doctor came in and quickly scolded the both of them.
“you can NOT, just get up and walk Ms. I'll allow you to be in a sitting position, but that's all.” the doctor forcefully bellowed out and said with a just try me and see how far you get if you do, look on his face.
“My God, your just as bad as the other patent trying to force himself up, who in fact just woke up as well.” doctor replied.
That sparked interest in Kaisuri's eyes and Amaya wondered why, but Kaisuri asked her and concluded the fact that maybe she does.
“Yeah... um-m, can you check out that other patient and tell me what he looks like?” Kaisuri asked with pleading and desperation in her voice.
“Yeah, um-m... sure, Okay.” Amaya said but she wanted to introduce herself to her first, but then again that can wait.
It seemed to Kaisuri the the lady had left only a few seconds ago when she came back with the news.
“It's a male man, with midnight hair, very... o-o-o a-amazing eyes and...”
Kaisuri lifted up her hand to let her know that's enough and was wondering what the hell was going on. They both were in that... that place, and they both made it out, what does it mean? Why did she even go there in the first place, why was he there, and why did they come back?
As Kaisuri pondered about that she began actually looking around and finally noticing the woman and recognizing her.
“Your the one from...”
“Shh-h.” Amaya spat out quicker a a speed Kaisuri never though possible to shut someone up at.
“Of course I'm the one sister, don't you recognize me? It's me Amaya, your sister.” Amaya winked at her and nodded off else were off to the left as a warning that trouble was listening and hear.
Kaisuri got the message and played along.
“Of course you are, I'm sorry I can't really see all that much, my eyes are killing me.”
“Rest sister, and I'll be right beside you until you wake you to give you news of how everything went, and how everyone is back home.” Amaya said.
“Thank you sister, I'd be lost without you... your the best thing that's happened to me in my life.” Kaisuri added.
“Goodnight sister, rest and sleep well.” as Kaisuri closed her eyes Amaya kissed her forehead and hugs her while giving her the heads up on everything.
“We have to get out of here, people have been looking for you and any and all female assassins, I hid your Katana so it'll buy and give us some time but it's running out, they have already slaughtered several women in here and have asked several times about your status and who you are. I gave them as much as i could in telling them your my sister, but I think there not buying it. We have to get out now or very soon. Before... Goodnight sister.” Amaya kissed Kaisuri one last time on her forehead and sat back down in the chair.
A horrible looking warrior came over to Amaya.
“Has she woken up yet?” he asked with anger and frustration for the last 4 weeks he's been here trying to find the assassin.
“She had but is very weak and unable to talk so the doctor gave he something to drift her off to sleep.” Amaya lied.
Filled with even more anger the man yelled out, “she's been sleeping for 42 days, how much more rest does she need?” he grabbed the harms of Amaya's chair and lend in to pressure and make her very nervous.
“I told you all I know, and she has been battling fevers, bacteria and survival for the last 6 weeks so show some compassion for my sister, please!!! you may think she's a killing murdering bitch, but she's still my loving and caring sister and I will NOT, have you mistreat and disrespect her in that way.” Amaya bellowed out in anger and dominance in a last attempt to steer him else where.
“You know what I'd like to do you to?” he whispered in her ear.
Just then the doctor rushed in, horrified in what he saw and demanded him to leave, the man left only to look over his shoulders wink and say, “It's not over.”
As the doctor rushed to Amaya's side and lift her face up to him, he was shocked not to see tears but was impressed to see fire and anger in her eyes.
“You Okay?”
“I am now, thanks to you Tom.”
“You welcome Amaya... anytime.”
Tom looked over his shoulder and whispered “Tonight around midnight I'll help you two escape.”
Kaisuri heard that and was gripping hard on the bar she managed to put off her bed to beat that man with, but the good doc saved his life... for now!!!
“Tom, I want you to move the man who woke up right next to me, and if he is the man I think he is, you have to bring him with us!!!” Kaisuri whispered out to him.
“Alright.”
As both Amaya and the doc left, Kaisuri's mind raced with questions, worry and determination in the plan that would have to take place tonight. They would all die tomorrow or die trying, but that's always fun Kaisuri laughed inside. Her life and everyone else would lay in her hands tonight, and she had to rest and think of nothing else but what is to come, and not worrying about what you can't change. It's only her, the enviable death of her and others and the night call of silence bring her closer to the dark night air they would be running in and breathing it's sweet nectar tonight.
End of 4th chapter
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