Friday, February 18, 2005

   eh...
so i never update this thing... i forget about it... i forget alot of things. omg last night, i had band practice. and i forgot i had someone's keys in my pocket. so i get home and i like bump my pocket and i freak out. haha. so i had to go give them their keys. my mom was totally yelling at me. haha. it was embarassing. i forgot i was wearing the same person's class ring one day. omg i'm a loser....
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

   bleh
I haev a huge project to do before Thursday. Barely haev done anything on it. ick.

Are You......(plS try t0 be honesT!!)
Understanding: Not really... it depends
Open-minded: Yeah... a little too open-minded
Arrogant: psh... no
Insecure: Yes
Determined: Not really.
Musically talented: People say I am so I guess yeah.
Interesting: Maybe?
Hungry:. Yes! That I know for a fact. I’m always hungry
Casual: Yeah
Friendly:. Mmhmm
Social: I guess yeah
Socially noticed:. Um... no? Idk maybe?
Underestimated: Yeah...
Unmotivated: Not really, no.
Procrastinating: OOOOO YES!
Strong: psh.. I’m the biggest wuss ever.
Special: lol “special” ;) jk. Yeah I guess.
Gifted: mmmmm no
Smart: No No No!
Moody: Sometimes....
Childish: haha yesss
Independent: NoOoo
Up for a challenge: . Maybe ;)
Hard working: eh? No
Organized:.. Psh... haha! Me? Organized? You’re crazy!
Healthy: I don’t think so...
Emotionally stable: No... and yet Yes.... But then again No.
Shy: Not really. No
Difficult: hahaha Addie says I’m “difficult”
Lacking vocabulary skills:. YES! OMG YES!
Attractive: eh? No
Aware: Of what? No not really.
Bored easily: Yeah....
Messy: OOOO YES!
Thirsty:. Mmhmm
Gullible: lol. Totally.
Responsible: eh.... no
Obsessed:... With “him”
Angry: Not really.
Sad: Yeah...Happy: Yup!
Convincing: No...
Careful: NoOoOo
Trusting: Yeah I’m too much of that
Contradicting: eh? Big word >.<
Careless: haha! That’s me!
Schizophrenic: lol. I wish.
Ill: No
Talkative: Yeah. I talk too much.
Curious: mmm... no
Indecisive: Yeah!
Legal: to do what?
Original: No
Different: Yes
Ignored: Yeah
Reliable: I guess so.
Content: mmhmm
Optimistic: Yeah
Deep thinker: Yes
Self-disciplined: these are boring....
Sleepy: Yeah
Lonely: Yes.... Mortal:. Um... yeah!
Regretful: no
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Saturday, December 4, 2004

   What Boy I'd Want
i want a boy
a nice boy
someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous
a pretty boy
but not so pretty i feel awkward
someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy
who would let me sleep on their chest
i want someone who wouldn’t mind buying me bouncy balls whenever given the chance
we wouldnt have rules about who’s clothes are who’s
well, mine are off limits to him, for obvious reasons
when he goes away, he would call me twice a day.
he would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times i would tell him it’s okay, he still does it –and i don’t get sick of it
he wouldn’t mind me reciting the lines to all my favorite movies
he would surprise me with 25 cent rings
we would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump of a swing
he would take me to the park
he would grab my waist and kiss my neck
sometimes at night we would put on music and dance in our pajamas
oh and i would love his bed head
and we’d always take pictures in picture booths
he’d never turn down a trip to the boardwalk
we would play tag on the beach
he would tell all his friends about me and smile at me when he did
we’d sit on the kitchen floor and eat PB&J sandwiches
we would kiss in the rain
he would write me notes to tell me where he was if he left when i wasn’t around
he would always tell me when somethign didnt look good and i didnt mind
we would play playstation
he would make cute noises in his sleep, like when he’d roll over
he’d run his fingers thru my hair and play with it
he will get along with all my friends and vice versa
we’ll go to the diner really late and make friends with everyone there
he would NEVER be embarassed to say “I love you” in front of his friends
he can argue over the stupidest things with me, and then go totally soft when i got sad and apologized
he can take me to a place like Target just to make fun of certain things
we would dye each others hair and stain towels
we’d have candlelight dinner with take out
he would pretend box with me and buy me swords at toy stores
we would make funny faces at each other when I’m on the phone
he would lay with me outside under the stars
someone who would take me to the city jsut to walk around
someone who will squirt me with water guns, or those squirt hoses
someone who would tell me i was beautiful but not too often
talk for hours about stupid things
someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something very, very serious yet silly and tell me not to laugh
someone who would make me laugh like no one else could
he’d surprise me all the time
he wouldn’t break my heart or lie to me
a boy who would watch me put on makeup and let me put a little glitter on his cheek
a boy who likes stars also like i do
he’d hold me closer than normal if i was sick
he would draw me pictures
we’d go out a lot but also stay home some weekends like hermits and keep to ourselves
we’d go to different phone booths and call each other
we’d buy disposable cameras in bulk and take tons of pictures
we’d fight sometimes
but he never settles on what i think, it would have to be mutual
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Friday, November 12, 2004

   idk...
well, yesterday i had some dance lesson/ ettiquette thing. we learned how to swing. it was so much fun! I slapped this guy's face on accident. haha. he's like: "YOU PUNCHED ME!" he's so weird. lol. yeup! I actually can swing pretty good. lol. not like this one dude. haha! he has two left feet. it's hilarious dancing with him. Our dance is november 19. so that's like seven days! ahh! i still need to get my dress and my shoes! hmm... well bye!
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Saturday, November 6, 2004

*sighs*
man, i am totally emo today. it sux. bleh...
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