Birthday 1993-07-29 Gender
Female Member Since 2006-10-07 Occupation Proud Heartbreaker. Real Name Caz Creeper/GeezLouise/Caz
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Achievements Most mellow and funny person most ppl ever met, oh and I remembered to wear clean underwear today. Favorite Anime Chrono Crusade. Goals to become a comedian or lyricist Talents Cussing fluently
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First off I had to retype this. My cat the one I was typing when I let him nudge the keys....now theyre covered in hairs and my nose is full of 'em.....
Well as you can tell from the title I had a terible day. But then again it's what's to be expected for me though....Im nortorious for having terrible first days of school if you didnt know. Well there's not much to say here except I had the most terrible first day Ive had in my life(which is VERY bad considering how my original worst went).
Though there was this one REALLY weird instance where I was walking down the stairs to get tp English and there was this one girl walking up behind me REALLY close. I mean she was stepping on my heels and I could almost feel her chest on my back. My heart started beating like crazy so I reacted like "The fuck?"(cuz I was really annoyed at the time) and she bumps me sorta as she walks around me like she was mad or something.
First off I have a few secrets Id like to let you guys in on I only told a couple ppl here and I thought to myself "Hey thats not fair." so I thought Id post about it.
1. A little while ago I found out I was bisexual. I was in denial for the oast few monthes and thought "Naw this is nothing. Im totally straight really..." but after a "turn of events" Ive decided to admit it to my best friend and wanted to tell you guys. Just so you know this guarantees Ill put pics of girls up too now, kk?
2. For a little while I went insane a doctor even confirmed it. But now ive stopped the appraitions since Ive made up w/ my buddy and now I stop seeing them and I like never go hysterical anymore! Im SOOO happy!
3. Ok, this may not be much of a secret nor have I told anyone this but I decided to post right now because of this. Well just about a couple minutes ago I.....saw a UFO. I know youll think Im crazy but really I did! And it was quite the sight too! Well at first I was headed for bed. I was under my covers and I heard a noise that sounded like an airplane so I got up and took a peak out my window just to see. AT FIRST it looked a little like a low-flying plane but I squinted a little and I saw that it was diiffernt. It was like a little wider, it came in that shape they did in that one F*cking Scooby-Doo movie w/ aliens in it or whatever(O__o;) and it had a MILLION more lights that came in red, yellow and green. I think it was purple. Then when I couldnt see it anymore I heard a noise that sounded like the beating of plastic drums. As soon as I saw I told my dad and my sister. IT WAS SOOOO FUCKING AMAZING!!! I cant even get to sleep now!!!
P.S. Try not to be skeptical PLEASE. I really did see this so PLEASE TRY to believe me.
Well today I went to my highschool's orientation. At first I thought "Damn, this is gonna suck.." but as the day went on and I eased into it, it got better and better. I even saw almost all of my friends! Except Kitai and Sarah Depp(thats my nickname for her). Also Libby Clifford The Bitchy Queen of all Preps is in my science class though I do have animelover12344 in there. Besides Im making her miserable so far. And When she went into the classroom and sat right in front of us w/ her sophomore friend she turned around and said:
"You have GOT to be flipping kidding me."
I reply, "hey, sweetie" and I wink at her.
You should have seen her face! It was SOOO totally classic! And I have a few friends in my classes. *does a small yay*
Science: animelover12344
Social understanding(dont ask): Miroku-san(thats what Ill call him since he cosplayed as Miroku in manga club 2 years ago)
Math: Heather and Jade
English: Midnighter Des8
Well I know promised so yeah here they are. Also sorry if my typing is terrible and totally halfassed. Im in a pretty bad mood so Im kinda all "screw this" if you get my picture and if you dont, like I said my typing is VERY halfassed today.........
