Saturday, December 29, 2007

I need to get ready...
I'm helping out my mother tonight because she's running concessions at a local basketball tourney held at my old high school. It's weird being back in that place after going to college. I helped out a bit yesterday after getting back from Chloie's. It was kind of fun, hung out with my sister, her boyfriend and an old friend named Andrew from last year.

After that I went home and just chilled, but yeah, today it seems like the same thing's happening. Hopefully I get to see Mia soon. And now I just found out that my friend/college roomie's boyfriend just broke up with her...at least it wasn't while the two of us were in school. That sucked bad last time. >.> I'm going to go over and try and cheer her up tomorrow.

Then it's almost New Years...maybe Chloie's awaits?
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Friday, December 28, 2007

Chloie...Mia...MD.
Well, recently, my life has been great! I've gotten to see Sweeney Todd with my family and best friend Chloie and she spent the night and we caught up a lot and started our next Potter rock song! My sister and I went up to her house last night and it was a lot of fun. We played Dreamphone (<3) and went to Wal-Mart as well as looked through all her memory boxes with our old pictures/drawings/letters, etc. It was great!

The only things that have been taunting my mind are these. Mia. God, I've never girl crushed that hard in my life. Recently, I've tried to forget about that because I know she has a male admirer. She's never kissed anyone, but I'm hoping that maybe, she loves me too? They aren't together yet, so it's not too late. I know that I'll never be completely happy with anyone unless I can get my feelings out to her and at least hear that she only likes me as a friend...I'll even be satisfied, but not knowing is horrible...I'm just afraid she'll hate me forever. She's the only person I've ever considered being in love with.

And then there's MD...who I lead on too much and think I like then realize I don't because I can't ever get over Mia.

Hmm...that's a downer.

I finished reading Vol 1. of Read or Dream today. Really, really cute. Especially chapters 5 and 6, I think. Whatever's about Maggie and Fay.

That's about it!
H4AE

Oh wait, one more good thing! I think that I convinced Michael Coleman to come to a local con...I love that guy!
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Thursday, December 27, 2007

   Exciting!
Well, today turned out to be much better than I could ever expect. Chloie called up and asked if she was still invited to go see Sweeney Todd with us...I couldn't say no. And we had a fantastic time. We went to Oley's Pizza, Chloie, my sister, and mom and dad and I, and we had to wait FOREVER! But trust me. Oley's Pizza is worth it. Even if we get so bored we make madlibs out of their menu or color the entire menu! XD

Sweeney Todd was fantastic. I didn't really know what to expect...I mean, what can you expect when Johnny Depp, Alan Rickman, and BORAT are all in a movie adaptation to a Sondiem musical? I recommend it though! Don't want to spoil it, but PM me if you want to talk about the movie!

Now we're just chillin' at home...Chloie's uploading some pictures from her camera we took at Windsor tonight...haha!

I'm still not 100% about New Years...Steven's going to be at Chloie's, and I'm not sure how much fun that will be...especially if Taylor goes too, oh the fun and depression of the love of being single!

Catch you later,
H4AE
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

   Christmas. Ah, the good and the bad.
OKAY, EVERYONE. THIS IS GOING TO BE A RANT TO BEGIN, AND END HAPPILY WITH MY GIFTS AND ENJOYMENT ESCAPADES.

Rant first...subject: Chloie.

Okay, my friend Chloie is an ingrate. She tries to make everything in the world revolve around her terms. We've been best friends since I was four years old (I'm 19) and I've put up with it...but I'm just sick of it. We invited her to see Sweeney Todd with us tomorrow (we were going to go today as a family but my mom was sick, so we decided to hold off a day) but she got all crappy with my sister when it was suggested. She wanted me and my sister to go to her house tomorrow, but we already had plans...so we couldn't! My sister suggested that we hang out another day before New Year's Eve, but apparently "everyone's too busy" and she thinks we won't follow through on our plans for New Years. She's a bitch, and even though ditching people is against what I like to do, I'm considering doing such an act because I've had enough.

