Sunday, January 16, 2005

   omg...here is the first chapter of my book...!O.o
Chapter1
The morning sunlight peeked through the forest green blinds that hung over my window, I groaned and turned over so that my back was to the window, but still the light came in and I slowly got up and brushed my hair and put on a tight black sleeveless shirt and then I got a pair of brand new black cargo pants then I proceeded to put on ankle socks and a pair of black shoes, as I opened the door to my room and went into the living room an awful sight came to my eyes, blood smeared the walls and the floor, it stained the curtains and couch, as I ran into the kitchen to dial for help the same view as the living room filled my sight, blood everywhere, I sank down to my knees with the cordless phone in hand, I held back a sick thought and i got up and ran outside with the phone, the dogs and cats where not there, I dialed the number and told them what had occured and what I saw I then hung up the phone and sat down on the rock fence surrounding my home and tried to forget the awful sinking feeling of being alone, entirely alone. As I kept on waiting and then in anger at feeling of self pity they died and you feel sorry for yourself? I threw the phone as hard as I could then I heard sirens and cars coming across the cattleguard and head towards my house I just sat there and waited, someone came running up to me and made me look up at them, it was one of the foster child managers who took in kids who were still not of legal age to live alone "It's okay now we will see that you get adopted" the lady had horned-rimmed glasses and smell of stale perfume I shook her away from me "No I am not going anywhere until I know what happened to my family, and besides I refuse to go with you, I have other blood relatives or have you been greedy enough to forget about them, that I would be just another foster child to take care of or where you thinking on the lines of me being an orphan?" my voice held no sadness, it held only controled anger. She started to say something but a lady in a black suit took one look at the foster manager and clicked her tongue then she turned to me and seemed to be thinking of something to say, I just shrugged my shoulders and walked past both of the ladies and opened the door to my sister's red ford contour and looked for the keys and I found them hanging on the window wiper switch, I took them off and put the key into the ignition and turned on the car, the lady in black came running up with a puzzled look on her face or was it pity?, I didnt care but I lowered the window anyways and she came up and said plainly "where are you going, you cant leave the scene of a crime and the news reporters want to get your picture and story about what happened here". Anger rose in my chest and I said coldly,"they can go to hell for all I care, this is nothing more than a stunt so they can say 'did she kill her family?' or 'is there something behind the killings?' no you can tell them they can shove their publicity stunts where the sun dont shine, I am leaving I will contact the police when it is over with" with that I put the window back up and put the car into drive and left a very stunned lady and news team behind, I drove and as I did I sighed and headed towards town , a little town not far from Austin, and I drove towards my best friends house and pulled up in front of her house and got out of the car and ran up to her door and knocked three times and then I waited, as soon as she opened the door I just stood there and asked her "did you hear yet?" she kinda just looked at me and then nodded and smiled " I cant believe you actually left the scene the people I saw on tv looked pissed off and then they started talking crap about you and I turned it off," I smiled too. She led the way to her room and we sat down on the bed and just sat there not talking for awhile then she said" Rayna, where will you go and why?" the question didnt catch me completely off guard, I just shrugged and said in a tight voice " I might drop in on my aunt and uncle then I will leave and go to Huntsville and visit Collin and tell him the truth of the matter, I cant let him believe that I killed my own family." she nodded and then hugged me in a tight embrace " I know you would never do such a thing, you hate fights and always try to find a peaceful solution" I returned her hug and said softly "We know that, but I must convince the rest of the world of that, some foster lady actually had the nerve to tell me to go with her when everyone arrived, I was so pissed off, but now oh God Alexa I dont know how to clear my name and I wont live with anyone, I wont risk someone else dying and me the prime suspect" my voice failed and I tried to choke back the lump that formed in my throat. "I have to go now, I decided I will go to Collin I wont go to my aunt's house at all, goodbye Alexa I dont know when we will see each other again" I hugged her one last time and then got back into the car, my car and heaed towards Huntsville, towards Collin. I was driving through a quiet little town when two cars drove up on either side of me and pinched my car between theirs, I tried to break loose but to no avail they had my car stopped in the middle of a deserted parking lot and got out of their cars and looked to me like government workers. "Wow, girl your sure do know how to make the media angry and to top that of you made the fostercare people angry too..." the speaker was a guy about 20 years old and he spoke with laughter and curiousity in his vioce..I just looked at him with cold eyes and didnt say anything, he just shrugged and a lady with a briefcase came forward and set the brief case on the hood of the car and motioned for two of the others to remove me from my car as they opened the door I slammed my fist into one's grion and kicked the other in the stomache making him double over. I turned and saw that the lady was getting out a syringe and filling it with a clear liquid, "Like hell if you think I am going to be sedated, I will come but only if you dont stick me with any kind of drug, got that!" my voice held a deadly calm edge to it that I never thought possible at that moment, but the woman just pusred her lips and glared at me then turned to the learder and waited for his instructions. H e just looked at me as if I was a beautiful woman who knew how to kill, he shrugged then laughed" dont worry she wont sedate you or drug you, you will make a fine example for others of your special abilities though, but more of that later, will agree to come with us then, we promise no restraints and no harm to you at all you make your decisions and we will help if we can but for now come with us," he held out his hand to me and I glanced at the lady, she was seething with fury, that is one lady I need to watch my back for, she might go against all commands not to harm me. "and you will find out all the answers you are looking for, along with some comrades in the process, but here is one thing you must remember, never search out your friends to them you are dead, you will come to understand what we mean, but another thing Collin, the one you were going to see thinks your dead he is stunned into silence and wont say anything to anyone anymore, his grief is sad but he will come to sooner or later." his words hit me with a strong force,me, dead?how is that possible, unless someone said that I commited suicide then it would be legit butif this man wants me to go with him then I have no other choice. I just nodded fighting to keep my emotions hidden for the time being until I got alone somewhere then I would release those emotions with a vengence too. The man took my hand and led me to his navy blue government car and left with me sitting beside him lost in my own grief and thinking that if others thought I was dead then I was no longer Rayna Davidson but someone without a name, without a family, without any blood ties to anyone, it suddenly dawned on me that now I was free of blood ties that meant that Iserved no one but these people and myself, I had truely gotten what I wanted after all freedom and isolation from family and friends. As the sun set and we were heading away from the towns I turned to the guy "whats your name?" the question was simple enough and he smiled of course and said in a kind voice" I am called Giokuyo, but you can call me simple Kuyo, and what should I call you, Rayna?" his smile was replaced with curiosity and he waited I shrugged and could reply in the only way that I could at the moment "I am searching for one, until then lets stick with Rain," he smiled angain and mumbled the name and then said to me in what seemed like a thoughtful tone"as soon as you find a name will I be able to call you by it,and also if you do find a name what will it represent about you?" I dint say anything only thoughtful, he shrugged "dont answer me right away but tell me when you are ready." The rest of the trip went in silence. I looked up from the floor of the car and looked at Kuyo and I said in a low voice"from now on I wish to be called Virtrey, no last name shall be attached for I belong to no one by blood anymore." he smiled and took my hand and kissed it softly"Virtrey it is then, I take it means virtue am I right?" his words wanted to know, his eyes wanted to know. I just nodded and we entered a building and the doors closed out the world annd everyone in it.


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