Saturday, January 22, 2005

   YAH!!!

No postage today.Goin to Knots Berry Farm with my friend Ricky.Hes awesome.We decided we needed a mini-vacation so this is it!! WHOOP!
gonna drag him on soo many roller
coasters....*laughs* he acts like a badass but goes to peices on a good ride.funny stuff....hope you guys have an awesome day too!! -ice
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   ooooooook then
pfffft....

What the fuck is wrong with my life?
Just when i start to get up reality
kicks me back down.WHY?????!!!

A sample of my day...

I was eating lunch with some good friends of mine today.We were doin the usual, them talkin about nothin...me daydreaming and pretending to listen.Then out of the blue they start talking about their first time....In excruciating detail..That brought me back to reality..I tried to slink away before they asked me but they caught me...."So Nikita...what was your first time like? hmmm.." (do you know that feeling where you want to dig a shallow grave and just DIE!! That was how i was feeling) It takes alot to catch me off guard..but that did it."errr....." I could feel myself blushing like crazy so i hide behind my hair. "You did have a first time didnt you?..."
Those bloodsuckers leaned in closer with these stupid grins plastered on their faces."hmmmmmmm?? " She sang as she leaned in even closer. Id had enough. I started walking away really really fast...but not fast enough to not hear them laughing and whispering like crazy.(some friends huh?) I ran into the back of the school and punched the side of a classroom."FUCK YOU PEOPLE!!!" I screeched then slumped down to the ground crying.Suddenly I felt a warm hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Calli.She wasnt there when it happened...but the rumors were already flying full force."Kida..?"
I didnt answer,just kept staring at the ground.

me: go away calli..

calli: dont let them get to you...that was mean what they said..

me: ya think?

calli: Nikita why do you care what they say?! your prettier than all of us but youre to stubborn to realize it!!!

She took out her pocket mirror and made me look at myself. "look at yourself....hard...what do you see?"
I looked at my reflection.The same old me. "im not pretty so just leave me alone!!!" i screamed at her and turned around. "stop it nikita! do you know what i see?.....Emerald green eyes that im STILL jealous of!
a figure girls would die for!! lips that only movie stars have!! hair that ive wanted for as long as i can remember!! A face that never needs or wears makeup!! FACE IT!! youre beautifull!!!" She pulled me into a bonecrushing hug while she panted.
"now....really....LOOK!" she said icily and shoved the mirror back at me.I took it slowly and looked at myself again.My sad green eyes stared back at me.I started noticing that she was particially right. "im not half bad i guess..." i muttered stubbornly.I hugged her lovingly then we walked back to class.on the way there this guy passed me a note.
"my friend wanted you to have this."He said then dashed away.
(ill tell you what it said tomorrow..
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that my friends....is a true friend.I love her so much. (non-lesbian way...) Im not ashamed
about being a virgin.i just dont like TALKING about it!! im still waitin for that special person.thats all........
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

grrrr.........

These are the moments in life where i wish i had enough money to shoot the t.v. with my 22.shotgun then buy a new one!!! Theve been playing that stupid fucking Enzite commercial every 5 minutes!!! GAH! pisses me off at how shallow people have gotten these days.
if you really love someone,sex doesnt matter! Im going to go assasinate that fucker Bob now. *gets shotgun and runs away laughing* they will all pay!!

*ahem*

This was the previous rantings of me earlier today.If you managed to realize my point in there(yes,there is one)its damn good!! why should
how big you are matter? come on now..
HAVE SOME SELF LOVE PEOPLE!!!
LOVE WHO YOU ARE!!!
DONT LET ENZITE BRAINWASH YOU!!
YOUR PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE!!
I SWEAR!!!
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   my halloween costume....yah!!!

You are a cat woman. You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).


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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   oooooooohh
Boredom...........
Here are some successful ways to fight boredom and remain unique at the same time.its also a very successful way to not get dates .(trust me I know) yes, I have done most of them.*snicker*

1.Pick a fight with your imaginary friend in public.
2.Wear sunglasses when its cloudy
3.wear a cape to school
4.whenever someone tells you something scream PROVE IT!!!
5.Change your name frequently
6.dance to the elevator music
7.get in an elevator. push all of the buttons. get out of the elevator. do the same to the next one.
8.skip whenever possible
9.mourn the death of your giga pet.
10.put a baby ruth in a public toilet
11.put soap all over the railings at school
12.crack yourself up whenever possible
13.smile at your enemies (it confuses them)
14.put decaf in the company coffee maker for 2 weeks.then switch to expresso!
14.put tape on the bottom of your cats feet.
15.whenever someone asks you to do something ask if they want fries with that.
16.at the movie theater throw a handful of popcorn in the air and yell "its snowing!!!"
17.replace the cream in Oreos with toothpaste.offer it to a friend.
18.give everyone a nickname
19.crossdress for the hell of it
20.jump up and down in the elevator to freak people out.
21.wear your Halloween costume in July.
22.wear 2 different shoes.see if people notice.
23.take your plants for a walk.
24.kiss and hug yourself in public
25.play with your food
26.name your car
27.make hobos tell you their life story before you give them money. (this ones priceless!)
28.walk backwards whenever possible

ahh...the non-sanity goodness of it all !!!! please attempt. I learned something funny about myself today.My name in French means death. Creepy but cool. Beware??


