My Life
I'm antisoacial, it's true (though that's down to my lack of confidence and usually the person also), but I will tell everyone about previous friends. That I can remember. And I don't remember them all.
My first best friend that I can remember was actually a boy. Now that really surprises me because I'm even less confident around boys than with girls. I also had a female friend, and we were all friends. ^_^ I remember hiding in the pretend bed at our 'triangle group', which is what our little place was called. I have absolutely no idea why. Well, those were my first *real* friends.
Then I went to Infants. Not much to say here, but everyone was still niave and friendly. Ah, what joy! Everyone was nice, even the boys. I became friends with (I think, my memory is soo faded...): Amy, Victoria (later shortened to 'Vicky'), Kim, Avril and I think Lauren and Kay were there then too. I was best friends with Amy, Kim was best friends with either Avril or Victoria, and Lauren, wait, she wasn't really in our group. She was best friends with a girl called Roxanne. And I think Kay was best friends with Avril... Well you know, that craps not really *that* important. Then we all went up to Junior school, and Roxanne went somewhere else, so we were Steffanie, Amy, Kim, Victoria, Lauren, Avril and Kay. Lauren and Kay became best friends, and Avril did something or other and I was still best friends with Amy. This was continued until' around the later part of Year 5, when I became... hated. Kim, the leader, hated me, so I was naturally hated by ALL the social group. Avril was still OK, but Kim started to hate her too. I still liked her, butI had no power. I was just Steffanie. Eventually, she detested me. I was I annoying thing which she decided that, for one reason or other, she hated. I loved the days when everyone was naive. We were all so ignorant of what would happen. No homework. Fun lessons. We were all care free once... I wish such ignorance were life long. I never used to like the phrase Ignorance is Bliss. But, Now I understand it a lot better, ignorance isn't always just not knowing something. I remember Kim, litte cute, stupid Kim, saying Good-Bye and Farewell to us all *cough* not me, though *cough* saying how she'd miss us all after the move to Seniors. She came to me. "I won't miss you at all." Or words as harsh, maybe even more than that. I can't remember it all. You'd think that it would have some significance, those words, and they do. I just remember more the way she hated me... for no reason I even knew.
In Senior school, I had better luck. I was with Lauren and Kay for a while. I became their 'cling on' after they bullied me for the food in my lunch box, which my Grandmother always overfilled. Then I became friends with Lara, Gemma and Lily. She has been the best friend I've ever had. I was also friends with a girl called Jessica. Later on, Gemma's friend Kim joined us. After that, another girl we had been friends with, Charlotte, had a major fall out with us. After that, she became the really unpopular kid. There's always one in every class. Jessica became friends with other girls, Emma, Emma and Jody. We were never really enemies or anything. Jody later joined our group rather unsolidily. Then, it went like that. I was solid with Lily. We were the unseperable friends considered as either:
a) Japanese,
b) Snobs,
c) Freaks, OR
d) General weirdos.
We were such great friends. Then I moved to France. She moved to private school on the very same date.
Now, I hang around with an English girl, Sarah, Barbara, who lives on my road, Audrey, who's unbelievably cute! and Sandrine, who I don't know much about. The object of my desire is a boy who likes video games and manga. I think he might like anime too. I think his name is a weird French name like 'Willdy' or something. But it sounds to me like ti's pronounced like 'Windy'. That's probably just me.
Skin Information
Finished the playlist editor, working on repairing the main part where the buttons are disfiguring the character's face.
Listening to...Many songs, now My Sweet Heart, Tokyo Mew Mew OP
