Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   wow...
I haven't posted here in like...EVER!!!

O_0

Wowzers...^_^ well...i'm back now...and i would love to say that I have drawn more fanart...but I haven't...i have drawn some original art though...<_< so i'll just...post that...up...eventually...
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Thursday, November 25, 2004

   forever is a really, really long time
Wow...Haven't posted in a while...

Nothing much has really happened...except my obsession with Gravitation...has gone beyond the term "obsession". I am now...in love with Gravitation...^_^u No, really. I bought volumes 3-8 the same day I bought volume 2 of the anime...and guess what?

I LOVE BEING OBSESSED WITH GRAVITATION!!!!

You all have Chris to thank for that!

^_^

Well. I now know how I really feel for Chris. And if he's out there reading this [doubt it, but still], then I want him to know that no matter what he does or what choices he makes in his life I'll still love him from the bottom of my heart.

<3<3<3

Well. That's really the biggest thing that happened...I fell in love. ^_^ Eh. Who woulda guessed?
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

if you're reading this then i obviously was allowed online
Mood: -_-
Listening to: Serenade
Eating: baked potatoes
Stalking: Eiri Yuki from Gravitation
Random quote from a random fic of the the day: Shuichi -"When you walk away you don't hear me say...PLEASE OH BABY!! DON'T GO! SIMPLE AND CLEAN IS THE WAY THAT YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL TONIGHT!!! IT'S HAR--" Yuki-"Yeah, and if you don't shut the fuck up it'll be the last night you feel that way." Shuichi-"O_O NOOOOOO!!!!! YUKI!! (*runs and trips*) Owie..."

Well. I'm grounded...again TT_TT I don't know why, but I'm just picking fights with my parents [just my mom really] and on Thursday, she got mad at me because I logged out of the internet at 10:00 instead of 9:30.

That's just stupid! Ugh! And then I typped in "my mom and sister are being evil" to my buddy and she just got so mad! Because I called her EVIL!! UGH! Having a religious [insert insulting words here] for a mom just sucks!!

And now, she took my internet away for 1 week. >_< Gr! And I just got off my other grounding punishment last Sunday too!! >__< Gr-ness!

[pause for evil thoughts of...evil]

(*sigh*) I sneaked online earlier [i'm typing all this in wordpad] and I was talking to random people in a Yahoo! chatroom and this person asked me if I was an anime fan. I've always told people I was an anime fan but I don't think they've realized I'm a full-fledged anime fan. 9_9 Bakayarous.

Well. Talking about being an anime fan...I haven't been on Anime-Forums since forever! I'm kinda scared really...thinking of all the threads I've replied to and all the posts that have been...posted and all the threads I'll have to reply to. TT_TT (*heavy sigh*)

Well, there was football game last night at Atlantic High. <_< I saw Dimitar...and he gave me my Hiei keychain back. Finally!! (*huggles Hiei keychain*) ^__^ I missed Hiei-kun SO much!! I wasn't gonna go to the football game [part of my plan to ignore Dimitar] and go with my parents to the lawyer instead, but I changed my mind. After all...if I didn't go, I wouldn't have been able to ignore and further advance my plan to furthe show my hatred to Dimitar. But I went. And he gave Hiei-kun back. And it's all good.

Hear that Dimitar?! I forgive you! So you better be nicer to me!! ^_~

Well, I've been doing one thing that I've never done...thinking about my future! ^_^u I've decided to go to Boca High and join their STEM program. I'm gonna take engineering classes and work with computers!! ^__^ Eee! And I don't think I'll join marching band, just band. I mean...<_< It's hard enough holding my baritone when we sit in the stands...I don't want to MARCH with it! Sorry Ruby-chan and Aurora-chan! ^/\^

I was also looking on the internet [before I got grounded] for a place near my house that hired 13 year olds to work. -_-U Didn't find a place...but I did find out that Publix hires 14 year olds so I'm gonna get a job there when I turn 14 [November 19th!]. I mean...I can't rely on my allowance my entire life! <_< It's also the fastest way to earn money until December.

December! EEE! It's the...OtakuCon down in Miami!! ^__^ Eeeeeeeeee!! I get to meet David Kaye!!! My plans: Buy a Inuyasha CD for David Kaye to sign and save money for to buy stuff there.

Ah. ^_^ I feel happy now. <_< I saw Tommy's picture in the yearbook....he looks...not like he does now. But in a hot way! He's so cool...*.* He's so...serious! I could never hope to be like that. I don't know. There's just something about him that makes him so cool! XD (*squee*) I wish I knew some adjectives for cool...

Well! I'm gonna stop typing and ask my mom if I can go on the internet now. Hopefully that [insert colorful, insulting words here] will say yes. ^_^u

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Birthday Wish List:

FLCL Box Set [<--getting from dad]

Inuyasha PS2 game [<--getting from sis]

CD player [<--getting from mom]

Eminem's Encore album

Youko Kurama keychain

Karasu poster

Money

A big brother [<--I want Cristin's big brother <_< I will steal him from her and make him my big brother! HA!]

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

   Ooo~oohhh! Forbidden love! Sounds kinky!!
I'm so lazy...

TT_TT

I don't feel like moving at all...I keep hearing Serenade over and over again and my mood just keeps going down and down. Ugh. I just sleep as long as I want. I don't feel like doing anything...I was gonna visit everybody's sites today, but...blek. =p I just wanna sleep! Xp

I'm so lost, the night before last I dreamed of going through a maze and yesterday I dreamed the same thing except before reaching the end I saw this...person. 6_6 What really sucks is that I have no idea who it was! >_< Darn!

You know what I really hate? When you find a good fanfic, but, a REALLY good fanfic...and then you get all addicted and you just wanna read all the chapters and you eventually do...and then it ends in a cliffhanger and you have to wait FOREVER until the next chapter comes out...GR! I hate that so much...

