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Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
• Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
Occupation
• trying to live in my own skin
Real Name
• Jasie

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Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.




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Friday, July 11, 2008

   Blah... since no one is actually gonna read this... ^_^
Do you ever feel like your disappearing... like your feels never mattered and no matter how much you through your heart out, put it on the line, and just tyed it to a fishing line... it always came out the same as it did time and time before then. Should you just give up and call it a day/life. Move on b/c you've had enough pain and anguish... Just walk away...

I feel like that alot, and now I'm just... an empty shell desperate for something... yet that something is just a vage memory of what it used to be... as if it never was there, like i made it up.
Anyways-- I'm merely rambling on to stupid bullshit that doens't matter anymore... Everything here is crazy, I got threatened in being kicked out last night, funny actually... My Ex broke up with his girl and I believe he wants to make it work out between us. A friend of mine is going through some hard times, stuff and in a bad place right now. *gives him a hug if I could* And My mom's freaking me out with her panic/dizzy spells.
The humid isn't helping and the rain is comforting in a minimal type way... it's sad since I actually love the rain. oi everything is turning topsy turby here... and I have a feeling it's only just beginning, and going to get worse... God help, save me and my fucked up disfunctional family.

P.S. I want a pony...
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