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Birthday
1986-09-14
Gender
Female
Location
in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
2006-05-26
Occupation
Real Name
Jasie
Personal
Achievements
Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Monday, June 5, 2006
Thanks, everyone!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks guys for commenting and helping me through this tough time, and i'm having a hard time in life and struggling to hold on to something maybe it's a dream I once had and now it's lost forever to me but once you have had may never be as it once was!!! someone once told me that and I believe it, you can't have something thats lost forever to you and think ONE day it'll come barging through the door to hold and charish you once more, just like in your dream!!! dreams are a shadows and false hopes, so why dream when all you do in life is feel and hate!!! why dream a life of love and happyness when all you do when you wake up is hate and cry and cry yourself to sleep?!? WHY? everyone I have ever loved or cared about has left me behind in this dark abyss and those few who haven' and are helping me hang on are their yelling hold on, hold on, and all I see is their moths moving and feel their worry and sorrow for me!!! but I can't reach them and life, fate, darkness, and shadow cases me away from them and into blackness, pain and emptyness!!! so then I give in so that I can find a way one day or sooner or later I'll see light and faces again!!! Thanks guys and right now I have to get off!!! other wise I'd write you guys in!!!
L8ter/bye/see ya soon.....
Why seek happyness when darkness and shadow are so close behind to strike at you!!!: by hollow eyes.........
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