Tuesday, May 25, 2004

   And Life Goes On.....
I realised something recently. It doesn't matter what I think because even I want it to stop, the world will still turn. Even if I believe the that someone is a 'bad' person, other people may adore them.

If someone wants to change the world, they don't have to affect a large group of people. They only have to change one small thing, and as long as that person knows that they've accomplished something good, they've changed the world. Even if you only affect your corner of the universe, you've accomplished something. As long as you feel you've done something good for mankind, you've changed the world.

I don't know what I want from life; I think that I'll never be satisfied with just accepting everything as 'fate' or 'destiny' though. I know that I can do something great with my life, and I won't settle for second best. One day, I'm going to do something good. I'm going to do something great and awe-inspiring. I want to be someone that people can look up to. Someday, I'm going to be someone that I can be proud of.

The person I spoke of earlier is no longer a 'friend' of mine. I don't think that I could have stood by and said nothing for any longer. Now, she plans to write a novel, (despite her pathetic writing skills (I'm not being mean, I'm being honest.)), and she 'shared' some excerpts. (Honestly, she forced them upon one of my real friends. -_-;) She says some terrible things about me, and she's said that her book is going to really influence society. I don't think that anyone has time to listen to whinings about how terrible her life is. Everyone else has bigger things to worry about, like war and deaths. I don't think she realises how silly she seems to everyone around her. She tells people that I'm still her friend, and that there never was a problem between us, and all the while, she's telling them terrible things that I've done. She tells people that I'm going to hell because I'm not like they are. She says that I'm the sort of person that incites a war. (I don't believe in wars. I don't think that there would be any wars if the mother's of all the world's soldiers got together to solve everyone's problems. They wouldn't want their children to go off and get killed, so they would be focused on a solution instead of just beating around the bush.)

All the time, I hear people saying horrible things about everyone else. What's the point in that? It doesn't make anyone look any better; it just proves how stupid we all are. "I'm better than you are because my parents have more money than yours do." So what? When we are sent into a depression (which I feel is inevitable) you won't have any more money than I do. You can't claim to be any better than anyone else.

Farewell, for now.