Birthday 1993-07-29 Gender
Female Member Since 2006-10-07 Occupation Proud Heartbreaker. Real Name Caz Creeper/GeezLouise/Caz
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Achievements Most mellow and funny person most ppl ever met, oh and I remembered to wear clean underwear today. Favorite Anime Chrono Crusade. Goals to become a comedian or lyricist Talents Cussing fluently
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Well, I said I'd post it sometime so, here it is! *NOTE: Ethan is a crazy !@!#$#$. Try not to get too attached.*
I woke up in my Serta soaked in urine and sweat. Yet another night terror I had barely escaped. I could still feel that hideous doctor’s cold blade mutilating my abdomen while I was wide awake and un-drugged. I ran straight down the stairs and into the washroom to check my pale and disoriented face for the blood that had splattered during my nightmare. I saw bright red, oozing stains drenching my face and a long, dark crevice in my stomach where his blade had been. Tears ran down my horrified expression. I yelled for my wife Victoria as the blood began to drip. She didn’t listen. I had always wondered how deep a sleeper she was rather than if she escaped her room to sleep with my best friend that night (as she had done on our fifth anniversary). I didn’t bother to go check on her since there had always been a rift between us since we married. That and I didn’t want her to yell at me or see her without her makeup on. Anyways, I called the doctor though I didn’t really expect her to answer considering she had given up on me when- she answered. I had told her someone from my dream realm had come for me again having hacked me in my sleep. She took a long pause “Ethan, I think you’re going insane.”
“What? How could this be? I was totally sane. Is it hot in here or what?” I found myself thinking. Of course I would never reply this way, she would start to think I was really insane and call my mother, father, and my cousin Norbert. I actually replied with, “You know what that pill does to me, Nora. I can’t help these things you know.”
“I don’t know if you’re either talkin’ ‘bout your vitamins or what you take for your ADD, boy!”
“Is there any chance you could help me, Nora? I’m really tired and confused. And I stammer. Can’t you sense it?”
“I’m sorry but, I’m not so sure I can help you any more.”
“But, Nora I trusted you! I’m relying on you! You’re the only person I’ve been able to talk to since the anniversary!”
“……I’m sorry I can’t help you, Ethan.”
I replied subtlely. “I’m a very lonely man, Nora.”
“I’m calling the men in the white coats, Ethan. Come quietly please.”
“I can’t do that, Nora. You know me.”
“Heh, heh. You’re a trooper. I enjoyed being your counselor.”
“……..good-bye, Nora.”
She hung up. The blood was gone. The tears were gone. The ale and horrified expression on my face……gone. I then gathered what clothes I had washed the night before. I put on my leather hat and matching trench coat. I’m a man on the run now. One lone writer defying all odds! I drove my Hummer at mach 5 speed to fight the adrenaline and escape them. I had felt the urge to drive myself off the bridge I was approaching. Good-bye, world, good-bye everything. Good-bye Nora, the one I love. Good-bye Victoria, the one I despise. My mind was on all of those things I wasn’t focused on the road. Before I knew it I was hit. I was rammed by the sharp bodied convertible behind me. I wasn’t focused and I paid for which. They had told me I had passed out sometime after. They had told me I was crazy. They had told me I was on a road to hell since I started. Well, I say:crew them!!!!!!! I will some day be their God and have them caged! Those damned men in the white coats you may have restrained me once but, now that I shall escape I shall come for you. You better watch out because here I come! Oh, you! Yes, you! The one who I slipped this to. Yes, yes! Come here, boy! Would you you mind letting me out of this strait jacket? Yes, I wrote this with my toes now please, get me out of here will you?!!!!!!!! It's so freaking miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1. Did you like my story?
2. If so should I draw some opf the characters?
3. Do you think Ethan has the right to be crazy?
4. Who does Ethan remind you of?
Btw, I was really happy yesterday because, I submitted some e-cards out of boredom and both of them got featured! Yay!
1. Today, I told Blendon Man about my post yesterday, it freaked him out! He was all, "Cassie you can't use my real name on 1 of your blogs!!!!" and "You actually talk about me on the internet?". Well, I told him I didn't use his real name. Yeah, I know I half-lied. But, I didn't want him all freaked out by me and stuff............
2. I put a bunch of e-cards up on theO last night. Only 2 showed up though. But, that's okay. It's better than nothing, right?
3. I wonder if I should change my theme. This one's a bit boring.......
4. A poem I wrote! Please don't be mean.........:
What you said that day.
Those words
those awful words
the ones I heard you say
are wretching my being
to this day
"What if?"
that awful "What if?"
I feel like crying
everytime I hear your name
Though, I smile
and cock my head
I wish you dead
for what you chose to say
If you know who are I don't feel this way anymore. Though, now talking to a certain someone is harder because of which...................
Survey!