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too true.......again

Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful
You are a Snow sprite. Mysterious, and alluring you
naturally attract people to you, your like a
people magnet even though you most often wish
to be alone. Your love for cold climates and
snow has given you an insight into the beauty
few see. While most see bland white you see a
forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To
you life is something precious and you intend
to figure out its mysteries. You are very
mature and don't waste your intelligence on
childish games or people not worth your time
which can make you seem arrogant at times but
you are really just intent on saving your time
for better things. Your soul is very beautiful
if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions
hidden from everyone and therefore they don't
know what your capable of. You are a living
fantasy.


.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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me? seductive......never...

Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
Seductress. Please rate this quiz!


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Monday, January 17, 2005

   The Shinobi
hey,

nothing really interesting to say today.ive been in a daze.lots of weird and confusing things been going on.as if im not confused enough....umm...this chapter is a little on the graphic side so dont say i didnt warn you when you pretend to be all moraley violated when i know you just got the cheap thrill of your life.so there!
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chapter 11- Revenge is sweet
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Driven by pure rage Feore spun Jumiyo around and charged at the samurais.
(YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS WITH YOUR LIVES!!!! ) He pulled out both of his katanas and began swirling them in the air, holding on to Jumiyo with nothing but his feet.
The samurais gaped in surprise then charged at him as well, bellowing war cries and unsheathing their swords. Feore didnt falter, he only urged Jumiyo faster. They passed each other in a bloody blur. 2 of the samurais fell of their horses in a bloody heap while there heads rolled elsewhere.Feore spun Jumiyo around and charged at them again. "DIE!!" He screeched at them, dripping with blood. Frightened, the remaining samurais kicked their horses into a dead sprint in a race for their lives. Feore followed, swirling his blood-drenched swords in the sunlight.They left the forest and entered the Shinu desert. The horses were slowed by the sand so Feore had a chance to catch up.Nothing but pure rage and hatred ran through his mind. They never had a chance. He quickly ran down the one in last place, Feore swung his katana and the defenseless samurai fell of his still running horse, dead. Feore didnt stop the slaughter until only the leader remained. The frightened samurai was running his horse for all its worth. But Jumiyo was faster.....Feore urged Jumiyo up beside him and kicked him off the horse.With a yelp of surprise the leader tumbled to the hard ground. Feore jumped off as well. The leader quickly got up and drew his sword, shaking madly. Feore stared at him for a minute, not moving an inch.. Then he suddenly started swirling his katanas, the sunlight shining off them and the blood they were soaked in, distracting the man while he stepped closer.....and closer. Before the man could react Feore swung.....and his head went flying.(A/N- ewwwwww.!!!!) His stump of a body crumpled to the earth, and his head landed a few feet away. Its black eyes staring into the sky. Feore stared emotionlessly at the bloody scene, his katanas dripping blood onto the parched earth.( Wheres Jade?!!!!) He realized with horror. As if reading his mind Jumiyo ran past him. Feore jumped onto his back in a single move and kicked the horse faster. They rapidly approached the forest. "JADE?!!" Feore called out into the never-ending trees. Follow me! Sheracks voice rang into his head. The falcon screeched at him from above then began flying fast towards a different part of the forest.
Feore kicked Jumiyo into a dead run and followed the bird. He looked down, a scarlet trail of blood had appeared on the forest floor.(no......please dont die! please dont die! Kami please spare her!!!)After a minute or so they entered a small clearing. Raylana was on the other side of it prancing nervously with Jade on her back. Feores heart stopped. The horses coat was drenched with blood and was dripping puddles. He jumped off Jumiyo and ran over to Jade. She wasnt moving, or visible breathing eiether.The arrow was deeply imbedded into her back. If he tried to pull it out he could kill her. Blood was everywhere, and more was pouring out of the wound.(I cant fix this.....I have to find a healer...)He carefully hoisted her off Raylana and whistled for Jumiyo. The horse came to him immediately, still holding the dying Jade Feore mounted the horse. He kicked the horse into a dead gallop towards the nearest town, Jades mask fell off and he saw her face. Her lips were white, blood trickled out of her mouth onto Feores hand.(please dont die!!)
Feore kicked Jumiyo harder but the horse was already running at its limit. Feore went a daze, everything around him was blurred into a mass of colors. The only thing that remained in focus was Jades lovely face. Disconnected from the outside world he gently kissed her lips and whispered, Live.....my love... As if by magic Jade began coughing madly and gasping for breath. His happiness escalated. "JADE! Youre alive!!!" It took everything Feore had not to hug her. Her brilliant green eyes fluttered open and she smiled weakly. "Im to stubborn to die...." she whispered. Feore laughed into the sky. Sherack appeared above him and screeched happily. A small village was visible a few miles ahead. They were going to make it.
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dont ask.....the cheese made me write it! *runs away screaming*

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

*smiles*

Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In
general you are a very sweet, caring person!
You love to kick back and hang out with your
friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
read a book and catch up on your studies. You
love the wildlife and you can always seem to
make the day better. Your lover is the luckiest
man in the world because people like you are
rare to come across. You love life but always
still have your head in reality.


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   does this describe me?

~*~Beautiful Soul~*~
You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
and you're beautiful inside and out!


Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana


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