Thursday, December 21, 2006

   the 19th and todays events and first chapter of my story!!!
yeah I'm finally will be updated with the days now and tomorrow will be writing ON!!! the day for once!!! :)

well yesterday I got cursed at by my mother!!! Yeah, a rank higher then Bit**!!! I'm a Fuc***, now!!! how, super!!! *spirits are instantly lifted, then drop back down even faster* oh well...
me and my sis watched stay alive a horror movie, which was pretty good!!! and then got brutally told that WE'RE THE CLOSED OFF DUMB SHEEP WHO LIVE LIFE TAKING ORDERS, AND THAT WE SHOULD BE THE OPEN MINDED SHEEP WHO GIVE THE ORDERS AND LIVE A HAPPY LIFE!!! don't ask if you have NO idea what I'm talking about b/c it's just insane and crazy how are mom just shoved that one in are face!!!
then I pretty much went to bed!!

well today I woke up early around 6 and went to work w/ my mother where we froze pretty much to DEATH, in her office!!! (it has openings and holes so the cold rushes through the openings)
and did I mention my mother drove today!!! *scared out of mind* she can't even see quite well and move her left side as well and she drove us!!! *fearing for life*
if some of you don't know, my mother had a stroke and thinks she can over come it rather quickly and she's just over pushing her slef and I'm just so scared and worried she'll just snap and hurt herself even worse this time and have a total melt down and kill someone!!! LIKE ME!!! lol... but seriously I'm just worried for her!!!
then we came home around 2 and I fell sleep as did my mom and then was awakened at an unknown time b/c my older sister tolk my alarm clock and I'm now without time!!! weird and very frustrating especially in the night!!!
I then made dinner and watched the ant bully which was a VERY cute and funny movie!!! I fought w/ my sis pretty much all day and now hate myself for it!!! she always turns me into the monster and bad guy and like a fool I always feel really bad even though she was really the monster!!!
well I told you I would post my story and I will but I don't want you all to read a VERY long post so I will only post the first chapter!!! I pretty much wrote it in post like form so the bold names or guy/stranger words are the characters and what they pretty much say after them!!! I hope you can read and understand it, it's kinda writen in a play format so good luck!!! chuckles but feels nervous* don't judge to harsely...


Moonlight shadow


A forest, a memory, a dream at that... or was it a nightmare that just went out of control... I was holding a strange mans hand running, trying to get away from whatever it was chasing us. he urged me to run faster and harder, but I was to weak and tired and my hand slipped through his fingers and hold... he let go of my hand, it seemed though, but I kept on running with him. he looked back with a sad look in his eyes and I focused on them and lost my footing and fell to the hard floor of rocks and dirt... I called to him to help me, but all he did was run and left me to face whatever certain fate was coming my way... a single tear rolled down my cheek as I kept calling to him, but he only looked back once and their was coldness and relief in his eyes that I was the one to fall and be the one to face the object of fear... I tried to run to him and called out to him once again but I was now all alone. so I told myself why run when he left me to die and face this fate alone, but then why when I'm ready to face it am I trembling and ready to bolt at whatever is to come my way... I fell to my knee's and looked to the ground ready to face the shadow and not the face that I heard coming... as the footsteps stopped in front of me, I looked up slowly, from his bare feet, black pants, his open shirt that showed his bare chest, to his incredible lavender pale eyes... he bent down to ask me if I was alright when loud howls from a distance caught both are attentions... he gazed off with fear and worry in his eyes and rushed me up off the ground...
Guy:- You can't be here, you have to leave NOW!!!
he told me with panic and fear in his eyes... I ran into his arms and held him tight.
Her:- I don't want to be alone...
the howls grew closer with in feet from us...
Guy:- Run... Run, NOW!!!
His eyes filled with sadness and fear... he looked at me and wiped the tears away. he looked in my eyes and knew I couldn't be saved... he held me close and then we stared to run, we ran into a canopy of tree's and bushes...
Guy:- Stay out of view and now matter what you see, don't make a sound or scream...
the howls got closer and closer... I climbed in a tree full of leaves and branches to hide me and he stood in plain view ready to take on the howls of wolves coming are way... they came out of every corner and they gathered around him, as if ready to attack him from every corner, and they were beautiful huge wolves, frightening but beautiful... and he looked at them with calmness and began to talk to them...
Guy:- What are you guys doing in this part of the woods?!?
and then the shocking truth of fear came to be... the pack of 6 wolves began shedding their fur and standing upright... right before me they changed to people, nude men right before my very eyes... I slammed my hand against my mouth to hold in my muffed scream of my horrifying conclusion of what I just saw... The trembling and shaking came out of no where and now I knew why the man who lead me running through the forest was glad I fell, so I would buy him time to flee and run away from them!!!

