Monday, February 27, 2006

   the Military Ball was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Military Ball was Sat and I had a blast. Michael, my boy friend, went with me and we danced twice. It was so much fun!!!!
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Bad Bad Emotions!!! I hate them!!!
Why does it seem like every time I finally find Mr. Right that everyone and their brother is tring to brake us apart????? I know that probaly isn't true but that's how it feels. I'm starting to feel like I'm being push back to second place in his heart. He rarely gets on aim and I rarely get to see him any more. He allways has to bring one of his friends with us when we go some where. Rare do we go out together by ourselves anymore. Don't get me wrong I like his friends but being around MY friends gets bugging after awhile and I've known them for 3 years. I just met them awhile back and they are all reagy starting to bug me. I know I have to share him but it's like when he gets around certin people he forgets that I'm around. I come close to tears just tring to get him to look at me. He asked me to marry him awhile ago and I said yes but ever sicne then we been going down hill as a couple. I hate it and I don't know what to do so please please please any help that anyone can offer is much much much welcomed. I really love my guy but I'm at a staill mate what to do. Any coments are welcome.
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

My Tears
My Tears don't end just because you want them to.

My Tears won't stop til there are no more.

The pain of the fights and yelling
still echo in my head.

The tears will flow when I will them not.

The fights and yelling hurt me more then eyes can see.

That's why I cling to my boyfriend and friends.

I hide my tears so all can't see my true pain.

I hide my fears behide things I love.

Writing is the only safe outlet for my emotions.

Again back in October when my parents were still fighting and again hope yall like.



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To Hold Back The Tears
To Hold Back The Tears:
I tighten my fist,
and close my ears,
So their angry words I can miss.

To Hold Back The Tears:
I shut my eyes,
And hide my fears,
So their angry motions I can guise.

To Hold Back The Tears:
I talk to people,
And they really help,
So their kind voices help ease my Tears.

I wrote this back in September when my parent were fightng. Hope yall like it.
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