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Birthday
• 1986-09-14
Gender
• Female
Location
• in myself in which no one there ever hurts me
Member Since
• 2006-05-26
Occupation
• trying to live in my own skin
Real Name
• Jasie

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Achievements
• Surviving one day at a time.
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I ever seen one of Hayao Miyazaki's movies and other Studio Ghibli ones I fell inlove!!! I just started watching anime, movies and reading manga ever since then...
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO!!! ^^ Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, Elfen Lied, FMA, Howl's moving castle, witch hunter robin, Inuyasha, samurai 7, samurai champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, spirited away, vampire hunter D, princess Mononoke, blood: the last vampire, and many
Goals
• To Never change into something or someone I REALLY am not, to just be my self.
Hobbies
• hanging out by myself, chatting, writing stories, poems, and on occassions I read in my dark room with only a single lamp shining through it's darkness.
Talents
• playing several instruments, making people laugh, and hiding my true feeling from everyone around me with my "so called" MASK.




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Thursday, January 11, 2007

   Hiya I... *pukes in background*
I woke up today around 4am to take my mom to work and hang out until she's ready to leave... it was NOT!!! busy and so boring for once... I burned my hand with boiling HOT!!!!!!! water... and ate food that had me sick and puking my brains out so much that my head felt like it was going to explode and that I was going to passout... my uncle (fave one) came and visited us in the restrant... that was cool!!!
I listend to Ink'd music for a while but had to change it b/c the "restrant" was for older time life people not the new day life style... it was ok we listened to 50's through the 80's best hits... I knew a lot of them b/c of my younger sibling while growing up and my mom...
I felt so bad the entire day, I felt like someone was twisting a knife in my gut, or tearing my insides out only to play yo'yo with them to cause me brutal pain... I felt like crying... I couldn't breath at times, and wanted to fall to my knees begging for god to end my suffering...

we came home around 11:30 I slept a little and then we had to go back to work to cash out are shift amount... and stayed for a bit...

we came home, I made dinner, and we watched some Tv and now it's
Time: 11:25pm...
Mood: I'm sick and tired...
listening to: the silence and it's soothing and calming me a bit...
and my quote for the day it: you can take the sadness out of your expressions but you can't take the sadness out of you... hiding from your pain and the world just makes you disappear for a little while, until "they" want to hurt you some more... just think about that!!! by hollow

end of post... nite and don't let the darkness of nightmares consume you tonight... *wraps arms around you and hold you tight* sleep, it'll all be over soon... *puts on night-lamp to help you sleep better* *covers you up and sits in corner til your fast asleep... nite*

ZZZZzzz.... *eyes are shut*
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