I just couldn't believe what was happening... what had happened... the whole pack of wolves turned into humans, human beings!!!
Her- Pull yourself together before they notice you...
They all exchanged looks and greeting towards one another and then, well it seemed like to me as if he was the head honcho of the group... came upon the stranger who helping me and answered his question...
wolf guy- We're chasing two humans, an older fellow and a young adult female... she's probably around 19 or 25... and we... [he looks at others with a grin] Well... we wanted to have a Little FUN...
Guy- Aaron, you got to stop this... You got to stop this now!!! Your putting us all in danger...
wolf guy is Aaron- oh come on, I'm just having a little fun and when we're done with her we'll let you have some too... what's left of her anyways... [chuckles]
Stranger clinches fist and stares at him with hate and anger in his eyes...
Guy- what's wrong with you Aaron, she's human, what your doing is wrong and not to mention dangerous for all of us shape shifters...
Aaron- [smirk on face] b/c are kind doesn't give it to us willingly and they tend to bite back and tare us to pieces when we're tangling in the bed sheets... humans are weak and easy... and I love the way they scream when I'm showing them a good time... [he turns back to slap one of his pack mates on the hand] yeah...
the guy [scoffs] he stares at him and as Aaron's turning (Guy) punches him in the gut, before he sees it coming ... and continues by hitting him in the face when he's coming back up to face him... Aaron fell flat on his back, with blood escaping from his noise and mouth...
Aaron- what the HELL was that for... and what's with the cheap ass shot you bastard... what the fuck, Nathaniel...
Guy- You know I don't go by that name anymore... it's dead to me, and if you bring it up EVER again... I'll make sure you never will...
Their was sadness and hate in his eyes when he said that... pain and anger mixed together is what usually causes destruction, death, and devastation... and he'll leave all that in his pathway where ever he might go... Aaron seemed nervous and very aware of his surrounding... but was more cautious of Nathaniel and what he might do next...
Aaron- I'm sorry, I'm sorry man.... I didn't mean to say it... it just slipped out that's all... I didn't mean to sound like a smart ass and shit when i said it......
Nathaniel/Guy- [looks away with teeth clinches and fists] Just don't let it happen again, Aaron...(sounds like a smart ass)
Their was a challenge in his eyes and in the way he said it as he looked back at Aaron... Like he was daring him to say it, so hurt him if he did... The silence went on forever it seemed like, but it was only about 3 minutes, but to me is was since I was staring into Nathaniel's eyes the whole time... I was lost in them and I could almost feel the anger lashing out at me, daring me alone to say it... But no one did and someone came out of the bushes and stopped the whole thing with one word...
wolf messenger- Cedric's...[panting and out of breath]
He fell over and hit the ground with an amount of force... he was exhausted, his face was bloody and blood was gushing out of hidden wounds on his body... Almost everyone froze with fear in their eyes from the mention of that very name and they waited for him to continue...
I winced at all the blood seeping out of his cuts and wounds... I wanted to go down and help him though...
Her- Oh, my God.....(puts hand on mouth and quickly looks away)
I feared I would throw up if I took in another sight of his tore up bloody body... he had skin and pieces of him hanging off his arms and legs like he was hung by hooks on those pieces of flesh that hung on him...
wolf messenger- It's Cedric... He's on his way... [moans in pain] He found out what we we're going to do and He's Pissed...
Aaron- Damn... either he has a very good fucking hearing or we have a snitch/rat in are mists...(he looks side to side at all the people around him...) I know it's not my buddy here who punched me earlier... b/c he doesn't hang the way we do, and if he had a problem with me he'd tell me to my face... so um mm, I wonder, who it could be... he looked back at the messenger and his eyes told everyone who it “Logically”was...
It made sense and I wondered what was going to happen, then all of a sudden Aaron's nails turned to razer sharp claws...
messenger- Please Aaron... I beg you... please, it wasn't me... you have to believe me... I would never betray you in anyway... Aaron, Noooooooo.... Pleeeease!!!
and right at that very moment Aaron lashed out at his neck with such force that almost tore his head off... Aaron's whole entire body was soaked in blood, the Messengers limp body fell to the ground and lay fragile and weary as if he didn't believe or would have never guessed and seen it possibly coming from a friend... his friend, who in fact killed him... his eyes grew wide with shock, pain and a truth in them that told them all that he really wasn't the one who betrayed them... but they all ignored that sign and the look in his eyes... all except Nathaniel, he seen the truth and through the very last breath and movement the messenger had left... Nathaniel held his hand as he dead with tears in his eyes... Nathaniel got up slowly and pushed Aaron fiercely to the ground... But Aaron got back up with ease...
Nathaniel/guy- You son of a.... ahhhhh... [he slammed his fist against a tree several times] GOD!!!!!!!!!
Aaron- What.... What the fuck is your problem?!?
Nathaniel/Guy- You!!! Your my fucking problem and your an ass hole you know that!!! he was your best fucking friend and you just Killed him... you killed him because you had a feeling... a feeling he was the rat/snitch...
Aaron- Yea, and I would do it again if I had to...
Nathaniel tackles Aaron down hard and it knocks the wind out of him... Nathaniel starts punching him in the face and gut... Everyones cheering and yelling Nathaniel and Aaron on... all I could do was watch and hope Nathaniel wins... then the yelling stopped... the crowed that formed around the two split apart down in the middle showing off a magnificent, Huge Black and Grey wolf coming down through and snarling at all of them... Nathaniel and Aaron were still fighting, rolling around, and throwing punches at one another... the wolf jumps at them and while he's in mid-air he transforms into his human state and he then pulls them apart...
