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Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current date: 2nd October 2007 Today's topic: College, a new begining!
Hy everyone! First of all I want apologize for not commenting if I really missed some of your posts!
So, I'm a student now and what can I say? I'm really happy, excited and full of hope.
Today I even had my first class! Business law or something like that... *not an expert when it comes to translations*
The teachers seem really nice and I hope they are dough in my country you never know... But I guess it's the same everywhere in the world.
My room is really nice, feels like home, dough kind of empty right now... But I'm sure it will fill up with a lot of books and notebooks really soon.
My internet connection is strong so I'll still be around here. Don't worry!*sends free hugs to all her friends*
Now, Bucharest... Bucharest is a monster!!! And it's alive!!! *terrified look on her face*
But with a lot of dissapointment in my heart I have to say that it's really ugly compared to other european capital cities... But it's just my opinion, I guess. When I see all those old blocks I feel like I've entered an ancient communist sanctuary. Horrible!
For those who don't know Romania used to have a communist regime in the past and a year after I was born, this big revolution took place and we all embraced democracy. In our own way... trust me!
But I'm beginig to like it. Just yesterday I've met two highschool collegues of mine since we are going to the same college and after I helped them with their schedules we went to a mall. But everything is so expensive! I've seen a lot of beautifull shoes! And I constanly said to myself:"I can't afford this. This is crazy! But Santa will bring me all those beautifull gifs." Yes, I want to save money and get a pair of nice shoes, jeans and a blouse too. I know I can, I've got plenty of money. I've just got to use my head!
Do you think I inspire people trust? Because people just ask me for dirrections! That's cool, but I feel bad when I can't help! Even today, two men in a car (about 25-35 years old) asked me about this street...Too bad I couldn't help them. But I helped other students with their schedule. I guess you can see I'm a reliable person! Wait, I guess this happens to everybody. Yeah, I'm just being silly.
But I miss my parents and my friends! My cousin is busy working and when he comes home he talks about projects, percentages and money. And he has a girlfriend too... When I came home last night (after we when to this supermarket) I felt so lonely... He always tells me: "It's different here. Forget what your dad taught you, he has his job, your mom... Try to be independent! Forget about them!"
But I love my dad and my mom and I know I have to change, but I just don't like it when he talks like that. I feel so bad... I know I have a lot of things to learn, but I realise we are so different. He works, he wants a big house, with LCD TV's and expensive furniture etc. etc. etc. I want a lovely family, a good job and a loving husband. I don't want a lot of money or 4 computers and expensive furniture! I know I'll work hard and I'll have all of that if I want to. But I don't. I'm a simple soul, is that really bad? I want happiness, love and security! I know I'm smart and I can achieve anything I want. But I have to try and understand him... His parents got divorced, he never had a good father and this is his way of doing things... besides he has a brother and he will need his help, too! I can't complain, since I've always had my parents on my side one way or another...
But still...
Anyway I hope the following days I'll get to make some friends and go out more.
Response to comments:
- WoW! I'm glad you liked my poem SweetD. And of course you can use it as an idea for a wallpaper. I would be so honored!
- Glad that you like my poem too Angel Zakuro, Animergirl 7 and Talim-of-the-wind! A song? You know, now I wonder too... Would it become a hit after time? I wonder...
Have a great week everyone and take care! And sorry if the post was too long. *giant hug*
Peace and luff,
Lory.
