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Birthday
• 1990-02-15
Gender
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Female
Location
• Smalltown, USA
Member Since
• 2003-08-01
Occupation
• student
Personal
Achievements
• First chair clarinet for two years in a row
Anime Fan Since
• uhh.....
Favorite Anime
• Cowboy Bebop
Goals
• To get away from my hometown. (I've only crossed the state line ONCE)
Hobbies
• reading, writing, playing the piano, organ, and clarinet
Talents
• uhmm....i can read upside down....
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
I've had an awful week so far, and it's only Tuesday! I lost a really good friend's book, and am having trouble in math.
Has anyone else just gotten fed up with everyone around them? Most of my friends are driving me crazy! Now, I've found that I can only stand a few people. I'm just afraid to say anything for fear of making anyone feel bad. I'm pathetic, right? I don't think that I'm the only one that's had this problem..at least I hope not. Finding yourself in a situation that seems to have no correct answer is usually terrifying. It is for me, anyway.
I've heard it said many times that real friends are hard to come by. If that is so, why do we try to convince ourselves that everyone we meet has the potential to become our best friend? When I meet someone on the street, even if I've seen them before, I'm not going to stop and ask them about themselves! Other people are none of my business. I should just worry about myself and forget the rest of them.
I want to escape. Sometimes in the middle of a class, I feel like standing up and walking out the door. I never do because I am afraid of the consequences. For once, I want to act spontaneously. I want to act on the spur of the moment, and not think about what might happen, or whom I may offend.
Night, everybody.
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