Cedric- what's going on here?!? I demand an explanation right now!!! says in with a fierce and dominate attitude...
They all look down and left the explaining for Aaron to do... Cedric looks towards the messengers dead cold body and the splatter of blood soaked on Aaron's clothing and forearms...
Cedric- Don't make me repeat myself!!!!!! I want an answer and right NOW... So spill it, Aaron... Or will I have to spill you and your blood like you've done so eagerly to your friend here lying dead on the ground!!! and I do MEAN, everything!!!
Aaron was silent for a moment, they all we're and Nathanael never once looked up at me... not throughout the confrontation of the wolf pack, the messenger, or this.... it was like he wouldn't dare look up here because it might signal where I'm at... just right at that moment he looked up at me... it was brief and only for a second but the look he gave me was worry and it was filled with comfort as if he was telling me every thing's going to be Okay and to hang in there just a little while longer...
Aaron-[wipes blood from bottom lip as he glances at the pack and then at Nathaniel with anger in his eyes...] We heard their were two lost humans in the forest and we found out by tracking them that it was a female and an older male traveling together... but we smelled a faint scent of blood and we figured it would be an easy kill so we went in search of them... we hoped it would have been the female that was injured in some type of way but we never got within sight of them to actually see who was the injured party member...
Cedric- Let me guess you took it up upon yourselves to find her and to show her a good time... Am I warm or boiling hot yet!!! don't lie to me either pack or I'll rule with an iron fist and you know how tough, rough, lethal my ruling of punishments can get!!! Just try me...
It looked as if Aaron considered his answer for a moment... pondering and choosing the right words to say before answering him.... as if he valued his life and wouldn't dare juggle with something that precious to him...
Aaron- To be exact, we had intended to find her and have are fun... but we also wanted to find the male, hunt him down, slice the throat and soak are fur with his blood...
Cedric- you know the rules of are kind and things that are forbidden... and ravishing a human is one of them!!! but killing a male in protecting are pack is not... So lets be off in are hunt and Aaron...
Aaron- Yes... [holding his breath in anticipation and in dread]
Cedric- bury your friend and pay your respects to him and his family... and tell them what you've done to him and why!!!
Aaron- Yes, elder...
Cedric- Well, get to it... and for the rest of you... hunt down the male... and if you come across the girl, Leave her unharmed and untouched!!! bring her to me... and if any or you have her scent on yourselves I'll personally kill you myself!!! is that perfectly clear... did I make myself understood to you all?!?
all spoke at once- Yes!!!!!!
- Good, now get going and bring the male to me when you catch him!!! unspoiled and dead...
Nathanael/Guy- I'd like to stay behind if that's alright elder!?! I have things to attend to...
Cedric- of course Owen, it's good to see you again... it's been a long time!!!
Owen is Nathaniel- it has... and I'd like to recollect myself and gather my bearings in order to face the rest of the “relatives”...
Cedric- take as much time as you need, and always remember your welcomed to stay in my house for a while till you built your own or find a reasonable one yourself in the mean time...
Owen- Thank you Cedric...
Cedric- you've always been a son to me, Owen... you know that right!!! and my family.... so it wouldn't offend me if you chose to stay out in the woods then in the company of my house... I would understand...
Owen-You've done so much for me already Cedric... I wouldn't want to overstep myself and your bounds...
Cedric- Nonsense, Owen!!! it's alright if you chose to stay with us or somewhere else... as long as it's comfortable and suitable to you... besides I could use the company since my household is overrun-ed and ruled by woman... [they both chuckled and laughed]
Owen- Need help putting the misses back in line!!! [they both chuckled again and patted each other on the back]
Cedric- What am I going to do with you Owen...
Owen- I'll tell you what I don't want you to do to me...
Cedric- Which is..............
Owen- Try to marry me off to one of your 7 daughters!!!! [they laughed harder and fuller then before]
she watched and guessed they probably laughed that way because Owen's comment was true... that Cedric would try to marry him off with one of them!!! they seemed very close, like in a father son type of way but from the way they were talking you would have known that they were not... my hands started shaking from the cold breeze coming up out of no where... I really wasn't wearing warm clothing, the wind blew right through them and I couldn't stay warm like I would if I was on the ground... since the breeze was in fact coming upward and hitting me everywhere... [shivering and trying to warm hands with her warm breath] she still pondered and tried to remember something that trying to comeback to her but it didn't and she wondered what happened to her and why has she forgotten everything from when she was running in the forest with that strange man pulling her along... her past... everything Just was gone... vanished and disappeared from her... she looked back at Cedric and Owen laughing and having a good time and then her eyes drifted towards Aaron... and his gaze was aimed at the both of them... with hate in his eyes and it was almost like he had a death wish for both of them... it was a cold stare, cruel and ugly.. he began dragging the body and then he lifted it up onto his shoulders and walked away... silently into the night with blood dripping on him and only a memory of a dead friend calling out to him....


End of chapter 1
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