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• 1988-11-29
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• Male
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• NSW, Australia
Member Since
• 2007-05-15
Occupation
• Liquor Assisstant
Real Name
• Matt, Howee

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• Hell, im alive aint I
Anime Fan Since
• since when the doctor smacked my asre when i was born
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• cowboy bebop, fullmetal alchemist, neon genisis evangelion, Naruto, Naruto Shipuden, Bleach, Trigun, FLCL, studio ghibli & the ghost in the shell movies
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• Im hoping to become a teacher, god help us all ey
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• does sleep count as a hobby?
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• Hmmm talents, i dont get hang overs, haha, umm, i can do decent voices i suppose, my faveroute is Doctor Claw fromt eh original Inpsector Gadget, haha




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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

vini vidi vichi
In a way i brought myself up to be the person who i am, my mother & father all though there wernt really there if you get me & it wasnt because they didnt want to be, they just couldnt, both had & still have very demanding jobs, & i respect that they copped it on the chin so that they can live the life they now live, but it left me to bring myself up. It has made me self reliant to the fact i hate asking for help & despite what im saying now it has made me very reclusive of my past & thoughts etc etc. I as any young boy loved the old concepts of war, even at first if i didnt quite understand what war was, but it has made me to live not by religion, but a state of mind & a kind of ode that i have addapted from the study of many cultures of old, ranging from japanese, roman, athean greak, etc etc.
its odd what can happen to your mind when something as small as a dream shatters, the person you are kind of changes, & although what you become will always now be a part of you the old, it can be banished somewhat until the preasure sealing it is taken away.
I have become a man who strives himself on pride, honor, justice & freedom, even if at times i dont seem that way, these are some of the things i hold very dear to myself, & i one of these were somewhat diluded but it has seemed to have gone pure again.

I am a massive fan of naruto, for many reason, but the main one is that what i think is the main moral of the story & thats live to aquire your dream, it was something that i used to be. I feel i am becoming that once again, i feel the erge i have not felt in years, & it was a matter of dumb luck that i didnt notice it before but ive noticed it now.

this post may make no sence of all to you, to me it does not really matter, i felt a need to write this as a thank you of somewhats to a person who somewho brought my attention to it, even if not meaning it. she may never realise the effect this may have on my life. Im not one to be in a situation where i owe someone but i owe her big time & well yeah tat just it i owe her big time so thanks.

& for everyone else im sorry if your soewhat confused, my mind focuses in weird ways & it hasnt been this clear in a long time.
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