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Thursday, April 19, 2007


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Sorry, I haven't updated in a while, haven't read most your posts, used a lot of bad spelling in my(very few)comments and was probably lazy in them, have not answered the PMs I got today yet, have been kinda depressed-ish, adn all the other stuff I don't remember. Oh, yeah and I'm sorry I haven't submitted a fanart in a while. If I have it's probably on my new Secret Trance or old PhotoBucket account. Well, here's summary of what's been happening lately(yet again):

Tuesday: Started out good but totally disapointing in the end. Yeah, my optimism is hitting rock-bottom lately......and umm.....during manga club that day a couple of girls asked me to draw my OC Wuggles for them. I drew him as a pissed chibi to try and hint at my agravation of redrawing my works(and having people hang over me like vultures). No one brouht in any anime that day.(Woop-de-doo! No surprise there.....)

Wednesday: It was in the middle for me. Today was the first day of our reading testing. Which came at the perfect time, especially because Middy's Nirvana video gave me an aweful headache(please take no offense, middy. I had the volume way too high anyways). Which lasted trhoughout the night before, and the day after(today, not rteally but.....oh, YOU KNOW!!!!). I went to church with Middy and we talked about "Hell" the whole time. I believe in it and all but all I gtot out of it was a review of the stereotype. Also, I went to my afterschool thingy and a girl accused me of stealing her pencil, read my History Idol porject, commented on how "crappy" it was and how much worse my handwriting had been, and stole that pic of Hara UzK drew for me! LIKE WTF?????? We're out of banana bread now....TT^TT ..... and I changed my theme....you like?

Thursday: I was sorta tired-ish all day, no one would stop bugging me, and I cried at the end of the day. Oh, well. At least I got to school early. Sorry, Middy. I apologize for crying a lot lately and making you feel bad today. And I apologize for not telling you why i'm crying too. It's just that every time I do, you're like "Welcome to my life." when ours are so diffrent. A lot has changed over the course of a year and in many surprising ways. Please understand me when I say, "be more considerate at times." I am also sorry to all my other friends who hide things from. I just don't want you guys feel bad because of me and/or feel pressured to help because I'm not strong enough. Oh, and for those that don't know....: Every time I get frustrated I cry. I would much rather barf every time I felt frustrated and would usually cry......that says a lot doesn't it?

Excuse today's emo-ness, please.

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