My disconnection in you
I am sore from selfinflicted pain
the stains of shame from my past still show on my soul
and thats to blame
and though Ive sturggled and squirmed for my life
Ive somewhat lost interest
and even in these final breaths
Im thinking today might be my last
Chorus
What's w/ the new found desperation?
what's w/ the new found apathy?
what is w/ this hesitation
w/ this gun to my head
cuz its not me
In such confusion I am weak
the days get longer and longer
w/ less and less sleep
knowing I cant have you Ive lost my mind
well at least youve reached out for me
and oh how you tried
but in my dissatisfaction
I still cried
Chorus
At this point in desire
for alienation
That Ive come so far pursuing
I want more connection w/ the disconnection Ive pined
Im willing to do wahtever it takes
to make it mine
Chorus
No matter what ive been doing
no matter what Ive done
even after alll the screaming
w/ these last moments fading
and though Im watching the clock
in this new found pining
youre all I really want
Chorus(2x)
God only knows
god only knows
god only knows
god only knows
At first it started out as a fairly good day. I woke up pretty late at first but I still got ready just in time to go to the movies w/ pirategaara, I even beat her to the theater. Of course we got all goofy and random and stuff so we went to Hollister(the fucking store that's replacing HotTopic which I currently rebel) and said "NOOOOOOOO!!" for a bluntly obvious reason(Im surprised no one was looking at us like the last time I did that). We went to Rush Hour 3 and it was pretty good though I didnt know what was going on at first. And when the movie was over me and pirategaara started dancing out of the theater like they did at the end of the movie. Afterward we went to a couple stores until pirategaara's mom picked her up. Then I decided to call my mom and have her pick me up BUT my sister's dumb cellphone started freaking at me, the sound was totally screwed and I had to call mom a dozen times because it kept on cutting off my calls. After all that shit was over(thank God) mom picked me up. We talked for a little while and somehow got into a "fight" again(actually i dont know what the fuck to call it but it made me cry again all the same). When we got home I suddenly lost all of my energy and wanted to go to sleep. (Especially since even blogging felt like a chore and fucking tedious). I couldnt get to sleep for whatever reason and started thinking again and OF COURSE I cried. Now Im in the process of writing a really bitter song about someone Im really pissed at. Dont worry it's none of you guys, I guarantee(sp?) it.
Also Ive just recently got into the anime Hellsing. I told my mom a little about and had her watch some w/ me and apparently it worries her because I made a mere wisecrack about it for whatever reason....I mean at this point she SHOULD know Im sassy.
I see a counselor w/ my mom soon but Im starting to think that me and mom dont need a counselor if anything my mom should learn react slower and quieter and I should learn how to open up more even if she makes it worse.(:P) Besides if anything me and my dad need a counselor he makes me fucking cry nearly every time I see him it seems like. But it doesnt matter Ive only found 1 counselor thats actually helped me and the help only lasted for short term.
In other news, I visit my dad soon. Greeeeat....-__-;
Oh and Im seriously considering deleting my deviantART account. if you wanna know PM me but dont expect a reply today.
P.S. Tomorrow I leave all day for Duluth if the weather is nice w/ my family, I love it there but Im not looking forward to it Im bound to cry and I just hate that.....
Good news:
1. I just got my new laptop set up yesterday
2. I just saw a Pokemon movie I havent seen before earlier today
3. chihirochan is planning a big sleepover w/ all our friends
4. I actually had a really good sleep last day for a change.
5. My room is actually clean.
6. I submitted a million ecards and will submit some wallpapers today.
7. Expect lyrics soon. Ive written some good ones this time...
Bad news:
1. Me nad my mom have been fighting alot lately so we're going to have to see a counselor together.
2. The summer's definetly been going away fast. We already have some cold weather.
3. I cant go on deviantART at all anymore(Im sure of it) because my laptop THINKS that the things I have uploaded there are in this computer and that ALL, yes ALL of my files are pornographic when Im pretty sure I dont got anything like that anymore that is....
4. My laptop has been randomly closing me out of windows.
5. Ive been having these intense headaches and Tylenol doesnt help.
6. I dont know how hell to use the scanner when its connected to this computer and the other one I used to use. And not only that, I cant get to it anymore. Because My sister's obsession w/ Runescape has become unhealthy.
7. My sister's in a relationship online which is mostly fine for me but she's had a million boyfriends already(shes 12) and each relationship has ended early because she's never actually fallen in love nor is she passionate or at least obsessive(you know all girly and whatnot) about it. She doesnt even blush or smile when I mention him or ask about him. It really bugs me because to her stuff like that is JUST roleplay.
