Tuesday, November 6, 2007

   How could I have been so stupid?
i am such an idiot... i broke up with my boyfriend last night... he is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i ruined it completely... i love him so much and i miss him really bad... i tried calling him a million times but he wont answer my phone calls... it's killing me... usually when i break up with a guy it doesnt hurt me hardly but this time it hurts like hell... im nothing without him... and i couldnt sleep at all last night... im such a retard... i've never been so pissed at myself in my life... there's no point in living my life if he's not in it... i cant stop crying now and everyone at school kept on asking what was wrong and that didnt help me any cuz it just made me think about him more... this sucks... i love him with all of my heart and im nothing without him...

~Holly~
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Monday, November 5, 2007

   I'M SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW!!!!
omg!!! there is so much going on right now... im still with jay-c but my ex-boyfriend called me yesterday and we talked practically all day long... he knows im taken at the moment but he still has feelings for me and i still have feelings for him... it sucks though cuz jay-c really cares about me but not as much as james(my ex) does... and on top of that jay-c is so controling... im not alowed to do any of the stuff i like to do... i cant even drink caffine... he said i cant drink it cuz its bad for you... and he is way too emotional... i know girls always complain cuz their guys arent very emotional but i prefer them that way... its like we switched roles or something... plus there are some other guys that like me and i cant do anything about it even though i like them back cuz im still with jay-c but i dont know how to break up with him cuz i dont know how he will react... i dont know what to to and its killing me...

~Holly~
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Thursday, November 1, 2007

   I LUV HIM!!!
i love my baby so much... i know i was pissed off but i could never stay mad at him... besides... i was thinking about the whole situation and i realized that he only says what he says cuz he really cares about me and truely feels like it not ok cuz he thinks he shouldnt make any mistakes to begin with... and i cant exspect him to be perfect... now i feel bad for acting the way i did... i hope he can find it somewhere in his heart to forgive me... im sure he will... he always does... i love him so much...
he keeps asking me what i want for christmaas but i wont tell him... lol... i dont want him to spend any money on me... i told him not to waste his money on me and to spend it on something better... he said it's not a waste of money as long as it's on me... he is so sweet...
i still have to figure out what he wants cuz he told me he wont tell me unless i tell him... lol... so im either gonna have to give in or keep fighting and figure out what he wants on my own...
WOW!!! i have 8 minutes left of class... then i'll get to go to busses...
im really bored... lol... UPDATE: 6 minutes left of clas now!!!... lol... oh btw... did i mention how bored i am??? lol... 5 minutes left of class... lol... the clock needs to move faster... lol... im gonna go ahead and go so i can shut down my computer... lol... i'll talk more later!!!! buh bye!!!!

~Holly~
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   PISSED OFF!!!!
omg! my boyfriend pissed me off so bad today... i was texting him during third period and he was being perverted and and i pointed it out to him and he said he was sorry and i said it was ok then he said that it wasnt ok.... it mad me so effin mad... it made me think he didnt trust me so i asked him if he trusted me and he said of course... but i still know he doesnt... anywho... so now im trying to find a way to get out of my bad mood so that i will sound happy when i get home from school and talk to him on the phone...
anywho... im still at school and it sucks... but i only have about an hour left of school.... anywho... lol... i just realized that i say anywho way too much... lol... so...(just incase you didnt notice i changed it to so instead of anywho... lol...) i had fun last night... my mom took me over to my friend marissa's house and her mom droped us off at the mall... we walked around looking at all the cool costumes... i saw naruto and freddy cruger talking... lol.. it was fun... we got some candy and then when our feet were killing us and we were tired we called her mom and she took us home... and im enterested in what some of ya'll did for halloween... so feel free to tell me... you can pm me or comment.... i'll talk to ya'll later...
~Holly~
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

   HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!
yippie!!! today is Halloween!!! i am so glad... the only problem is that once it is here it is gone way too fast... im so excited though cuz im gonna go hang out at the mall with jay-c... lol... i am at school(of course) and wish it was 3:30 so i could go home... i also wish i could see my baby... but i will tonight... lol... btw i have a bet going on with him... he says i cant go an entire afternoon without kissing him... but im gonna prove him wrong... i always do... so far i have won every bet with except one... lol.. im not gonna say what it was though... lol.. oh and we rented Transformers... it was a really good movie... i loved it... i was surprised that i liked it... i usually dont like that kind of thing... lol... but anyway... idk why i keep posting these posts cuz no one ever comments on them... but i dont mind cuz i love to type even if no one cares what i say... lol... it gives me something to do to pass the time away... and i have completely lost track of how long this post is... lol... and yes i am really hyper but none of my friends are in this class so i have to do something other than just sit here... lol.. btw... i painted my nails black... lol... it looks so cool... you should see them... my baby is a senior this year so he got to dress up and he died his hair green and put it in a mohawk and put on black eye liner... he looks so HOTT!! in black eye liner!!!!! btw i made a new friend at school yesterday... his name is nick and when i told jay-c about him he got jealous... lol.. it was so funny... he gets jealous way too easily... lol... and im starting to run out of stuff to put down so im just gonna end this post before i think of something else to type about and end up making this the longest post ever...

~Holly~
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

   AN UPDATE ON MY LIFE!!!!
hey ya'll... sorry it has been so long... i've been kinda busy with other stuff... anywho... i have replied to all ur messages and cant wait to hear from ya'll again... anyway... i guess i should tell ya'll how things are going... things are actually going great for me... i have the greatest fiance in the world... i've been kida sad cuz he leaves for bootcamp on june 1st... but im enjoying the time i get to spend with him... he is joining the marines... anywho... the best part is that i dont have to hide it from anyone... even my mom knows... she was kinda shocked but she's ok with it... she said it's ok as long as im happy... and believe me i am... plus things are going great at school... i have a ton of friends who mean the world to me... it great... anywho... that's all for now... i'll be updating again later!!! i luv ya'll... thanks for listening...

~Holly~
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Friday, September 21, 2007

just a fuck!!!!!
Most girls I know are so lame

Red hot bods

They're all the same

Nothing in between the ears

Just lots of space

Six cans of beer to f**k



See you later

Thanks again

Maybe we can just be friends

All that space inside your head

Makes me want to go to bed and f**k



The love I have for her is real

$2.99 the six pack deal

See her with another guy

It makes me laugh

She thinks I cried





Girls in bars they make me sick

But I don't care if they suck my dick

Spend six bucks on dollar night

A prostitute for just one night to f**k





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Monday, August 27, 2007

   FINALLY!!!!!!!!!
omg! i am so happy cuz the guy i like finally asked me out and i said yes!!! the only problem is that he goes to a different school so i hardly ever see him. but i talk to him every day. anyway, i'm taken now so i wont be sad anymore! i'll add more later!
*Holly*
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

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