Thursday, June 23, 2005

Lots of things ^^;;
Well... ummm... I guess not o.o;; anyways, here's the FIRST episode of my Anime Talk show! Enjoy ^_~

Hotaru's Talk Show!
Episode 1: A Talk with Kurama!


Me: so, Kurama-kun, got a new girlfriend yet? I'm sure one of your fan girls will take the spot!
Kurama: *laughs* no, not yet.
Me: What about Sakura-chan?
Kurama: She's just one of your characters -.-; you never finished developing the story.
Me: Right ^^;; I knew that...
Kurama: You're so weird Hotaru-chan
Me: ^-^ Ya- hey, was that an insult?
Kurama: no... o.o;;
Me: Good ^.^ cuz if it was- *cracks knuckles meanicingly*
Kurama: Don't worry... it wasn't *nervous anime sweatdrop*
Me: Kouga's been wondering... do you still like me?
Kurama: Only as a friend ^_^
Kouga from backstage: GOOD!
Me: ^^;; eh heh heh, yeah, that's mah Kouga for you!
Kurama: *laughs*
Me: Hey Kurama-kun?
Kurama: yeah?
Me: I got you a present!
Kurama: Really? what is it?
*a girl walks on stage. She has long brown hair and blue eyes. She sits down next to Kurama*
Kurama: O.O!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!! IT'S-
Girl: Hiiiiiiiiiiiii Kurama-chan ^____^
Me: Meet Sakura-chan! She loves Kurama-kun, and she's a charater I created ^-^
Kurama: she makes sucky characters...
Me and Sakura: I HEARD THAT!
Me: well, that's all the time we have! Tune in next time ^-^
Kurama: *running from Sakura* SAKURA-CHAN! STOP!!!
Sakura: *chasing Kurama* *mad* NOT UNTIL YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME!!!! *starts throwing things around the set at him*
Me: HEY! I'll have to pay for that you know! *tries to stop her, but fails and ends up hiding with Kurama*


Well, that's all I have time for today! =^.^= not really, I just want to get some ice cream
Hiei: you mean sweet snow??????
Me: yeah ^-^ I'll get you some too!
Inu: AND ME!
Me: okay okay! and some for Kouga-kun too!
Kouga: thanks Hotaru! *kisses Hotaru*
Me: ^.~

Lot's of Love!
-Hotaru
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   uggghhh...
I don't feel good... must have been the rich ice cream

Tomorrow, I'm starting a little talk show thing... ^.^ I'll be able to talk with anyone and everyone I want. NO ONE CAN STOP ME! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Kaza: *whispers to Inu* I think she finally lost it

Fact/Answers for last quiz(THAT NO ONE TOOK (okay, not true... two people took it):
I have two kitties ^-^
I have a step dad, not a step mom
nee-chan means little sister, and in my story, it's Tohru-chan!
my eyes are Hazel and they change color sometimes ^-^
I hate Kouga's new voice, Math, P.E., spam, loud noises and lots of other things I can name *hisses*
In the school year I was taking 6 classes... I think... o.o *counts* yeah, but for the whole year, it was 7 ^.^
I live near the ocean ^.^ (you know, the west coast)
I like lots of bands and artists(too many to name ^.^)


This song is to all who graduated:
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat 1 (3x)


Well... ummm... yeah... that's it ^.^

Lots of Love!
-Hotaru
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Monday, June 20, 2005

   My new theme is...
KOUGA! (quite literally)
Well, Friday was great! It was so easy an fun! After watching the graduation(I'll be up there next year o.o; eeep!) Cassie, Nee-chan and I went to nee-chan's house. then we went swimming! Afterwards, at 7 we saw Howl's Moving Castle! IT WAS THE BEST! AND IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!
Then yesterday I went to Kaza-chan's house and we saw The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants! IT WAS SO GOOD AND SAD! we both cried ;-; and I'm readiing the book (darn, now I know how it ends -.- but that's okay)
Then I spent the night at her house ^-^
and today I woke up thinking "Drat, school" AND I woke up at like almost 7 AM!
Well now I'm here alone ^.^ but I'm having a supper time celebrating the year with such wonderful friends!

Countdown: 26 days (take a guess)

Lots of Love! Now and Always!
-Hotaru

P.S. Since no one took the second quiz, I'll just give you straight out facts!
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Friday, June 17, 2005

   .........
Well... ummm... o.o;;; ;-; .............. nya...! *sob sob*

Lot's of Love Forever!
-Hotaru
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Well....
>> well... << today kinda sucked... and I mean it... but it had it's good points ^.^

Good things about today:
Almost done with my string art project! YAY!
No science! cept that CREEPY movie o.o;;
No P.E. except a little fun soccer ^.^ and yearbook signings!
I got to be in a coffin! and I fit XD XD XD
PARTAAAY! AND I GOT REALLY HYPER!! I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!
Played catch with Daddy again!