I'm reading 2 fanfics where this happened [both from FF.net]..." The Best Defense" and " Addicted to Shuichi"...both recommended by my e-mail buddies...

TALKING about being addicted...I am now addicted to Gravitation. TT_TT I GOTTA READ VOLUME # 3!!!!! I'm going nuts here!! Eiri x Shuichi FOREVER!!!! XD Man. Guess I'm a full fledged yaoi fan now, ne? A pen-pal of mine who loves yaoi told me that if you're reading Gravitation that makes you a full fledged yaoi fan...<_< Still. Anyone put Hiei and Kurama together and you will die a horrible death.

Not counting the author of "The Best Defense" of course...6_6...now there's a gigantic exception. Only fanfic ever to make even THINK about them as a couple…

Now. For more...different news...I <3 Tommy!! ^_^ Eee! Okay...maybe not love love, but I really REALLY admire him! He's so...SERIOUS!! It's like...<_< a human Hiei. ^__^ Yahoo! The man of my dreams [surprisingly] is modeled after Hiei-kun himself! In other words...someone who looks cold and heartless but is really caring inside...^_^u I guess Tommy is as close as it gets...

I'm SO jealous of Aurora-kun!! She saw him without a shirt!!!!! *,* I've only seen him with a really tight shirt and that's all...the first time I met him he yelled at me because I wasn't supposed to be in the band room...Eee! ^__^ He's so cool!
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Sunday, October 17, 2004

   supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

You've been overdosed so many times with chocolate and pocky, that hyperactiveness has become second nature to you. You usually act without thinking, and you trust people too easily, but everything always has a way of working out for you in the end. You also adore blonde nicotine-enhanced writers who think you've got zero talent - but who doesn't? Which Gravitation Character Are You?

Cool...I'm Shuichi!

^_^

I'm gonna buy Gravitation vol. 1 today at Barnes&Obles today!!

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Friday, October 15, 2004

   (*poke*) you're it
Ahhh...well. I just finished visiting everyone's sites and DEAR GOD!!!

Thank god it's a friday!

UGH!!

I was waiting the ENTIRE week for Thursday.

I lived for it.

Breathed for it.

And it COMPLETELY SUCKED!!!

Chris and Aurora weren't there and it was SO boring!!

The band COMPLETELY SUCKED!! The only part that was actually FUNNY was when Tsu-kun's bro threw MNM's at the stage!

><

UGH!

I waited an entire week to see Chris and he didn't even bother to show up!

MUST. GET. REVENGE!
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Sunday, October 10, 2004

   yahoo! happyhappyhappy!!!
My happiness has been fully restored!!

I went shopping today!!

YAHOO!!

(*ahem*)

Anyway, as many may not know...I'm just a not-normal girl who loves to shop...

^_^

And even though the eight grade graduation is in April or May or something of next year...I already got my outfit picked...

^^U

AND! I used up all my money with the Yu Yu Hakusho: Poltergeist Report movie [the one where Kurama takes a bath! <_<;;;] and Tokyo Mew Mew vol. 1. Not to mention I got Fruits Basket vol. 5 on Friday...

^__^

So I'm happy!

AND I GOT A TINKER BELL T-SHIRT!!!

(*goes off to squeal in happyness*)
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Saturday, October 9, 2004

   a quiz i took

The Angel of Death! Calm ruler over the death.


What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
brought to you by Quizilla

Hm. Very interesting result.

I guess it's because of my mood lately...

(*sigh*)

I've been kinda depressed and not even R33 can cheer me up.
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Thursday, October 7, 2004

   (*sigh*)
Well. I'm back home. The library was fun. Chris was there and I haven't seen him since forever...

I forgot what he looked like...

<_<;;;

Anyway, the movie was Ghostbusters and after a while it got boring so me and Chris left to wander around aimlessly. I bought a few Snickers bars [like 5] and soon I was hyper!

After that he suggested going to the park and we went with this other guy...who I never met before...6_6 hm. We were gonna hang by the swings but he saw that the light at the Teen Center was on so we played some air-hockey, which I suck at, and he and this kid from school played pool [which I also suck at] and then I stole his hat.

My hat. MINE!!

^^

(*lol*)

Ahem. Akira's mom was picking me and Akira up at 8:30 so at 8:2-something, we left.

-_-

David appeared and started chasing me with his bike telling me that Akira was gonna kick the shit outta me so I raced Chris and soon he lagged behind...way behind...and I met Akira over at the library entrance.

(*sigh*)

It was so fun!

^_^

It made me forget about the whole "divorce" thing and I really dindn't think about it at all!

6_6

But I only forgot because Chris was there.

I guess I like him...like...like-like...like...

(*blush*)

Aurora's gonna ba all like "Oooh!! So you saw Chris!!" at school tomorrow.

School. And I still didn't do my homework. Ugh! What a pain.

I'm probably gonna sleep really late doing my homework and then go to school early to find someone to copy it from.

Life sucks...

6_6

But I saw Chris again...

(*happy*)
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   I'm kinda depressed...
Yeah...like the title says...

I'm kinda depressed.

When I came home from school today my parents were all "GO TO HELL!!" and "I HATE YOU!" or "YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR THIS FAMILY!!".

6_6

I guess it kinda got to me.

I mean. We were so HAPPY. What went wrong...?

I'm really forcing myself to be happy right now and...I just wish I would dissapear!

Only Justin knows how I feel.

Arogatou Justin-no-baka-chan for being here for me at a time like this!

T__T

I love you, man. Really.

It's so nice to have someone who understands you and can give you some advice.

I really wish my friends would leave him alone...

(*sigh*)

Well. I'm at the library so I gotta go.

Bye.
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