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Birthday
1986-09-14
Gender
Female
Location
in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
2006-05-26
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Real Name
Jasie
Personal
Achievements
Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.
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Monday, January 1, 2007
Happy NEW YEAR!!! MAN I'M TIRED...
tImE: 1:48AM
mOoD: HAPPY AND TIRED
qOuTe: WHEN LIFE BRINGS YOU DOWN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS JUST KEEP SWIMMING JUST KEEP SWIMMING...
BY DORA FROM FINDING NEMO
WELL NEW YEAR WAS PRETTY COOL, i SHOT MY SISTER WITH A ROUND OF A GUN POPPER!!! IT SHOOTS STRINGS AND NEW YEAR STUFF... DRANK APPLE CIDER, AND LIT BLACK CAT FIRER WORKS!!! AND HAD FUN DOING THAT!!! :)'S
TOOK A SHOWER AND AM NOW TIRED... WE ALSO MADE A BIG STAKE DINNER... THAT WAS GOOD!!! YUM... ^^
AND i CUT MYSELF ON ACCIDENT BY HELPING MAKE THE SALSA!!! ouch!!! ><
AND FOR THE LOVERS OF MY STORY i FINISHED CHAPTER 3 SO HERE IT IS... i HOPE YOU LIKE AND i DIDN'T DISAPPOINT ANY OF YOU!!! HAPPY READING AND HAVE A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR DAY AND NIGHT!!! zzzZZZ --
Owen finally found a decent looking place to be held up for the night... it was a old run down shack house far off from any and all shape shifters he knew, miles and miles away from anyone...
Owen- This looks good enough...
he woke her up and slowly placed her down... then told her that he had to make sure no one would come within a few yards of this place...
Owen- Stay here, I'll be right back Okay...
he gave her a kind look and had a grin on his face that was actually a smile too...
Her- You want to get rid of me this quick huh!!!
he smiles...
Owen- I'll be back... I just have to do something real quick... don't be afraid, but I have to... well... mark my territory, in so to speak...
Her- You have to WHAT?!?
the look on her face was priceless and full of shock and humor all at once, all he wanted to do was laugh... she covered her mouth and with her eyes smiled, so he figured she went through with what he wanted to do!!! laugh...
Owen- Fine I'll either strip here and give you my clothes to hold on to while I change into my other form or I can go off into the woods somewhere and strip and change there... your choice lady...
she blushed and smiled...
her- Well whatever suits you best!!!
so he swiftly moved out towards the woods to discard his clothing and shape shift in order to mark his territory around the house... which actually was him peeing all around the property to mark what's his and tell others by scent... NOT, to come near here... that it's HIS!!!
but before he walked away, he glanced back at her one last time, before he changed into the monster he so was...
she was remarkably beautiful and he was baffled by her appearance, she looks exhausted, her hair was a mess but it was so sexy the way it just fell in and around her face...it was a brownish maybe red color... she was breath taking to him... even though the wind blew, it was like it blew in her favor, like it danced with her hair and surrounding only her shoulders and never her face and those... those EYES!!! Her eyes were his main focus ... they showed so much emotion he actually felt pain and sorrow every time he looked into them... As if he were their with her in every moment those memories arose to strike at her and case her pain and utter torture inside... He could so easily get lost in them... So ravishingly wondrous and lovely... they were a blue-ish green with gray outlining around the blue but now they looked a greenish jungle color with the gray...
Owen- Strange...
her- What?!?
he just acted like he didn't hear her question and walked away while he thought to himself...
she looked so fragile and so delicate... but in the heat of a conversation, she becomes so passionate and hostile in situations... she was a woman with lot of layers to her, lots of secrets, trust issues, someone who's use to being on her own... he wanted to get to know her, but didn't want to get attached or her to him... or the growth of emotions and feelings towards one another... and HELL... he didn't need this shit, but she intrigued him, puzzled him and enticed him to the point where he just wanted to beat the answers out of her... or until she would tell him her life story, who she is and everything about her...
he shook his head violently... he was talking nonsense and she was literally scaring the hell out of him... how could one woman do such a thing, a human, to a mere shape shifter!!!
Owen- [talks to-self] pull yourself together... you can't let a WOMAN!!! make you lose your focus and train of thought on what's at hand!!! why am I even risking my hid on this chick...
so he changes and stays a far distance from her as he conducted his business... in the mean time she's observing the area and deciding on whether or not to tell him to his face in the morning or now what's on her mind...
he watches her as he begins dressing and wonders as to WHAT, she's thinking about!!! he strides right up behind her ready for a complaint or an utter detest of where she's to stay, when he stops dead in his tracks when she turns around with a smile on her face and says...
Her- Thank you!!!
stunned silence was all Owen did...
