Sunday, January 30, 2005

   uuughhh
hello,

cant tell if its day or night right now....im delirious and its really cloudy.Dont know why im so tired, I just woke up from sleeping for 14 hours.ahhhh, i remember now.Ive been exercising alot more lately.My bodys killing me for it too. Stupid crunches....

I got some good news today.My older sis has finally gotten an apartment of her own so I get to go visit her this summer in Nevada.That means I get to go play pool and swim in the river and lots of other good things.She also works in a casino so we can do pretty much whatever we want when we want. The city that never sleeps all right...well be bowling or something at 3:00 in the morning and not even know it. But the bad news is she doesnt have a computer....so no otaku for me.
*eyes start watering* Ill live i guess....

Oh yes,

and thankyou enin for getting me addicted to green tea.im on my 3rd cup so far today.heaven on earth man... -ice
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

hello


guess wht I did today? I danced in the rain for about an hour.(bad day to wear a black bra..) Even had an audience for a little while.When i figured that out I went inside.Yah,
im shy...For those of you that keep bitching at me to get an avatar im sorry!! my computer wont let me do it so unless somebody tells me where to get one shut up!!

One of my friends agreed to teach me martial arts for free.Im exstatic. the down side...he lives in Maryland. oh well.....someday.

I am Nikita no more....The whole school has caught on to the "Mistress of Darkness" thingy.Even the teachers. I think ill wear a cloak or something on Monday to fuck with their heads.Stupid henchmen...
now there main objective is trying to kill anyone who touches me.Its annoying...There having all the fun!!

One of my friends caught me singing to an avril lavinge song yesterday.I wasnt trying to show off or anything, i sing all the time.She
said my voice was beautifull and i should share it with the world. uhh...no. Im fine singing in the choir, but i cant sing alone.just.....cant....do...it....

not feelin to good today.im gonna go lay down.
-ice


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Friday, January 28, 2005

   good day,
Got a new nick name today from my guy friends.They love to pick on me,then get beat up in return.(yes,im that tough) I am now the Mistress of Darkness.Why? cause i like to wear black and am evil.I even have henchmen! My friends Ricky and adrienne. They follow me around and stuff.....hey,cant hurt to have bodyguards.In a weird way i like it,
suits me well.a little to well...

Ive been floating almost all day today.My english professor called me to his office today.I was freaked out, hes mean....and a disciplinarian. But instead of yelling at me he gushed over how good my essay was.I was shocked.I got praise...from the teacher that never gives praise! hehehehehe he even said my work could easily be published someday.wow....that 3 hours on the computer really paid off.

sorry for the scarceness lately,been in the hospital.dont feel much like talkin about it,just know its nothin serious...i hope.

as for all you lovely people who have been following my story.........sorry,sorry,sorry! Been havin alot of writers block and problems lately.If you are patient, you will be rewarded greatly.hope you all are well,

-mistress of darkness ^_^ love that name...


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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   this quiz....not bad!

Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!


What elemental dragon are you?
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   true or false?

-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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   hello,

You know those martial arts places they have in the malls? well i walked past one today and was immediately hooked.these 2 guys were sparring, it was the most amazing thing ive ever seen. i dont think ive ever wanted something more. DAMMIT! im tired of being poor....cant do anything i want.all my money goes to luxary items like gas and rent. reality sucks...

this is my horoscope for today.can someone tell me what it means?

Pisces
Don't slip back into your old tricks of self-denial now as the feelings ramp up another notch. You are now on the receiving end of intense tsunamis of passion. You can try to bury them deeply within the ocean, but they're going to boil and steam until you bring them closer to the surface. This is your stuff and you need to become inspired by it rather than being afraid of it.

lost my glasses yesterday..can barely see a thing.thats what i get for playing in the rain.
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   pffffft
hello everyone,

Not having such a good day today.ever get that feeling where you know somebodys watching you, but you cant find them!? not a nice feeling...makes me wanna hide. but me being me i wont.

Somthing else really scary happened to me this morning.When i woke up i wasnt wearing my pajama shirt,and my window was unlatched.What scares me even more is that my dog didnt wake up...and he sleeps under my window!(plus hes a spaz...barks at falling leaves.)
couldnt have been my family,my door was locked like i left it,and i knew my window was locked too.am i being terrorized by a ghost or what?! sleeping with my eyes open tonight.
*shivers* hope all my clothes are on tomorrow... -ice
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

people do say i should smile more often...

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics)
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   cheese!
hey,

I had a blast at Knotts yesterday.I pretty much broke...no MURDERED Rickys fear of rollercoasters.We went on everything about 3 times each.And we beat this arcade game called Jurassic Park 3 in about 10 minutes.Mainly because im way to good with a gun(real or fake) and Rickys been a gamer since he was 13.We even got to go on this ride after closing time cause the operator thought i was cute.good times, good times.

Anyway that trip really opened my eyes to something.I concentrate way to hard on the bad things that for some reason keep happening to me,and am oblivious to the good things.Heres a sample.

1.Aced a History test i didnt study for.
2.repaired a friendship.
3.Started standing up to my asshole father.
4.realized I have friends that people only dream about having.
5.Ive got a guy that loves me for who i am.
6.Ive got the respect of people that are at least 20 years older than i am..and theve gone to college!!
7.Wriggled my way out of detention 3 times this year.
8.Being able to express myself with writing.
9.Great people I can count on.
10.Finding the otaku.

The list goes on.and now for fun.
some other stuff i thought about today.

1.why do you press the buttons harder on the remote when you know the battery is dead?

2.whered did they get the idea for velcro? cause to me it looks like a......

3.Why do they call buildings buildings? there already done building em so why not call them builts?

4.How do you tell when yogurt goes bad?

5.How can junk food be so bad when it tastes so good?

have a good one guys.i gotta go to work now.
-ice
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

la la la la la.....danger!!!

The Bandit...


What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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