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Birthday
1986-09-14
Gender
Female
Location
in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
2006-05-26
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Real Name
Jasie
Personal
Achievements
Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
The world is silent... so why am I not!!!
I'm so alone and it's dark, quite and lonely where I'm at!!! everyones missing, gone and left me once again with the beast of the house!!!
well my mom and sis went to my grandmothers house and I was left behind to babysit and live in a house by myself for a week alone!!! in a way that's sort of KEWL!!! but i live out in the boonies and we have goats and animals that make noises and it's kinda scary out here in the night!!! Really it is... well yesterday I got yelled at and became the(take my stuff to the truck NOW) person and had to lift and take heavy stuff and place it in the truck before they left!!! but my sis *thank GOD* helpeed me lift a heavy meat grinder and put it in the truck!!! well I wanted to go but was left behind!!! but maybe it's a good thing, but yet again it could be a friggin nightmare!!! and if your wondering about the beast, well it's my, well sort of dad!!! he is my dad but I hate him and he is not ever a person to mess with!!!!!!!!!!
Here's one, well most likely the one I will be writing about!!! I don't have a name yet but I'm thinking about naming it moonlight shadows!!! here's a part of it!!! I started the begining of it but I don't know if I want it to be though!!!
A forest, a memory, a dream at that... or was it a nightmare that just went out of wacked... I was holding a strange mans hand running, trying to get away from whatever it was chasing us. he urged me to run faster and harder, but I was to weak and tired and my hand sliped through his fingers and hold... he let go of my hand, it seemed though, but I kept on running with him. he looked back with a sad look in his eyes and I focused on them and lost my footing and fell to the hard floor of rocks and dirt... I called to him to help me, but all he did was run and left me to face whatever certain fate coming my way... a single tear rolled down my cheek as I kept calling to him, but he only looked back once and their was coldness and relif in his eyes that I was the one to fall and be the one to face the object of fear... I tryed to run to him and called out to him once again but I was now all alone. sso I told myself why run when he left me to die and face this fate alone, but then why when I'm ready to face it am I trembling and ready to bolt at whatever is to come my way... I feel to my knee's and looked to the ground ready to face the shadow and not the face that I heard come... as the footsteps stopped in front of me, i looked up slowly and from the the barefeet, black pant, his barechest, to his in credable lavender pale eyes... he bent down to ask me if I was alright when loud howls from a distance caught both are attentions... he gazed with fear and worry in his eyes and rushed me up off the ground...
Guy: You can't be here, you have to leave NOW!!!
he told me with panic and fear in his eyes... I ran into his arms and held him tight.
Her: I don't want to be alone...
the howls grew closer with in feet from us...
Guy: Run... Run, NOW!!!
His eyes filled with sadness and fear... he looked at me and wiped the tears away. he looked in my eyes and knew I couldn't be saved... he held me close and then we stared to run, we ran into a cannopy of tree's and bushes...
Guy: Stay out of view and now matter what you see, don't make a sound or scream...
the howls got closer and closer... I climbed in a tree full of leaves and branches to hide me and he stood in plain view ready to take on the howls of wolves coming are way... they came out of every corner and they gathered around him, as if ready to attack him from every corner, and they were beautiful huge wolves, frightning but beautiful... and he looked at them with calmness and began to talk to them...
Guy: What are you guys doing in thsi part of the woods?!?
and then the shocking truth of fear came to be... the pack of 6 wolves began sheding their fur and standing upright... right before me they changed to people, nude men right before my very eyes... I slammed my hand against my mouth to hold in my muffed scream or horrifing concludion of what I just saw... The trembling and shaking came out of no where and now I knew why the man who lead me running through the forest wa glad I fell, so I would buy him time to flee and run away from them!!!
so guys what do you think so far?!? do you like it?!? I hope you do b/c I'm writing this story, and I hope you do read it!!! I got to go, I'll finish the rest of the first chapter tomorrow!!! I write a lot!!! I just thought I might warn you!!! Bye...
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