Monday, May 21, 2007

This day
Time: 4:40pm
Mood: edgy and faling of the ropes
Listening to: Skillet-whispers in the dark
Quote: At the mercy of a blade and blood running down, where do you turn when you have no one to save you. ~by hollow~


so just thought I'll say hi and that I finally counted the puppies and it's 5 instead of 4 and there's 4 males and 1 female. Damn, almost like my family 6 females 1 male. lol ^^

well what do you think of my site, you you like the changes or do you think I should go back?

well my wrist hurts and tingles today and feels as if it wants more of that pain and etc I gave it yesterday. it feels a little weak too. I'm ok though.

Thank you Kai and Anbu Kitsune for your comments on my post!!! at first I thought I'd get away with no one knowing what I did but it seems you got me. lol ^^ sorry I let you down. what did you think about my poems though.

Here they are, for those who didn't read them.

The Blade: a POeM by me

The pain of everything is clouded by hate, as the blade to an uncertain object slices you, you feel no pain, as you grow numb and feel high you enjoy the blade, and as you grow fond of it, you have scars bearing your skin and blood flowing in vain, as you watch blood run down your raw silky flesh you begin to fade, but you take the wound in your mouth and suck and lick instead, as you feel the warm red metalic liquid roll down your throat, you bask in this new feeling and wickly stare and smile at those who made you like this. and at that moment you see yourself looking back at you through a mirror, and what you see is what you've become with only hate, pain, and tears, all combined in one. you only wanted something to stop it all, but you had no one, so you found a knife, but couldn't cut and slice your way out. all you have now is scars and more hate, pain and tears, and STILL no way out and way from it all.

Within pain I feel:

within darkness
lies the hatred of
life, and within light,
brings the morning of
sorrow and tears of yet
another day with out him,
but I hide all that within
myself and act as if everythings
ok and I dress in pain, and
yet I will never admit my
pain, to anyone except
him, who has left me
in this dark hollow place.

both poems made by me.


well yesterday was a dark day for me but today I'm doing better. REALLY and seriously I am!!! the winds blowing and the waters back on so thank goodness the temp is around 95 and believe me it's HOT!!!
but all is well and FINALLY!!! my mother, after 5 months since here stroke, is going back to the doctor's to see what's wrong with her!!! thank god for that!!! I was getting really worried and such, I hope they actually find something out instead of giving her more drugs that "they THINK" will help her. damn doctor's, I hate them all, it's all money and less helping the people to them.

how are you? and how'd your weekend go?

Q.) what new and interesting stuff is happening in your life, and if not, then what do you wish would?

My Answer.) nothing really, I'd wish I'd meet someone that would change it all, and bring me back up from the loneness I've been consumed in, practicly my whole life.

We only chose the lives we want and simply waste away the life we have hoping are wish and hopes would come are way. ~unknown

L8ter and have a great night and day, sleep well ZZZZzzzz,

~*hollow*
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