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Vitals

Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
• Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
Occupation
• trying to live in my own skin
Real Name
• ~~Jasie~~

Personal

Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.

myOtaku.com: hollow eyes

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Toooo-day!!!!!!!
well today isn't going that well and I feel like the world came down or a huge hand slapped me several gosh damn times!!! and when he/she was done they then verbally assaulted me to bring me down farther into the my dark abyss!!!

It seem ppl I care about have left me, either now, in other ways, and will leave me soon!!! and I blame myself for the way they will leave and have left me and the household already!!! I feel as that every little thing that went WRONG, in my life, well, It was my fault, my burden to take, my face they see and hate, I feel like nothing will ever be the same in my life and in my family b/c of me!!! and every little thing they ever did to me or things were nothing, I have no feelings so lets take everythings out on her!!! to make me feel pain!! and this feeling and pain is mine to bare forever... it's from lots of other things, ppl, my family, fights, others like me I feel their pain and it hurts that I can't help them!!!
and well for things I've done and what I am capable of doing!!! I fear myself and what I can really do! life, fate, destiny, the world and all within it are Against me... and maybe they should be! maybe all of this I feel and what's happening is a sign of so sort telling me to run, fight, or warn me that something I feel is wrong! I'm confused with myself! maybe i love the darkness more then feeling happy!?! I don't know well I got to go, L8ter! I hope I see you around maybe... Bye! oh yeah here are some quiz tests i did! enjoy...

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Your Anime Profession by akashayi
Your Name?
Profession: Cat Girl
Skill level: Utter Failure
Weapon of choice: Poison
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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and here's this one

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Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide? You will starve yourself to death
How many tries will it take? 14
When will you commit suicide? April 20, 2006
What will your suicide note say? "Mother, Father .. where did we go wrong?"
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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