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Saturday, April 7, 2007


   nothing is going right
me? hows my life going? i could have sent my brother to jail not too long ago for making my burn bleed (an act of assault as my father said, he said my brother could be in jail because we're not kids any more). well....if u wanna know, kat (my friend) and i were getting a ride from him yesterday(friday) and i fiddled with his CD player and he got mad at me for being annoying and grabbed my arm and squeezed it with his nails and broke the skin on my burn and it bled and hurt for 3 hours.

band-aid?...jeff?...the love of my life?...he's gone....he's going out with my friend erin now.......he'll never see me as anything more than a friend.....at least he's happy

school?...i still have no friends, i belong no where...i have no life...I DONT EVEN HAVE ANYWHERE TO SIT AT LUNCH SO I EAT IN THE LIBRARY IN SECRET.....

im a useless bag of flesh.....

I hate life

i've grown out of cutting, so i won't do that anymore....im just

so sad

...

thanks for being my friend whoever is reading this (not many cuz no one here likes me either). i wish you lived closer so i could go to your school and actually have people to talk to...


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