8. I lost my Skittles.
9. I have really bad kanker(sp?) sore right now and it got cut somehow....
10. I dont think I can continue the OHSHC series...
11. Now my computer thinks Ive hacked into my own account!! This is terible!!
Well the past few days nothing's happened really. Though I guess there's some more Cyndi Lauper on my iPod but we can get into that later....-__-;
As you may have already noticed Otakulypse 2.0 is upon us(for those of you who actually submit things you may aklready knpow what Im talking about). but dont worry word has it that The Big Cheese has returned so Im sure itll be fixed soon. Oh and Ive suffered some serious submitting withdrawal so this has effected me quite alot. lol....
And yeah Im watching Adult Swim right now and yes I admitted watched just a little of the Naruto marathon. Well anyways I did commentary on what I was watching cuz yeah I dont get to see Adult Swim a whole lot. Here's some quotes that really stood out:
"OMFG, poor Eddy!"
"I know how you feel, Rukia. Come over to my place, we get all "emo" w/ our bad selves. (jk)"
"ABOOrai Renjeh."(yeah it basically just out there cuz of the way I said that)
"Gackt OWNS Hyde."
"Yup, that's Haji alirght!"
"Yayuh! Ishida! That's MY man!"(yeah that's funny cuz I said that when I only got a brief glimpse of him)
"OMG! Haji was SOOO cute when he was younger!!"
"Bedwetter? Well it starts w/ "B" so I can only assume he actually called her a "bitch" in the sub."
"Chicken Nibbles???? Like, what the hell????"
"hey, is Sasuke wearing that rubber suit yet?"
"Rubbah suit, rubbah suit, rubbah suit, rubbah suit and OH! There it is! XD"
Oh and recently Ive gotten into Blood+ too....and Im watching GItS 2(Ghost in Shell 2) yeah the robots voices piss me the heck off even Drake and Josh quotes arent THAT annoying....llh. Gotta admire the music and artwork though.
Well nothing to report except my little sister had a happy birthday. She enjoyed her party and her birthday dinner at Perkin's last night. Since the story is fairly entertaining(scratch that more like stupid as it always is) I guess Ill share it w/ you guys.
Well at first everyone was arguing(okay just me and my siblings whiler my mom and I were futilely attemtpting to pry them apart). But we didnt draw so much attention to ourselves this time. Especially since the whole room was full of sound and had a really bad echo, it almost made me relieved. And of course since our food was taking a little while to come to our table my sibling acyted out of extreme boredom. They drew faces on their napkins and pretended they were ghosts because I was bored too I joined in. Only I didnt draw a ghost face on mine I drew a smiley face on it.(lol) At some point our ghosts got into a fight over who was older, and it started off w/ my brother saying "Im 8000, beat that!" and my ghost replied "Ooooh! I'm 3! Beeeatttt thaaaat!" Yeah....and then when we were eating my mom had a muffin w/ her meal so I kept on saying "murffin" out of boredom. Yeah...it's part of an inside joke w/ my family where I add the "er" sound to every other word.
Oh and my siblings(well actually my sister only) finally got my catchphrase "doop" rubbed off on them. So yeah now all I gotta do(op) is get my parents to start saying it...muwhahaha....
Also, can you comment on my wallpapers if you get the chance? Mine have sorta gone into a downward spiral recently....and I finished another request(long ago)! w00t!
Yesterday me and chihirochan went to see Spamalot! It was hilarious and very fun! And the songs were very clever. Our favorite part was the part w/ the gay guy! And Towards the end when the chracters were taking their bows we cheered for him the most at the end! And now me and chihirochan are going to start a Lancelot fanclub! XD
Nothing's going on much right now except my sister is having her 12th birthday party.
Oh and a couple days ago I got to see an Edgar Allen Poe movie marathon on TCM. Alot of the movies were good except for The Black Cat and The Masque of The Red Death. Those ones got totally screwed. But still Vincent Pryce did really well in alot of those movies! He's like my favorite actor!
Also I havent been sleeping very well lately. The reasons are pretty personal though.....
Here are some good Spamalot quotes:
"What goes on in Camelot, stays in Camelot"
"He's come to rescue me!"
"I always thought you were a fairy."
"No Lancelot's the fairy! Haven't you seen the last song?"