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• 1986-09-14
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Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
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Real Name
• Jasie
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Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Monday, May 28, 2007
hmmm
Time: 2:52am
Mood: tired and sad 
listening to: seether -remedy
Thoughts: Is it are fate to be different or meerly the opposite, that we are unque and others are just plain compaired to us. Or is it that we all lived life in a certain atmosphere that we are totally aware of the world and people around us that lived life in a box, that we just don't care since we lived in outside of it and in between instead, logically and indepth if you may. but why are people so different, why can't we all just get along... comprimize for one another in order to live life as one. [it would be hell and insane if that happened thought] we'd all just disappear or unravel into insanity if that were to happen, we all wouldn't have purpose and there wouldn't be any in the world. everyone would just... exsist... IDK I was just randomly thinking!!!
well thank you all for your comments and thoughts on my post and other things ^^
well yesterday since were in the new day already I watched good wil hunting and is was a great movie and reminded me alot of myself and things like me closing myself off to everyone when they get to close, I know on here is different, you never met eye to eye and confront eachother and that's totally different but in realy life and out side the box it's surreal and to judgemental and harsh ou there. it's hard to open up, when the door has be slammed so many times SHUT in your face!!! and you hate that feeling so you just keep that door shut and never open it for no one. lifes hard, YES I know that, you must know that!!!
but does that stop you from living it and experiancing life?
has life ever slammed it's doors in anyway on you?
yes to both for me, I'm only being honest to myself and you.
I need you so much closer, where soul meets body!!! and that's what I want from someone but yet I've never found.
the other day I got scratches and cuts up and down my arms from picking aprocots from a damn tree, I whent out at 7pm like a frigging dumn ass and then later on in the dark i tried to feel from the fruit. I felt so stupid!!! hell i was stupid, I had to pick a whole tree before dark b/c the damn bird finally found out we had fruit on the trees and where picking at the and pecking holes in them... I flet like grabbing my beeby gun and shooting them and to stop that shit, but i probably would have shot my niece from being in the way from trying to scare them away... O.o and i've already shot one person already in the family and I for one do NOT, wanna do that again!!! lol and besides, my brother deserved it!!! lol XD I shot him in the stomach and he poped/squeezed the bullet out so he was fine and I was only 6 at the time.
well I'm tired and I hope your weekend are going great or semi-ok.
oh yeah I watched a trippy commerical yesterday about a feret walking on two leds chasing a camping couple with a chain saw and a hockey mask on just like jason!!! XD it was frigging fun XD it was a moutain DEW commerical lmfao I was laughing so hard and like WTF.lol it was GREAT!!!
well see ya and have a great night/day.
L8ter,
~*hollow*
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