Thursday, November 10, 2005

   Today
I was going to update ealier but I was soooo tired I just went to bed. Ok today was oh so kewl! Before school Karena and I are just sitting at the spot were are group hangs out all bored likeand Anthony pulls out a marker and says Can I sign your pants? So I look at my leg and I'm like hmmm... ok. So he signs my left thigh -Anthony is so awsome- so then Antonio signs my left knee by Anthony's - So is Antonio-. Then the madness begins, Karena just signs her name then Juila M. just say I'll miss you and signs her name. The first and second recess everyone starts signing my pants. Adri - Adri is ghetto & I love adri - Elizabeth- Lizzie-. Then angel - numienum - Michelle put - Hi it's Mich ps Mimi is sexy Andrea put - My chemical romance and something else I can't read- Jake wanted to sign me put I said no and let Damien sign his name. Then Antonio put - uhhhhh...?- Yeah well the rest of the day was boring cept when are buddies came. Anthony and I sat at one table and talked the whole time and now we have an inside joke ^_^. Well that's it!
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   I'm not
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Well since Karena spilled her guts I suppose I might as well to (did that sound conceited? Sorry if it did). I'm not sure were to start. I know now alot of people read this thing so I suppose it doesn't really matter but it does to me. I have a hard time telling people how I feel even typing it gets me uneasy. I hope I can post this and I don't chicken out. I suppose I might as well start with my family for starters. My mom's side of the family is ok their kinda weird but supportive. My dad's side however... as some of you may or may not know I used to be overweight by like 5 or 10 pounds I don't remember it was like 3 years ago. Well during that time my dad's side of the family was anything but supportive. They would always call me fat and whenever I ate there they would always crack jokes at me like oh who wants the rest? of course peanut! (my nickname) Not everyone was like that though my cousin was nice to me (Lili) but even my dad would make fun of me. I've never liked him, he's always found something that's wrong with me. During the time that I was still fat I was always getting dropped from the options program. Then my dad decided I was stupid and starting locking me in a room so force me to study. Of course he didn't give a crap what I thought. Of course when he found out that I had already decided not to stay in the options program he got pissed. Of course I just stood there and took it. Karena and Juila you guys know that I get really good grades in school and always score in the high percentile. Well last year when I showed my dad and uncle my report card of all A's (cept on B) they just said " That's not straight A's it's straight B's, your not in the gifted program anymore". Of course I felt bad and I told my mother because unlike my father she could tell when I was mad. She didn't do anything about it at first because I told her not to. Juila and Karena you know I don't show my grades to my dad anymore. I've just decided fuck it if he doesn't care then I ain't showing him. My dad and uncle (josh) both said I couldn't get into northside and to now even try, of course all my teachers and my mom and step-dad say differently but I'm not telling him that because I'm not going to try anymore with them. I'm going to try out for the best schools and when my dad asks me what school I'm going to I'm not telling him till the last possible moment! My mum talked to him about how I don't even want to tell him my grades because he'll just but me down and he started crying. I talked to him while he was crying but all I could think about is how many times he put me down and how many times he yelled at me. I don't even want to see him on weekends anymore. Well I think that's enough for now.. I still have more to say but this post is long enough.
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Wednesday, November 9, 2005

   I'm not

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   oops
Forgot this:

Halfdemon4evr (7:10:25 PM): omg zach is sooo retarded
Mijagirl91 (7:10:40 PM): what he do?
Halfdemon4evr (7:10:42 PM): he sid hey Miriam jake likes you! and my step dad was right there
Halfdemon4evr (7:10:47 PM): I was like O_O
Halfdemon4evr (7:10:51 PM): but he didn't hear
Mijagirl91 (7:11:09 PM): omg!!!!!!!
Mijagirl91 (7:11:15 PM): complete idiot
Halfdemon4evr (7:11:30 PM): theeennnn he said hey Miriam jake says you taste good so I'm like hey my dads right there and he was like what? jake licked you and he said you tasted good but I was already walking away
Halfdemon4evr (7:11:34 PM): lol
Mijagirl91 (7:12:25 PM): ROTFLMFAO
Halfdemon4evr (7:13:18 PM): i know!!!
Halfdemon4evr (7:13:25 PM): I was like omg you retard
Mijagirl91 (7:13:34 PM): omg
Mijagirl91 (7:13:43 PM): *cant breathe*
Halfdemon4evr (7:14:30 PM): lol
Halfdemon4evr (7:14:33 PM): not over!
Mijagirl91 (7:14:42 PM): huh?
Halfdemon4evr (7:15:28 PM): Juila called me but then she put Jake on the phone and I could hear her saying here talk to Miriam so Jakes all like hey hello? thne I hear murrmering and then he says Hey baby and then -click- I hung up
Mijagirl91 (7:15:57 PM): LMFAO
Mijagirl91 (7:16:02 PM): OMFG!!!!!!
Mijagirl91 (7:16:07 PM): thats fucking hysterical
Mijagirl91 (7:16:13 PM): wish i was there
Halfdemon4evr (7:16:38 PM): oh she did it again 2
Mijagirl91 (7:16:45 PM): what he say that time
Halfdemon4evr (7:17:03 PM): same thing but I hung up when he said her
Halfdemon4evr (7:17:05 PM): hey*
Halfdemon4evr (7:17:19 PM): oh and hes going to get a shirt that says dirty miriam is mine
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   Great..
Did I tell you that I plugged in my comp in my room but there is no desk so it's on the floor? Well it is. Guess what my bro did? Left the door wide open to my room and the dogs peed on it. He's cleaning it now so I'm on my mum's. Went to the dentist and guess what I found out? My teeth suck. Anywho I got my report card and I got all A's mostly A-'s but still A's. what you guys get?