Bad Things:
I thought wrong...
I kept poking myself >.<
Tiered
My shirt looks like a guys shirt cuz it's as long as a short dress o.o;;

Not much to say! A HALF A DAY OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!

Lots of Love Forever!
-Hotaru

P.S. I'm changing my theme soon. It'll be a mystery until then *heh heh heh*
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Monday, June 13, 2005

HI EVERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYONE!
^-^ how are you all?
I'm good. sorry if I worried you earlier. DON'T WORRY ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEE- *trips and falls*

anyways... ummmmmmm... o.o;; UMMMMMMMMMM.... heres a pic I drew a while ago ^-^
wait, no, I can't put that up o.o;; it's upsidown.
I can't write today... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, June 12, 2005

   Got mixed emotions again....
I feel so... @.@ I wish it was summer... than the reports... *twiches* would all stop! I DON'T care about Joan of Arc! well, I don't think I do... luckily, THAT report is almost done. then I have to take them to school. This will be like the first time I go to school on a WEEKEND. Luckily, just 4 1/2 more days of school... (well, 3 1/2 if you don't count Boardwalk day as a school day. and the half part because Friday's a minimum day)
I also feel kinda sad... no wonder I'm not on AIM o.o;;
Well, maybe it's theose darn quizzes. they reveal my inner pain I hide so no one worries(then how come it always slips out at lunch? o.o;; Blame it on P.E. and homeroom!)
I don't want my friends to worry, so I try not to be sad(but it ALWAYS slips out at lunch when people talk and leave me out(I didn't just say that o.o;;))
But I bought this song a while ago that so is meeee. (I'm sad to say) but it fits me perfectly. It's Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan. Here are the lyrics:

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud no one hears you screamin
No you don't know what's it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
Well you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more before you're life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
When deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
no you don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
Well you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied sraight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everyone always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
Well you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life


That's so my song >> don't lie you peoples. it is mah song.
I can relate to the song so well. Like this:

Do you ever feel like breaking down? (Yes, all the time)
Do you ever feel out of place? (OH YES!)
Like somehow you just dont belong (yep)
And no one understands you (no one understands me, it's so true)
Do you ever wanna run away? (from home? no. from the pain? yes!)
Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud no one hears you screamin (I don't have a radio that works o.o)
No you don't know what's it's like (no you don't)
When nothing feels alright (yeah)
You don't know what it's like (yeah!)
To be like me (You don't want to be me!)

Yep, just like that ^_^
heh, told you I had mixed emotions! now I'm happy and sad and overwroked and tiered and nervous. (That's a lot o.o;;)
anyways... These are the quizzes that reveal my inner paaain that I hide to keep people from worrying.


Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say?
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The one passion that deeply burns in your soul is
longing for love... You're often depressed and
you've been hurt so many times that you tears
seem meaningless, if you even have any left to
cry! You want to be able to reach out and tell
someone everything, making your troubles go
away... But... You jsut can't bring yourself to
do so... Everyday you wish that all of the pain
will just go away... Just disappear... However,
it just seems to get worse and you try to
bottle everything up inside as best as you can!
However, your plan sometimes fails, making you
lash out or break down emotionally. You just
wish to be like everyone else... You want to be
able to tell someone all of your problems...
But you're afraid of admitting your weakness...
You're that outside, loner, mistunderstood
person that has been pushed out of everyones'
life. You desperately try to break through the
barrier, but you guts tell you no... You'll
just be hurt again and again... So why bother?
Your sanctuary is your room, where you can hide
out and be out of 'their' visions. You like to
express your thoughts and feelings through
various forms of art, and try ridding of your
pain in 'different ways.' You're so busy caught
up in your own little, lost world, that you
have yet to realize that a light burns inside
of the darkness of the pack. You might not know
it, but out there... Someone is watching your
every move... Enjoying your presence...
Enjoying you for who YOU are! Wipe away those
tears and open up those beautiful eyes, see the
light! See what you're missing and grasp ahold,
break out of that crust, and mold... Smile your
way through life because the most beautiful
things cannot be concealed forever :)


What Passion Burns In Your Soul?
brought to you by Quizilla


Both are very true. *nod nod*
I'm takin another one right now. wonder what I'll get o.o;;
oh yeah! I got this result earlier!


