Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Right...
Umm it's 11:03pm so I'm not really updating the next day but it'll seem that way -.-;; I'm getting my hair dyed now, like it's bleached now since I have dark brown hair, I'm going to miss my old hair. Sophia said it made me look like a Aztec Princess. Hmm..I'm not sure what else to say. Things in my life are picking up from the decline it was in for a while. Well I wouldn't say decline more like my life had alot of troubles in it for a while. I still had my friends though so it didn't suck. Well Goodbyez!

UPDATE
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Awsome....Seriously my hair is awsome. It's a weird blue, aqua, green ish color. It looks different depending on the light. I would take a picture to show it but then I'd have to take like 5 to show the different colors.

Where does Your Beauty Hide? Dark Pictures and Deep Results

Your beauty hides in your dreams.
Your beauty is withen your dreams. Always staring at the sky, dreaming the days and nights away. Do you believe that you cannot live that dream, ever? Even though it may not come true, you can escape to it in the times of need. You build your happiness on a fantasy. But, don't we all when things seems so unperfect? What lies behind those beautiful eyes of yours is a perfect, beautiful world.

Your Quote:
'But, I can always dream.'

Your song:
Dreamer - Ozzy Osbourne

Lyrics:Gazing through the window at the world outside
Wondering if mother earth will survive
Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her, sometime

After all there's just the two of us
And here we are still fighting for our lives
Watching all of history repeat itself, time after time

I'm just a dreamer, I dream my life away
I'm just a dreamer, who dreams of better days

I watch the sun go down like everyone of us
I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign
A better place for those who will come after us this time

I'm just a dreamer, I dream my life away, oh yeah
I'm just a dreamer, who dreams of better days

Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ
It doesn't really matter much to me
Without each other's help there ain't no hope for us
I'm living in a dream, a fantasy

If only we could just find serenity
It would be nice if we could live as one
When will all this anger, hate and bigotry be gone?

I'm just a dreamer, I dream my life away, today
I'm just a dreamer, who dreams of better days, OK
I'm just a dreamer, who's searching for the way, today
I'm just a dreamer, dreaming my life away

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Monday, January 9, 2006

Great.....
I went back to school today..whoopie...lol It wasn't that bad actually, mostly boring. I only have a page of math homework to do so that's good. I'll change my layout soon. If anyone missed my last post please comment on it. I'm getting my hair cut and dyed today, with midnight blue streaks. I got some more black nail polish so no more painting the non-black finger nail electric blue! I'll prob. still do that though..Hmm I have homework to do Laterz!

PS- I love my icon! It's so me.
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Sunday, January 8, 2006

School
Tommorow's school! Noooooo *hits head* Oh but Inuyasha's on tommorow!
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Calvin's Party
Alright so I was supposed to go to Michelle's house today, and I did, but the real party was at Calvin's. At first it was only Michelle, Calvin, Andrea, Anthony, and I at Michelle's house. Then Angel came with his brother (Javier *pukes*). So we all tried to go to a movie but couldn't. While we were there Javier was leaning on my back and I walked away and he almost fell. I was totally ignoring him I felt so proud of myself, I wouldn't let anything he said get to me ^_^. Alright so then we all went to Calvin's house. We video tapped Calvin's basement because it's supposed to be haunted.

Calvin's mom ordered pizza and Andrea, Michelle, and I were going to pick up Juila M(funnygirl91). So I walked into the kitchen while all the guys were there to get my camera. So I walked in and I hear Javier saying -Yeah she was like sucking my face off- I knew of course they were talking about Juila so I just got my camera and turned to walk out. Javier was looking at me but I was like -monotone expression- I'm coming Mich! I could hear Calvin laughing and saying "Dude that was really bad timing" when I closed the door.

So we picked up Juila and went back to Calvin's. It was kinda boring for a while but then we went back to the basment. Anthony kicked the dool again, and threw it. Michelle abused the doll also, along with Angel. So we recorded more of the basement with Calvin's camera. We went upstaires AGAIN for like the 5th or 6th time. Javier stayed up there with Juila for a bit. She came down and told me he was crying and I went umm ok, and kinda laughed (I didn't believe her) and then he walked in and his eyes were red.

Umm let's see here..after all that Calvin's mom brought out the Ouji board. I didn't use it though Michelle, Anthony, and Angel were already being retarded and putting that weird baby doll on a cross. So they asked some questions, I don't remember all the questions so w/e. I do remember they asked if "they" hated us and "they" said yes. So Calvin assigned everyone a number and asked who they hated. "They" picked out Michelle's, Angel's, and Anthony's number.