Okay, enough negativity. Christmas stuff! I got too much stuff. I didn't expect that much. Last night at my G'ma's...from Trudy I got a nice set of gloves and slippers as well as a couple of note books and Sgt. Peppers (sweet!!) my cousin Mary got me a Chococat notepad that lights up and Vol. 1 of Read or Dream manga! ^-^ The day itself was nice. As for Christmas day, it was a little less enthralling, but alright. I got up around 11 and we opened presents. I got so much stuff...two cute shirts and then a Pikachu shirt, a Dallas Clark jersey (Go Colts!!), Fullmetal Alchemist Duel Sympathy for DS, a sweater, a pair of jeans, a Sonic X dvd, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix DVD, a pair of boots and a lot of little stuff too. I enjoyed mom, dad and Courtney open up their presents a lot though. I had fun picking them out.

Then Mom, Courtney and I made brunch which was very good. I spent a lot of the day playing my DS and debating my plans for tomorrow. I'm contemplating calling up MD. MD is my on-again-off-again boyfriend. Nah, I wouldn't even say boyfriend...it's not that serious. We were going to watch the last Futurama marathon with my sister and Taylor, but now this Sweeney Todd stuff...Courtney wants to take Taylor and I'm sick of being alone. But I don't really want to lead a guy on, you know?

I could write more and more, but I'm sure you'll not want that. Haha.

And for real. I'm going to try to go to bed early tonight.

Night all!



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Monday, December 24, 2007

   Happy Holidays!


I'm not sure if I'll be getting around to updating on the actual Christmas day or tonight...so if I don't...Merry Christmas or Happy whichever holidays you choose to celebrate! Haha.

I'll try to get around to everyone's updated sites soon! ^-^

Happy Holidays everyone!
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Sunday, December 23, 2007

   I need to go to bed early tonight!
I went to bed at four in the morning yesterday just doing nothing and talking to one of my new friends on here! I have a family Christmas tomorrow, which I would be looking forward to, but I didn't know my dad had to work until like 3:00, which makes me sad. And something else makes me sad too...my sister's bringing her boyfriend...so that means that I'll be isolated to just hang with the family.

I mean, I like Taylor (her boyfriend) but I think the two of them are too serious for being 16 and 17 years old. Granted, I usually have a good time when he's around. He's crazy fun, and the two of them usually aren't too obnoxious when I'm there...but my cousin I'm sure will be irritating with me because she won't feel comfortable with Taylor...so I'll have to spend all my time with her. And there's really only one football game tomorrow...and it's not on until 8:00...I guess there's probably a bowl game or something, but I really only care about the NFL. XD

The Christmas today wasn't too bad except all these weirdos kept asking me about "how's Purdue" like I'm not going to make it in college. I was third in my class and I've never gotten a grade lower than a C, and that was in calculus. It made me a tadbit angry...but the Bears and the Colts won! Unfortunately, the Packers lost...I didn't know who I wanted to win the Bears/Packs game...but now Dallas has homefield...argh!

Well, that's about it for now!

H4AE!
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   Early X-mas dinner and the Bears, Colts, and Packers...
I'm kind of in a bad mood...I have to go to a Christmas dinner with a whole bunch of people that I don't really know...but that's not the worst of it. I'm going to have to miss the Packers@Chicago and the Colts play! Both play at 1:00 and this starts at 2:00...I need to get ready. My hair needs done and stuff.

I'll be back with another update later tonight about this and about my hopes for Christmas Eve!! (That's my mom's family's Christmas!).

H4AL
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   My first entry!
Well...it's been awhile since I've been typing in the myotaku fashion. My last attempt at an account here was a failure...I just couldn't keep up. But this time I will...because I'm using this for something different. I'm just using this to let out my feelings to whomever wants to know.

So, here's what I want to say.

F-u 3.5 Grad GPA needed for the Dean's List! I'm a freshman stuck in engineering calculus and my B average wasn't nearly good enough for you! But I'm proud of myself, so that's all that matters!

F-u MD! You think that you can just come waltzing into my life every so often and expect me to love you? Well, hate to break it to you bud, but grabbing my ass isn't the way to my heart.

F-u Sam. I know that you're hurting because you've been cutting, but does that mean that through my mini feed on facebook and such that I should have to see your pain? No, you said you posted those pictures so someone would understand better, not for attention. That isn't true. Someone would understand better if you talked to them. Life's tough, but are you trying to make yourself look like yours is worse since you have to release your pain through more pain? I've had about as hard of a life as you and there are no scars on my body that are self inflicted. I care about you, but just talk to someone...not show the entire world what you've been doing to yourself.

Sorry about that outburst...love me or hate me, that's my first entry.

-H4AE
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