Her- You've done so much, but yet your risking a lot for me and my safety... but you don't have to worry about me no longer!!!
he looked puzzled at what she had meant...
Her- Tomorrow I'll be on my way and a burden no longer to you...
he was shocked by the turn about of a great beginning of a thank you, to a dramatic farewell/good bye and good riddance to him... so much that his mouth was gapping open, but he quickly shut it in an instance and closed the remanding distance between them both... he wondered if she could in fact survive on her own... but cut off that thought and worry in his mind...
Owen- So you think you can handle yourself out here in the wild do you!!! you know theirs wild animals and NOT, including the type and kind your staring at!!!
he shoved that comment right in her face as if she was a mere child being scowled for stealing!!!
Her- I'm certainly able to handle myself, Sir!!! and am in NO, need of your help!!!
she shoved that just as hard back at him with a humph...
Owen- Oh really?!? we have impeccable hearing and flawless night vision that we can in fact see a fly land on a leaf in the depths of the dark... (meaning a cave or some sort of lightless area)
Her- I'm not afraid of dying or in fact facing my own death if that's what your trying to scare me with!!! If it is my time, then it is my time... death comes to all those living no matter how they may try to prevent it... I have seen death and survived OWEN, and if in doing so, when I go on my own, then so be it!!!
Owen was baffled and shocked at her comment, but showed none whatsoever to her in his expression...
Owen- You talk about death as if it is your friend and welcomes you with open arms without pain... let me tell you!!! life is pain, you just relive it and feel more and more of it the longer you live... so don't tell me your not afraid lady, b/c I can MAKE YOU, If I have to in order to show you how it really and truly feels!!!
Her- I didn't mean to come off fearless and unexperienced in knowledge and innocent in nature as a stupid child... I can handle myself Owen!!! I have done so for quite a long time... and I need NOT, of your protection in order to stay alive... I just wanted to let you know I'm going my own way either now or at dawn!!! WITHOUT YOU... I'm sorry to be rude or seem like I do not appreciate your kindness and help... it's just I can handle myself and what may come my way... I don't want to see you risk your life for mine or in fact die b/c of me... I can not live with myself if in fact you were to die for me...
Owen- Can I say something now!!!
he took the silence as a yes...
Owen- You are NOT, a burden to me, a pity take on b/c my kind is so cruel to yours and I want some kind of penance over my soul so that I can go into heaven... I have done wrong, YES!!! I know that, but I will take full responsibility for that when the time comes and death befalls upon me... I don't want to ask god, YEAH!!! if I save this poor unfortunate soul, will you forgive me for all sins against me... I work for my forgiveness and even though I know I may never be forgiven I still will NOT, leave a memory lost woman on her own and try to face it that way until her regrettable memory loss comes back to her... So to bad, to sad... you can't, no matter WHAT!!! Be able to get rid of me... I promise you that!!!
Her- Your an ass hole you know that, a despicable man who doesn't know what the word NO!!! means...
Owen- Yeah, yeah, yeah!!! no name calling... did I insult you with ugly, pity name calling just b/c you lost and can't except that!!! and probably but defiantly, I also think your pretty much just unsure of yourself too!!!
he had a serious but ha ha ha type of look on his face saying he won, he won, what are you gonna do look on him... it made her want to slap it right off...
Her- Aren't you so lucky you have the strength and boldness to push and force a lady under her will just to please yourself... you call, YOU ALL!!! call yourselves men... *humph* your nothing but a bunch of over grown, self indulging, ego maniac's pointing and ordering everyone weaker and less BIG, then yourselves!!! So you take it upon yourselves to just hurt and bring down everyone else by telling them how every things going to be and expect no ifs ands or buts..
Owen just stood their like it was the pledge of the united stated of America and held his hand over his heart in appraise and in pride while also shaking his head yes...
Her- You arrogant bastard...
Owen- Pardon me little lady... what was that you so said about little old me!!! I just might have to wash your mouth out with soap...
she couldn't help it, she burst into laughter... and so did Owen... she looked down and then just barely noticed that a lite mist was starting to roll in and surround them...
Her- We better settle in for the night before this mist encases us in and maybe even separates us from the house...
Owen- Yeah your right... lets get going...
Their was a chill in the air and Owen wished he could have got wood to built a fire but knew right off that the others were out looking for her and the man, so that would have altogether would be a bad idea... but still, he knew she was cold and seen it too... she shivered from time to time and had goosebumps on her arms, legs, and not to mention else where that was hidden under her very thin clothing... the wind just blew right through her and he felt bad that he, on the other hand was warm blooded so the wind and cold effected nothing whatsoever to him... even though he knew she was cold he still just had to ask...
Owen- Are you cold?!?
he eyed her... and began taking off his button up shirt...