After that Anthony, Angel, Michelle, and Juila all went to the basement and did more ouji board. We picked Juila because "they" went over her number, like it went around. So I was sitting on this floor chair thing and Javier was sitting next to me on the floor. Calvin and Andrea were sitting on the couch. Javier put his arm around me and I stayed perfectly still. I think he started crying because he started breathing all ragged but I wouldn't look at him. He tried holding my hand but I wouldn't look at him. I knew if I looked at him I might feel bad so I didn't want to see him. Anthony, Angel, Michelle, and Juila came back and I sat with them. The rest of the day Juila was all over Anthony.

PS- oh oh and the guys had this flag thing and Calvin hit me with it! It was like a whip and he went I thought you liked the kinky stuff and I was like AHH EWWWWW. My guy-friends are seriously twisted.

Hope You had a good anime Night!
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Saturday, January 7, 2006

Mood:
I can't deal with this whole Juila and Javier drama. I broke up with Javier because of Juila and then she goes and makes out with him?! I like just got off the phone with Michelle and Anthony. Anthony got freaked out because he went to Calvin's house and messed around with ghosts and got scared. So he didn't want to go to sleep but he said he'll try and if he can't he'll just call me back -.-;;. It's 2:16am and I'm not tired.

Update
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Mood:
Ok it's 12:02 and I'm going to Michelle's house at 5 w00t. Umm I'll add some more detail to my ealier post. Calvin had alot of people at his house yesterday to watch movies, I couldn't go. So he invited everyone to go into his basement to see that it was haunted. In one room there was this doll that hadn't been moved for 3 years along with some other figures. Angel being the idiot that he is started throwing and kicking the doll around. Anthony threw it once but that's it. Well Angel was also yelling and swear at the "ghost" and also insulting. So Anthony got all freaked out last night and wouldn't go to sleep till late. He called me and Angel was in a coma so I'm like uh huh sure he is. He wasn't of course, Anthony was just being an idiot.
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Friday, January 6, 2006

Ugh...He just can't leave me alone can he?
So I talked to Juila yesterday and Javier was hitting on her. So I texted Javier about it, I wanted to see if he would deny it. He totally comes clean but doesn't want to talk about it so he wanted me to call him later. He texted me from his brother phone asking me to call him and I didn't. He called later on my cell, I didn't pick up. Then he called on my house phone and I did pick up, I don't want anyone else answering his calls because then I have to explain everything. He says that he did hit on her and tried to get her to go out with him. So I'm literally like O_O what?! So then he says he was just trying to see if she would go against me. Uh huh sure, oh course he can sense my sarcasam and asks me if I believe him so I plainly say Uh No. So he starts saying how he doesn't want to lose my trust, what a load of crap. He said sorry for getting me mad and when he asks if I'm ok I was like o_O umm yeah *small laugh* why shouldn't I be? Well I already got off the phone with him. I'm not going to Calvin's house today and I really wanted to go. Oh well hopefully Michelle comes back in time to have her party. I just hope Javier isn't there, I don't think I can deal with seeing him.
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

It's Over
I went to the movies today and saw the first like 3rd of King Kong...Julia got upset because of Javier and I so I left with her. We took of sprinting; no way am I going to stay with Javier if it hurts Julia that much. So Javier texted me and asked me where I was so I texted back saying that Julia still likes him so I couldn't go out with him. Well here's the convo

Javier: How come you left?
Me: Juila still likes u i cant go out with u any more
Javier: I am not breaking up w/U BECUZ JUila likes me no way
Me:Ur not breaking up with me iam breaking up with u
Javier:Lets talk over the phone i will Call in bit

My last text is my fav ^_^. So Julia and I called Anthony and told him everything and told him we where by Wendy's and to tell Javier we were by Lincoln and Damin if he asked. Of course though Anthony tells him where we were and so I called him back and guess what I learned? Javier told Anthony I was making out with him in the movies! So I told Anthony You know I would NEVER! Anthony didn't believe him but Javier ALSO told Anthony's little sister so I had to explain it to her also. Julia and I went to her house and I left to go home. Julia called me a few minutes ago and told me that Anthony told her Javier is going over to her house with a bag of rocks so she told her mom and they are waiting for him. Anthony and Calvin are on their way to Julia’s house now. Today was one big mess but it was still kind of fun.


