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Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
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Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
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Real Name
• Jasie
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Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Saturday, May 26, 2007
families man I can do without.
Time: 4:22pm
Mood: iffy but i would follow you into the darkness you may fall in just to try and save you.
Thoughts: What does it mean to be happy... to be content in the world around you... I used to think it was life it self and in search of things you want and dream of doing... but now, I just don't care and know anymore.
Thank you: KillerBiscuit999, Death and Despair, sickofcrying, Anbu Kitsune, Alphonse122, midnightstreaks, Fantasy Hearts and Driffter for answering my random questions ^^ thank you!!!
well today I got rid of my baby neice and nephew... (my brother came and got them) I miss them already. T.T
well everythings fine, it's hot, I'm breathing air, what can I possibly want more of out of life... except a new one, lol but other then that everythings just a dark cloud following you around but I'm ok. ^^
most people in life can't handle the things that are thrown down upon them... situations played out before them like wars and battles! Haunting memories that just seem to never fade and go away... they just haunt you all the time! and or we've done things that we think can never be forgiven and we have to deal with that, but most can't and want god to seek justice upon them and take their lives!
I don't know where i'm going with this I'm just feeling like, what if!!! and why!!! it's boring to be me and thrilling all the same in knowing what's going to happen next, what family members gonna beat the living shit out of the other and how's gonna explode from pressure and stress from everything this damn families been through.
my family, we're having a family reunion/my grandma's 50th anniversary get together and man... we all are so disconnected and don't even know eachother or we have harsh/violent issues with one another that one of my uncles and everyone in his family is just NOT, welcomed and considered NO family. even those cousin's (kids of his) they are just... wooh... just running from the law pretty much.
I have such a big family on my mom's side (which in the one we're going to) and on MY, father's side as well. and in both I'm just... well I don't really know any of them and it sucks, it's like we're not even family and just met up on occassions for the food. lol I know that's messed up but it's true.
so as you can tell i'm... well I don't really wanna go anyways, are side of the family tree is the most crazy one and talked about and passed around, rumors and what-not. I hate it and how i got there and it feels like i'm sufficating and... like i don't belong, that i'm a stranger in a new town by myself with panic and stress to find a way out in. I just hope this time will be better. I hope so!!!
how's you day?
what's the weather like?
how do you feel in your family?
have a thrilling day or at least ok.
L8ter,
~*hollow*
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