Her- No I'm alright, but thank you for asking!!! it's nice outside...
Owen held on to his shirt and watched her walk away thinking she had him fooled...
Owen- Okay, cut the crap... I know your cold so take my shirt...
Her- I said I was fine so keep it... and anyways you have nothing else to where and I told you I won't have you getting sick or whatnot just for me... I'm fine, I told you that and that's that... end of conversation!!! change the subject and lets get moving towards the house...
she kept walking away from him... Owen just couldn't believe her stubbornness and just her unwillingness to simply take his shirt and stay warm... he just couldn't believe the effect this woman was having over him... she already was driving him crazy... maybe that's a sign... a sign to ditch the chick and leave her as she wanted... but two can play that game and his morals and conscience wasn't cool with leaving her on her own, so he was gonna play her game, and he was gonna WIN... but for now he was gonna let her have her way, FOR NOW!!!
Owen- Alright, suit yourself... but I don't wanna hear you gripping later on tonight about the coldness and wanting my shirt then!!!
Her- I won't be, so leave and keep your concerning and worry to yourself... Because I need none of them and I don't need for you to worry about me also!!! GOT IT!!!
Owen- Suit yourself little lady... I'm only warning you forehand about how cold it'll get...
Her- Don't worry and I'M NOT A LITTLE LADY!!! GOT THAT!!!
Owen- Then what am I to call you!!! You don't even know your own name, so what are we gonna call you!!!
she thought to herself for a bit and then she heard in the back of her mind two names calling out to her...
Her- Naomi... Dani... [says with a puzzled look on her face] Naomi or Dani, Owen... choose one for me...
Owen- Naomi or Dani huh?!? where did you pick out those names from?!? why is it that those names you so said are even yours... and why can't you figure out which ones your name?!? What's going on here?!?
Her- I don't know, they sound so Familiar to me, but I just can't figure out where from or how!!! I don't understand this, why I have to just wake up and remember nothing... do you think I want this for me or I'm playing some sort of pity me type of game so you'll help me!!! DO YOU OWEN?!? Why would I, I just told you I want to go on my own and you think I'm giving you some sort of bullshit so you'll help me out!!!
Owen- why are you so defensive that you have to stand up for yourself on every little bad or even implying something bad that you might be doing, why do you have to defend yourself so strongly?!? why is it that you think for every question I ask you it's a bad one on your part and for me as well?!? What are you hiding from me?!?
Her- I don't remember anything Owen... Why would I remember if I was or not... and you only asked me one question about myself so far other then when you asked for my name previously tonight... Why are you so forthcoming in knowing everything you can about me?!? and why are you so
impatient?!?
Owen- Maybe it's because you get under my skin or that theres something that's just not right about you that doesn't make any sense...
Her- Like what Owen?!?
Owen- Just how the whole night everyone wanted to find you and you where mysteriously knocked out and remember nothing of how you where running with that strange guy and who you are!!! that's strange to me!!! and why was the elder Cedric not willing to just do away with you like all the others he had done before you... somethings not right here!!! and I intend to find out!!! but for now I'll have to wait because you can't seem to remember... and I'm a patient man, I can wait!!! but I won't wait long!!!
Her- I'm not keeping anything from you Owen!!! I DON'T REMEMBER!!! why is that so hard for you to understand!!!
she runs off into the misty fog...
Owen- Naomi, Dani, hey YOU!!! [runs after her]
she runs into the misty fog neither seeing the way she's going or behind her... but knows she doesn't want to go back or be with Owen any longer... she sees trees and branches next to her as she runs by but still gets swatted in the face, arms and leg as shes running past them at a close range... but she doesn't see the tree branch on the ground before she trips over it... she stumbles at full speed on the medium size branch, hits a huge log in front of it with her rib cage and brakes a few ribs and knows that when she hears them brake, scraps her cheek and face on a rough part of the log that has her feeling a warmness rushing down her right side and finally hit the ground floor on the other side of the log only to hit a big rock on the left side of her head that utterly knocks her out...
Owen finds her later on only to be full of anger at himself for causing the situation shes in... he upset her, hurt her feeling which had her running away from him which had caused her to come upon this state that she's in now...
Owen- [talks to-self] Owen you ass hole, she's right... you are one!!!
And as Owen's carrying her to the house and trying to clean up her wounds and cuts while he's cursing himself, she's remembering.....
END OF CHAPTER 3
i HOPE YOU ENJOYED AND LIKED IT!!! LET ME KNOW WHATCHA THOUGHT AND GOOD NITE... SLEEP TIGHT AND KEEP WARM!!! IT'S COLD HERE... Burr... *SHIVERS CUZ I'M STIL WET AND IT'S COLD* NITE...
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