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Quizzes


You are lukewarm! Your heart is good and whole, but
you have built a wall around it, so no-one can
see the true you. Shine, and show your
colours-you will make a beautiful rainbow.


Please rate and message!


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You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


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Your power is: Clairvoyance

Explanation: Your power is that you can
look into the future and see what is coming.
How far and long you can look is all depending
on your skill level. This can, as all powers,
be used in both evil and good. Even if it may
seem like a boring ability it is a huge
responsibility for the carrier, becase they are
constantly tempted with doing the wrongs deeds
(e.g. cheat on a test). It takes high morals to
not be brought down with it.

Therefor you fit with this power quite well.
You take responsibility and do what is the
right thing to do. This does not make you a
saint, since you're only human after all. But
it makes a trustworthy person and you are loyal
to camrades and/or team mates. In school you
were probably a good student. If you were
social varies from person to person, but most
clairvoyant people tend to prefer their own
company or that of close friends and family.
That is because you are wise and knows how to
treasure the reliable in your life, since you
know popularity can be a false element. You are
also not that big on taking risks and prefer
what is already explored. That is because you
don't like suprises, they can turn out bad and
then you won't be in control.
Negative aspects: Since you're always
doing the right thing and being trustworthy all
the time you can become frustrated. Also, all
that you carry on your shoulders may stress you
out. You need to relax to be in good mental
shape.

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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

   Greatest Day Eva!
Today was sooooo awsome. Since today was report card pickup for highschools Max, Issac, Calvin, and a whole bunch of other 9th graders came to Bell. It was soo awsome! I had my !B testing today so I missed music, math, and science. The testing was easy but I didn't finish all the math >_< I didn't get my first recess cuz of testing but it don't matter. On my way back from testing Karena and I saw Calvin and I was like O_O cuz his hair is sooo bright it scared me xD. Lunch recess was soooooo much fun everyone was even crazer than usual because Calvin and Issac were there. I got to stay after school because of acting class and I went to Hogie Huts with Andrea, Calvin, and Juila T. They were throwing glass and Juila T and Calvin were fighting but you know play fighting. It was sooo much fun seeing Calvin again I missed him ^_^. After that we went to 7-11 and then dropped off Juila T at NBGC. Then Calvin and I went to Juila M's house and Andrea went home. At Juila's house Calvin kept sitting on my lap. Twice he got realyl close like his cheek was on mine so I couldn't move my head. He kept hugging me also. On are way to Juila's house I was going to give him a piggy back ride but he didn't get on right so it was more like he was hugging me while I was walking. Oh well it was fun I forgot that Karena didn't really know Calvin that well though so I feel bad because she was bored. Oh well I missed him anyway even though he is a perv and can be a jerk ^_^.

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DARTHTATERRULES (9:06:49 PM): Read this dont worry it's not creepy like the other one! It soo sad!
Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes


He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump


Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead

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Just a little thing I wrote don't ask:

Girl: Thank you..
Guy: For what?
Girl: For everything youv'e given me
Guy: What are you talking about?
Girl: You gave me strength, love, and happiness
Guy: No I didn't
Girl: Yes you did, so Thank You
Guy: Your the one that has given me strength, love, and happiness!
Girl: What?
Guy: Everytime I look into your eyes my heart races and I feel whole.
Girl: R-Really?
Guy: Yes...and everytime you talk it's as if angels are singing!
Girl: Now your just being cheesy
Girl: I guess thats what love does to a guy!
Guy: L-Love?!
Girl: Yes Love....