You got Koga! He's fast, cute, arrogant,
dependable, dedicated, cocky, and not to
mention a pain-in-the-ass if you're someone
like Inuyasha! Heehee. Good luck!


What Inuyasha Guy Is For You? (Girls)
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^-^ so me, ne?
but they spelled his name wrong *twich* Koga is english version and Kouga is the Japanese version. I go for Japanese ANYDAY! ^.^
Anyways... umm... o.o;; not much else to say.... *listens to Welcome to My Life again*

Lots of Love!
-Hotaru
P.S. don't you guys worry about me either ^.~ I'm just all moddy again @.@
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Friday, June 10, 2005

   Hi all! miss me?
Well I hope you did!
Listen, I don't have much time, but you're lucky I got on! I've been ubber busy!
About my last post, please try on the quiz! I know you guys will barely know anything, but just guess! It's all to learn about me
I just got back from mmy play! ^.^ it was awesome!
Well, got to go make Empanadas for my Spanish party tomorrow ^.^

Lots of Love!
-Hotaru

Days of School left: 6 days
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Saturday, June 4, 2005

   ^.^ hiya!
well, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO glad it's Friday. I now only have two weeks of school left! YAY! ^.^ and the las week is:
Monday: no clue
Tuesday: Last day of spanish, but nothing special
Wenesday: Party in Humanities
Thursday: Boardwalk til 3!(and we normally get out at 2:19!)
Friday: Last day, minimum day ^.^

and now...
Another part of a quiz about me ^.^ This quiz is to find out more about me. it'll go until I run out of questions to ask myself. here's 8-15!

8. What kind of pets do I have?
A. Cat-one
B. Cats-two
C. Cats-three
D. Dogs-one
E. Other pet/#

9. Do I have a step mom?
A. Yes
B. No

10. Who is my nee-chan in my story?
A. Midori
B. Kaza
C. Ami
D. Tohru
E. Miyuki
F. Another character(I might have forgot someone)

11. What color are my eyes?
A. Blue
B. Brown
C. Green
D. Hazel

12. What do I hate?
A. Kouga's new voice
B. Math
C. P.E.
D. Spam(not the meat -.-;)
E. Loud noises
F. All of the above
G. Other

13. How many classes do I have/take right now?
A. 5
B. 6
C. 7
D. 8
E. Other

14. What do I live near?
A. The ocean
B. A forest
C. A cemetary
D. A newsstand

15. What bands/artists do I like?
A. Any Japanese artist/band
B. U2
C. Kelly Clarkson
D. Other
E. Too many to name @.@

Answers for 1-7:
Answers:
1. almost everyone got this right. it was A. Kouga ^o^
2. Almost no one got this one right. it was D. Pita-Ten
3. I think everyone got this. it was C. Blue
4. I don't think TOO many people got this one. it was A. Lost, but I love all those shows ^.^
5. I'm pretty sure you all got this one. it was B. Writing ^.^ but I do like to do all those things
6. A lot of people got this one wrong. it was B. Humanities
7. this one was tough for everyone. I know it. it was D. All of the above. I do think I'm all of those(yes stupid too. I am)

Tomorrow is my b-day party(finally -.-)
I can't wait!
I'll talk to you all ASAP! PM me ANY time! I will get lonely when I'm not cleaning my room and the house!
Lots of Love!
-Hotaru
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Thursday, June 2, 2005

   Hi
I made a quiz for y'all to take (-.- darn Dogpatch language) but first:

AU= alternate universe

now, on to the quiz. some of the stuff you'll know, some you won't. please just guess on the ones you don't and I'll see who gets the highest score

Quiz about me ^.^

1. Who ish my fav anime guy?
A. Kouga
B. Kurama
C. Hiei
D. Yuki
E. Harry Potter

2. What is my fav manga?
A. Inuyasha
B. One Piece
C. Yu Yu Hakusho
D. Pita-Ten
E. Comic Party

3. What's my fav color?
A. Red
B. Green
C. Blue
D. Purple
E. Orange
F. Black
G. Pink

4. What's my favorite TV show(that's not anime)?
A. Lost
B. Despirate Housewives
C. ER
D. CSI
E. Grey's Anatomy

5. What's my fav hobby?
A. Reading
B. Writing
C. Drawing
D. Playing Video games
E. Other

6. What's my fav class?
A. Math
B. Humanities
C. Spanish
D. P.E.
E. Other

7. What do I think is my worst trait?
A. Shyness
B. Stupid
C. Emotional
D. All of the above
E. Other

Lots of Love!
-Hotaru
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