Update
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Even though I broke up with him Javier wants me to call him today. Either I do or he will. It’s 6:26 am now and I put up my last post at midnight. He texted me last night and we talked for a bit I would put up the conversation but Julia would just get upset. My little baby Cousin Nicholas is over so I’m watching him and my baby brother. I’m still tired seeing as I fell asleep at like 1 or 2 am. Alright we’ll I don’t have anymore energy.- Byez

Update
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Javier called me twice. He was like are you going to be ok? So I'm like umm yeah...and he said Oh because I don't feel as good as I used to. So I'm like O_O omg...why does he have to make this so hard. So he said are you sure about this? I said Yup and he wants me to think about it.

A Lil more than people wantd to know (no its not dirty)
Name::	Miriam
Birthday::	May 26
Birthplace::	Chicago
Current Location::	Chicago
Eye Color::	Brown
Hair Color::	Dark Brown
Height::	5' (heh shorty that I am)
lefty or righty::	Righty
Heritage::	Mexican/Guatamalan(sp?)
Weaknesses::	Cute little animals XD
Fears::	No longer the dark! Death? The end of the world.
Most Missed Memory::	Dunno
First Throughs Waking Up::	Oh gawd my head hurts...why did I get up?
Best Physical Feature::	No clue I'm not good at judging my self
Do you Smoke?:	Nope
Do you Drink?:	Nope
Do you Swear?:	Sometimes
Have you ever been in Love?:	Sure, but love is over rated
Do you want to go to college?:	Yup
Do you want to get married?:	Maybe
Do you want to have children?:	Depends
Do you believe in yourself?:	Not really
Do you think your attractive?:	Not really
Do you have ADD/ADHD?:	Nope
Do you have OCD?:	Nope
Do you get along with your parents?:	Yes
Do you like thunderstorms?:	Depends on my mood
Do you like eyeliner?:	Not to much
Do you like gay guys?:	Dunno
Are you gay/bi yourself?:	Nope
How do you want to die?:	peacefully of old age in my sleep
Do you like pain?:	no
Have you ever cut yourself?:	nope
Are you suicidal?:	no
Do you get depressed easily?:	sometimes
Do you go to the mall?:	sometimes
Do you like BLACK?:	sure
How many relationships have you been in?:	1
Do you have any peirceings?:	ears only
How about tattoos?:	none
Do you have any weird eating habits?:	Hmm..
If so, what kind?:	I cut up sloppy joes
Do you have an Ipod or an MP3?:	iPod
Are you random?:	Sometimes
How random are you?:	Uhhh O_o I dunnoooo to much pressure AAHH
THIS OR THAT
Mcdonalds OR Burger King::	Burger King
Wendys OR Arbys::	Wendys
Walmart OR Best buy(for cds)::	BestBuy! Walmart is evil hissss
HOT TOPIC OR PacSun::	Hot Topic
Chocolate OR Vanilla::	Chocolate
Guys OR Girls::	guys
Cookies OR Ice Cream::	Oooo...icecream
Mall OR Movies::	oooo..depends who with
Music OR TV::	TV..if something good is on
Silence OR Loudness::	depends
The Nightmare before Christmas OR Corpse Bride:	The nightmare before christmas if I'm in a good mood
With People Or Alone::	With I guess
Myspace OR Vampire Freaks:	Vampire Freaks? Sure why not
Life OR Death::	life
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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   It's Over

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Monday, January 2, 2006

   The Mall
Now usually I don't like the mall but today was decent. Calvin, Anthony, Andrea, and I all went to Woodfield. Andrea's mom and brother were there but that's ok, they're both cool. I didn't but anything actually, I was expecting to spend all my money like always but I didn't...Well on the way back we watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show on Andrea's mini-DVD player. I didn't get to see all of it but I saw most of it and man is it twisted, still awsome but twisted all the same. Yeah I'm saying twisted now, don't ask why I just am. I got the ok to go with Javier somewhere, I don't know when or where but it's got to be soon. Well I'm hungry but I can't bring myself to eat, maybe later.

Byez!

PS- I seriously NEED to stop talking to myself. Here's a little convo between myself.
-Gawd I feel about the whole Javier thing
-Well you should?
-Why?
-Because, anyway it's to late now he's your boyfriend.
-Ew
_omg
-I just ewed my own boyfriend didn't I?
-Yup
-Damn.


Yup just wanted to show how pathetic I am ^_^
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Yup....
Time: 12:18 AM
Music: Wake Me Up When September Ends -Green Day
Mood: Mixed.

I'm going to the mall at 1 or 1:30 with Andrea, Anthony, and Calvin. No Javier I don't think I can deal with him right now. I just realized that I don't have enough money on my phone to accept calls XD. It's to early to sleep..Hmm..Guess I'll draw. See Ya.

EDIT
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It's 1:10 am and I tried making a blog but photoshop wouldn't download on my comp -.-;;
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