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You feel free. Life gave us choises, I choose to be
happy. Your soul is overflowing with feelings
of contentness. You are as grateful as you are
expressive. Thinking nothing of selfishness you
prove everyday that there is something to live
for. A true grace surrounds you like your
peaceful aura, yet it causes others around you
to feel immediantly comfortable. With this aura
you are able to cheer up people who you see are
down. If something were to happen to you, you
would definately have many people there to
mourn for you. But your aura would calm them
saying 'we will be together soon'.
Element: Wind
Color: Pink
Quote: With everyday there comes another reason to
go on; to live for life itself.
Expression: A beautiful and calm smile.
Symbol: A feather in the wind/petals/story book


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Monday, November 7, 2005

   hey
Yesterday was boring, went to gallery37 today that was boring to. I have to take my IB testing tommorow, wish me luck! My brother is being an ass, he was doing homework so I had to get off but then he wouldn't let me on. I'm on now duh. See ya.

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Sunday, November 6, 2005

   Goths

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Earth. Your outgoing personality makes you a strong
force in connecting with the other elements.

Personality: While you aren't quite as self-aware
as Fire, you are more prone to emotional
reactions. This means people find you much more
comforting in comparison to Fire's cold
honesty. However emotional outbursts aren't
always positive and you sometimes burst out
with things you don't mean or will regret
later. With maturity though, your ability to
connect with your emotions will make you
heartwarming and an exceptional shoulder to
lean on. Your ability to comfort with be
intuitive and constructive, not just
comforting. However, this sometimes means that
you'll begin to feel overburdened as people
look to you for help. Find a way to release
your stress or your emotions are going to get
the best of you again.

Temper: Make sure you watch it. You can get a bit
snippity out of frustration and stress and
you're at high risk of over-reacting. You're
much more prone to a big reactions rather than
a lot of small ones. It's important to learn to
control your emotions rather than let them
control you, especially since you're at high
risk for getting easily offended. Sometimes you
can misunderstand small comments and take them
as personal attacts, leading to an defensive
sense of pride.

The Other Elements:
Wind: Your elemental opposite. Because of the
nature of your personalities, entering a
relationship with Wind is extremely dangerous.
Your bold, outgoing personality will mislead
you, seeing Wind as a pushover and a weakling.
You're wrong, of course, but your pride might
not let you admit it. More likely than not,
you'll try and take advantage of Wind. Bad
idea. Push too hard and you'll get the stuffing
knocked out of you. Wind is the most likely of
all the elements to suddenly change
personalities when they get tired of being
passive. You don't want to be on the receiving
end of the first lashing they ever give. If
you're looking to grow as a person, don't pick
a Wind as your first mentor.
Fire: Your elemental equal. You have a lot in
common with Fire, but unlike when Water and
Wind get together, when Earth and Fire mix, it
isn't going to be easy. Your strong personality
traits make you both pretty stubborn. And since
Fire plays it cautious, when it comes to
arguments they don't usually say anything
unless they know they're right. That can be
pretty hard for you to swallow. You're much
more emotional than Fire so their honesty can
sting a little too much. But keep in mind they
don't mean to hurt you and feel free to tell
them when their claws are digging a bit too
much. A relationship with Fire can fun and
rewarding. Pay close attention and their skills
will help you hone your own. After enough
practice, you'll be able to start digging back.
And there's nothing quite as enjoyable as a
flustered and off-balance Fire.
Water: Not your equal but not your opposite. Like a
relationship with those of your own element,
relationships with Water are often hit-or-miss.
You'll get along well with some and horribly
with others. Your overactive sense of pride
might clash with a Water's self-centered
attitude but hopefully seeing the flaws in
others will point out your own. Trust your
instincts. In the end, the success or failure
with Water simply depends on whether or not you
actually like the person.


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Saturday, November 5, 2005

   Yesterday and today
I went to The fiddler on the roof thing at Lincoln park, Max Witherspoon was there (he used to go to my school)he was in the musical. They musical was good kinda long but it was good. Then went to eat pizza then went home. Today was ok Andrea's having her party right now but I don't feel like going besides I burnt my hand on my oven making pizza.

EDIT

Here are some dollz





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Friday, November 4, 2005

   Tired
My dad kept waking me up today because it was 10 and I was like so? I feel back asleep but I couldn't the last time >_< I'm going to see a play at Lincoln park after my acting class. That's the school that I'm testing for the I.B. program, and I found out all I have to is turn in my application for the I.B. program and show up fro the test and I'm automatically in the double honors program! This is because everyone in the options class automatically gets to take the test because they are in a higher class (even if they get like in the 70 percentile) but not everyone in neighborhood program gets to take the test because they are not in the higher class. I’m in the neighborhood program so that means I had scores in the 90s ^_^ Sorry if that confused anyone =P





PS: She told me to walk this WAYYY!!!
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