Monday, June 18, 2007

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time:12:24pm
mood: iffy

thoughts: life is a very troubling place, but that doesn't always mean you have to take shit from it.



a wonderful friend of mine (lynn/lyndsey) sent this to me and I just thought I'd share this with you all!!! ^^

GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE

I used to believe in the concept of one best
friend,
and then I started to become a woman.

And then I found out that if you allow your heart
to open up,
God would show you the best in many friends.

One friend is needed when you're going through
things with your man.
Another friend is needed when you're going through
things with your mom.
Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt,
joke, or just be.

One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,'
another, 'Let's fight together,'
another, 'Let's walk away together.'

One friend will meet your spiritual need,
another your shoe fetish,
another your love for movies,
another will be with you in your season of
confusion,
another will be your clarifier,
another the wind beneath your wings.

But whatever their assignment in your life,
on whatever the occasion,
on whatever the day,
or wherever you need them to meet you with their
gym shoes on and hair
pulled back,
or to hold you back from making a complete fool of
yourself
those are your best friends.

It may all be wrapped up in one woman,
but for many, it's wrapped up in several...
one from 7th grade,
one from high school,
several from the college years,
a couple from old jobs,
on some days your mother,
on some days your neighbor,
on others, your sisters,
and on some days, your daughters.
So whether they've been your friend for 20 minutes
or 20 years,
AND YOU CAN PASS IT ON IF YOU'D LIKE TO.

I have nothing really to post about... well nothing of interest about me, so... well nothing worth reading about and I don't want you to worry about me so yeah... lol *covers face with hand in a humor yet depression look on face* well yesterday me and my brother went to town, me wearing his sweat pants and t-shirt b/c mine where muddy and very caked in mudd from my neices b-day party. and well... so lol I looked... it was funny. well we were speeding and eating while driving, and swerving too lol don't ask. and a cop was right behind us and we didn't even know. lol
he passed us and then he did a u-turn and his lights came on. and we were like shit!!! (my brother has been in trouble with the law and those ass holes want to get him) we pulled to the side (like your suppost to do to get out of the way) and he passed us. we were like, phew!!! and exhaled the air we both were holding. lol
never a dull moment in my life, and never a quite on either. the day before my brother and sis in law were yelling and fighting. it woke me up out of a dead sleep and I felt... it just brought back old memories and stuff. I was filled with... not fear but dread and I couldn't... I just... I felt panic yet nothing but worry. but all along I knew, I KNEW!!! my brother wasn't like him... like MY father, so I waited and strained to hear and listen to a thud, a slap, a pounding shove into a wall. I heard nothing but the fading memories of my childhood sounds come to life. nothing happened as I suspected but I hate it, I JUST FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE FIGHT AROUND ME. my childhood comes alive and hits me all over again with hidden memories of it all. and I hate those feelings.

wellI gotta go. I hope your all doing great, how are you? ^^
I'll see you around and I'm visiting today! ^^ slowly yet I'm gonna do it! ^^ lol
well have a good one.
L8ter, and thanks for visiting me!!! ^^ *hugs you*
cya,

~within ever shadow of ones mind lies a hidden truth, what's yours~

~*hollow*

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