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Saturday, April 28, 2007

   Emo.
I have this really instense headache. The blinding type, where it makes you rather nausea-ish too.

I can deal.

Yesterday and today was a lot of fun, hanging out with friends, wearing top hats through family video, dancing, screaming, then passing out. I never managed to stay up much on Friday's, considering I wake up for school at 5:30.

Agh at the thought of school.

It's weird to think of being a senior next year, things being over, High School. As much as I hate my school -- I have no clue what I'm doing in life. Community college is my own choice due to my lazy ass and never applying myself. I love writing, I just have this passion for it.

I make up things in my head all the time -- scenes, just watching people around me, spacing out and imagining things happening like in books. Then I just write it out, crumble it up and toss it away. Getting it out of my system.

But taking writing seriously?

Never could. Too many risks, maybe continue it as a side thing. Then theres the thought of teaching, do I really want to go to school again? Teach kids who don't give a damn? Maybe I could teach special Ed students, of the younger variety, or... maybe, I don't know.

I just hope things work out for myself and my friends. It's rather heart breaking to even hear my mom say, "it's a good thought to think of being friends forever, moving in together, growing old, but, there is a time you need to think of reality."

Ah, well.
Birthday in two months.
Any suggestions for what I should do for the party?
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