myOtaku.com
• Join Today!

My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results

Vitals

Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
• Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
Occupation
• trying to live in my own skin
Real Name
• Jasie

Personal

Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.




Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: hollow eyes


Wednesday, June 20, 2007

   second half con't of yesterday's poem ^^ don't cry lol
align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' December birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' mummy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Don't ask, lol ^^

well my mom's getting pissed off and I'm just on vacation away from my home still, and it's great! but I'm worried about things and them.
well I wrote a continued poem to the one I wrote yesterday and I'm a little worried in posting them, I don't want anyone to steal them and I love them, there personal ones but I'll post them for the hell of it anyways! ^^


Your never there in the breeze


Another dawn comes and goes without you, another tear falls down my tearful face, a summer breeze blows all around me, yet I feel your never there.
Your always on my mind, and not forgotten, your there instead of here, is it me or is there’s no more longing, to be here instead of there.
Without your touch I’m hollow and lost, without your love I’m decaying and withering like an enchanting dead rose.
I’m lost yet never found inside me, will you ever be near and around me when I call and feel this pain.
I lay in my bed crying, your name whispers from my lips and my heart breaks with every minute you’re now resting, in your dark lifeless hollow grave.
The loving breeze never comes around me to entrap me with your love.
Your soft touch is never on me, when rose petals fly amuck.
Your loving embrace no longer haunts me, your warmth touch is never there, your endearing kisses are never felt but wanted… and now I know you’re never there.
My tears fall on your grave stone, my heart is bleeding from my chest.
You’re died and no longer with me, yet I once felt your lips on my neck.
The breeze that once was endearing and gentle, no long blows my longing way, and the sweet memories of you around, no long hold me at bay.
You broke my heart when you said you’d always be around me, and now I know why my heart broke at those very words.
You always told me you’d never leave me, and in the breeze I knew you never would.
It was in which of the breeze you could only hold and touch me, and now your touch no longer is there.
Why is it that I always love thee, and yet my heart is the only one that has to bleed.
And I can’t imagine how your bleeding, when I’m the only one who’s hurting.
You blood still mingling on my hands in nightmares, your soft words no longer there.
My tears splash all around us, yet your never there.
Your never there!
So another dawn rises and falls down upon me, and I whisper my faint goodbyes.
I’m always there lying down by your grave stone beside you, like some haunting dead ghost not excepting goodbye.
While all along you’re the one who’s haunting me, in my life and in my dreams.
But I’ll still cherish and remember, all those heartfelt summer breezes, when you used to touch me.


~It’s better to have loved, then to have never loved at all!!! B/c then you could at least say you found love once, then say you never found love at all~ second half is mine thoughts and first half... well you know the famous quote! ^^


~*hollow*
Comments (4)

« Home