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Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
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Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
Occupation
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Real Name
• Jasie
Personal
Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Monday, July 16, 2007
hot summer tears, broken hearts, a friendship forever gone. which one will I be?
Time: 4:04pm
Mood: unsure, yet I'm never sure... so it's all good. lol
Listening to: 3 days grace, there old cd with home and I hate everything about you! it's great, and I love it!
Quote: somewhere someone's in pain and soul-less, yet we are only born like this.
lol...
life has a funny way of making me always feel like shit, Ironic... most would say, but it's more then that... I got it!!! home-wrecker, lol it's more like relationship-wreacker...
even though I'm sorry and I'vejust been me, never more or less then a friend... it seems I'm always more and looking for more then that to someone, which I'm not!
but it never really matters, cuz once someone has a bad and horrible impression of you, that person would always feel that way about you.
suck's doesn't it?
but that's life and the consiqencies of it, and being a friend to that person when he has a loved one.
and yet, I wouldn't blame her, but me... who in their fucking right mind would want me in that way? pfft, that's insane and idotic. but my mind... hmmm maybe, it's it's pretty much the only thing that people want, never me and for who I truly am. so even if I were to gain a boyfriend in ANY guy (by some stroke of a faith or hand of god) he'd take one look at me or see who I truly am and run like hell. lol or I'd make him. lol I see myself being alone, even though some small part of me wants NOT, to be. I've come to grips and faced the facts that I will be, and it's kool. lol
but I hate how life plays tricks on me, I have a small life that has been filled with loads and tons of struggles and hardships. yet in some stroke of luck... I've mangaged to still be standing and STILL be... well here. lol and I intend to find out why, someday and I hope I do. but until then, I wanna live, and I have to... well fix my life, lol still!
I'm sorry I haven't been on to comment on your sites and just say hello. but know and understand that I do care and miss you. the only connection I can handle at the moment is pm's and emails. lol I'm dealing with a very slow and damaged computer. so even if I did happen to go to your site, things would be missing from it and words.
I hope you all are doing well and ok! and I hope you like the new theme and changes to my site. lol at fist that's what I thought I needed, but I don't really.
I hope you pm me and I really do hope your doing ok and good.
L8ter,
hollow
P.S I'm doing great/ok, it all varies from day to day along with time. but I'm doing good! ^^
how are you?
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