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Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
• Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
Occupation
• trying to live in my own skin
Real Name
• Jasie

Personal

Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.




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Thursday, December 14, 2006

   today's events
well today wasn't so bad!!! it was actually ok!!! I went to work w/ my mom again!!! I'm her driver!!! (I push her in her wheel chair back and forth) it's all good though...
well this guy matt he's pretty cool and real funny also!!! well they had a meeting for 2 to 3 hours which I wasn't allowed in so I hung out arround the restrant and chit chatted w/ some of the ladies but gave up cuz they were to peppy/happy going for me... so I got something to eat and hung out in the back... well then I helped move equipment for the line tables and then got my tan pans dirty and their my $35 and practicely my only nice pants I ever and will ever have... and my brother picked us up, I sat in the back and then we all hung out and then I just kicked back and played a game cube game in my room!!! skies of arcadia... it's cool and I like/love it!!!
then I helped my sis out and then helped my other one later on taking her children to her house... and now it's about 11pm almost midnight and I don't think I'll be able to sleep!!!
man, oh, man is my life boring and I just feel like I'm lost and just... It's just weird to be back and I just have to get accustom to living here again I guess... but other then that I'm still be but maybe I'm more then I was... like a piece of me was left behind and a good/more better piece was brought back with me... but I simply think it's my mother who is giving me strenght to carry on and move forward and all my friends here on myO!!! you have me hope when I no longer had any and I'm very greatful for that!!! I just hope I don't fall back on harsher and more tougher times for me and just keep moving forward and looking ahead to what's to come!!! I probably sound all wacked out and not myself to you all and I probably ain't but for now let's just pretend it's really me and I'm happy just being me for a little bit, JUST, a little bit longer...

well guys sleep tight and I hope you all have great/super wonderful dreams tonight!!! well nite and take care while traveling deeply into your dreams tonight!!!

ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz - __ - ZZZZZZzzz

NITE!!!!....
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