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• 1986-09-14
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Female
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• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
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• 2006-05-26
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• Jasie
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Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
fuzzy thoughts... what should I do... *worried*
I'm... in a rut in life at the moment... wanting to go somewhere, being pushed somewhere else and being conflicted with others wishes for my life and how I should do it with/go and live it as.
I'm just so... lost right now and people I know are worried about me and just... wanna make things better but are only making things worse! not to mention friends trying to help or, not know what's up with me but feel somethings wrong and I'm holding back. I feel as if I have to do this on my own, but... I don't want to, yet... It just might be for the best!
I just need to go through my thoughts and... figuer out the best path for me, even if it's the worst one and drives me farther from what I really want. or in fact hurst everyone I love or have come to truely and care about! I just need... time, and even that I feel like I don't even have. *sighs* life... it's troubling some! Yet things in it make it ok.
that's all I can say right now... for sure anyways, i'm just... confused and clouded with what I should do, what's right, what I wanna do, and the effect of my actions if I choice that. I think to much, lol.
Thinking to much... It's my down fall and will always be my down fall in life too!
Quote: Forgive the unforgivible, for I know not what I do, but feel what I speak.
~My personal quote along with -->
Quote: Speak the unspeakible... and face the consiqunces, of hating what you speak.
~My other personal one... yet it's been said from time to time by others, so... yeah.
L8ter guys, and have a good one! ^^
 
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