1. How would you feel if I posted more poetry ?
2. Any reccomendations for a new theme ?
3. Can you guess who I like?(other than my friends from skool)
4. Can you guess why I'm so happy right now ? *^.^*
5. How do you feel about Uchihacest (ItachiXSasuke) ?
1. I have a choir concert tonight! Wish me luck! I shall rebel this time by flipping up the collar on my polo shirt! Cuz, I feel very evil today! ^0^
2. My 3 pictures showed up yesterday! Come over to my portfolio and check 'em out!
3. A random story from today! XD:
Today at lunch we were making food super heroes! XD I came up with "Snack Man"(a gingerbread man with a yogurt mask) but, he looked so delicious I decided to eat him! *^0^* And Blendon Man(my friend Brendon) came up with "Apple Man"(an apple with a face made by a fork! With a fork body!) Blendon Man made it say things to me like "Love me" and "Every girl is crazy for an apple man". It was so friggin' hilarious! But, I was sorta freaked out cuz, I figured he was saying the things.......not the apple. So, I screamed and I knocked Apple Man's head off! And at some point he ended up on the other side of the cafeteria! XD
Okay, I shall do yet anotnher short summary of my week!
Thursday(well, at least the rest of it):
I went back to dad's pplace at 4:20. My old man picked me up!(no, flippin' duh) And being such a lazy donkey and all I didn't do my homework! I wrote some lyrics and a poem instead. I'll post them later. :)
Friday: I slept over at Midnighter Des8's place. We watched 'Monty Python and the Holy Grail' and 'Kicking and Screaming'. I loved 'Monty Python and the Holy grail'(as you can tell from my new avi) but, 'Kicking and Screaming' was a bit lacking though, I found it cute and funny! Will Ferell is a good actor.
Saturday: I took bunches of naps and watched a show about seances and ghosts called 'the Unexplained'(it has the same name as one of my favorite books!) on the biography channel!(I'm really into that sort of thing).
Sunday: Lucy had puppy classes so we had her over at dad's for awhile. Lucy was really energetic it was hilarious! Especially, when she dug her face into my crotch! No matter how sick that sound you gotta admit that's really funny! XD
*hugs* Well, I missed everyone and stuff so, ..........yeah.(yet another Deidara moment.*giant sweatdrop*) Oh,yeah! Btw, I drew a whole lot over the weekend so, I'll be able to put a bunch of pictures up! Also, I wrote a short story for english I might post yesterday.(just saying!:) )
I'll start taking requests now! PM me what you want for me to draw! Just saying! XD
Last night my mom(and my younger sister) explained to me the schedule! I will visit my dad every other weekend and one week in a month. On Monday I'll leave and start spending my first week with my dad at his new house! I'll miss you all try to do a whole lot of drawings to submit to theO when I'm back. Speaking of drawings I uploaded 3 pics last night(long after I posted) check 'em out(they've been on theO for quite a while now)! I'm also, currently working on a picture of Yuna(FFX, FFX-2) in her X-2 outfit(I thought it was prettier). *yawns* Btw, I went to bed at midnight last night. I better get packing!
RayMan is such a hilarious game! XD
Oh, if you didn't happen to notice I changed my theme. :P
1. Thanx for 666 visits everybody! Yeah, I know. That's not a good sign............we have to be on our guard.
2. Well, on to the real topic. Today, I had to go this class thing with a bunch ofg other kids talking about divorce and whatnot. It sounds kinda stupid like, all you're gonna do is talking. But, it's actually quite fun! I really liked it and made friends with a kid who could do really neat things with his thumb! He was like double jointed! XD
3. A poem I wrote(yeah, I know. It's pretty dang short and I rhyme 'there' with 'there' 3 times):
I've lived in the shadow of a girl who wasn't there
I'd hide in the bathroom
cuz there was no one else there
I'd sit and I'd wait
starting to hate
that girl who was never there
(Why can't we settle?*
Why can't we settle?*)
When there's a big change
it's really hard to let it sink in
I can't remember if this mocve was planned
The only thing that I can't
is it's over with and I am damned
Chorus
She said it's through
He said I was laready done with you
It's true
we were screwed
(nothing's wrong*
something's wrong*)
I am young my opinion is new
I'm undone
But, I still say "no"
to this family feud
(Why can't we settle?*
Why can't we settle?*)
I'm sitting all in my chair
listening to the walls
I'm scared
Is there fighting?
Is there screaming?
I hear shouting
I hear a door slamming
I'm insecure
dad was here for sure
chorus
(Why can't we settle?*
Why can't we settle?*)
I am lost
and all too frustrated
What happened?
No hating
It's over
let this be a lesson
to a whole me that's showing through
chorus
(Why can't we settle?*
Why can't we settle?*)
Nothing's wrong
but, nothing's settled
I want to end this battle
(Why can't we settle?*
Why can't we settle?*)
I hear screaming ad broken bottles
(I refuse to cry
I refuse to lose it
if it's over
then screw it*@)
chorus
(Why can't we settle?*
Why can't we settle?*)
I don't care now and I am bored
let's stop fighting
I'm totally floored
if love means nothing
(I refuse to cry
I refuse to lose it
if it's over
then screw it*@)
for sure*