Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Same shit, different day...like it makes a difference.
So I was ok today with the fact that I had some makeup work for my Math and English classes. I come home and my dad seems in an ok mood. I was happy, he was decent, my brother (aside from being sick) was happy. It was a good day. Then my dad explains to me HIS day.

If I didn't feel like a dick before when my dad talked about how horrible his life was, well, I'm feeling like the goddamn package right now. Herepes included.

Ok, so my dad is paralyzed from the waist down. Long story shory, he had a back sugery, something went wrong, he went in walking came out in a chair. Well, he goes to the docs about once a month, or about every three weeks. Today was his doctor day. Here's the fun part. My dad has pressure wounds on his butt and back. Well, these wounds are almost healed, I think one or two are closed, he's got three. Well the doctor or should I say, god's (Ha ha *snort*) prick of a helper, dug the wound on my dads back (that he can feel) deeper. It was healed, but now it's a gaping hole in his back. Well if that wasn't enough, it took forever to get my dad OUT of the hospital.

Oh wait, there's more. My papa (yes my papa) was driving my dad home. He took him there and was bringing him back home because no one else can. Well something happened and my papa had to slam on the brakes really hard. Oh, before that, my dad sits in our van in his wheelchair. It's to difficult to get him in a seat and then back out. Well like I said papa slammed on the brakes and dad slides right out of his chair. Only his sholders and half of his back were still on the chair. His wound, that the 'doctor' had dug into, scraped against his chair and started to bleed. And my papa couldn't get my dad back in the cair. So he had to drive all the way from the docs to my house, have Kathy (our house cleaner and cook) help him get my dad back up in his chair. THEN! As my dad was getting out of the van the lift that gets him up and down BROKE! My dad can't get into his chair now because of the wound, can't get in the van because the damn lift is broken, and he's depressed.

How was you're day?
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Saturday, March 8, 2008

Part time lover and full time friend
I haven't posted in forever so, how is everyone?

I've drawn some more pictures. Actually, Tori when you read this IM me if I'm on or call me. I want you to scan that pic of Sora I gave you so I can post it on here. Please?

The anime convention is in a couple of weeks an I'm going as Kiba from Wolf's Rain. The neato thing is that Johnny Bosch (Kiba's voice actor) is gonna be the special guest. So...woot. I need my jacket for the cosplay though and a white shirt with three buttons...

I'm kinda...no, really excited because I keep hearing more and more news about the Twilight movie and 4th book. xDD Tori and I went to see 10,000 B.C and Steven Strait (the guy everyone wants to play Jacob) was in it, so we were making all these Twilight references and stuff. I guess that's what made the movie keep my interest. But, oh my, we had fun. Tori's mom got kinda annoyed for a while. xD

Well, how was everyone's friday night? I have nothing else to say so I'll make you guys do the talking. :\ Blah. Bai.
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Thursday, February 21, 2008

That girl...
No fun. I think I'm depressed. I'm not saying I AM, just I think I may be. I don't know why I think this, but nothing really makes me (happy?) anymore. I smile, but there's nothing there. It's making me angry trying to figure yout why I'm so sad.


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Monday, February 18, 2008

Hair dye, fainting and broken cell phones galore
How was everyone's weekend?

I thought I'd start this post out with a question. @_@

Uhm, so I finally saw Sweeny Todd. :\ The ending made me get al mad and walk around my mum's house saying WTF... I liked it, but hot damn the ending threw me off.

I dyed my hair. BUT the only thing that turned out was my roots. And they were a bright red color. It's was kinda hot, but I wished my whole head would have been that color. It's the wash out kinda so it's already fadeing. I think i'm gonna bleach my heair and try and get the red color I want. o.o I hope it doesn't turn out orange.

About that whole anorexia, I'm starting to believe it. My mum thinks I am and she was thinking about makeing me see a doctor but I didn't want to. I kinda fainted this morning. @_@ It was the weirdest feeling ever. I got all dizzy and (you know that feling you get when you stand up too fast after sitting down for a long time...yea that) everything started going black. The next thing I knew I was sitting on my bathroom floor with my head killing me. Then I got nauseated. D=

My sister told me I was starving my brain of protein. o.o

So yea, this seems like a long post. so I think I'm just gonna go. Have a great week? =D Bai

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosuars!
*Note to self, Do NOT drink cappuccino on an empty stomach*

Ah, well, I'm home today because of a doctors appointment. I've only gone to school for about...a quarter of a day this week. Tomorrow will be the only whole day I'll have been there. Ah, Monday we got out early because of snow, and Tuesday we got a snow day. Yesterday was a teacher confrence day. @_@

For some reason yesterday I was really happy and then some strong force...even stronger than PMS brought me down to a pissy level. It started around noon. D=< I think I'm in a better mood today, but it isn't even noon so, we'll have to wait.

Tori keeps getting me addicted to songs. Now I'm listening to Here (in your arms) by Hellogoodbye.

Is it bad that I've eaten about three meals all week? (Not each day, but in all....) I think either food is becoming a daily chore, or I'm becoming anorexic. That's bad if I am. D=

I'm gonna go buy some polos today! I just remembered after my appointment i can go get some! Yay! I need some terribly. Also I think I'm gonna buy a pair of skinny jeans. o.o Yes, I am.

Fun...*sarcasm included*
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

So, I'm back. I noticed that I'll post, leave for a couple of days, come back, and then do the same thing over...Sorry guyz.

Well, I have a bit of news. I'll post about it tomorrow after I tell Tori. She'll be happy but kinda sad. It'll ruin my summer with friends, but the rest of my time will be worth it...

I've been listening to Paramore all day. Crushcrushcrush. I like that song for some odd reason. But along with that I've been listening to this song Tori got caught in my head, Here In Your Arms, by HelloGoodbye.

I tried to post some new art, but it didn't work. My printer is trying to commit suicide so, it'll be a while until a post so more on here.

Kay osse offered to color my picture of Road (Rhode?) and I'm really excited to see how it turns out. She said it may take a while for her to do it, or start to do it, but I can wait. lol

So...uh questions for you guyz.
1.How was your weekend?
2.What song have you been listening to a lot?
3.What should I draw next?


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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I posted some new art. After like 10 years. xDD I hope you guyz like it. They're both of Rhode from D.gray-man. Cause I'm cool like that. I'm still waiting for the 6th one from Tori...

I've been jammin' out to Sweeny Todd, and Hairspray, and many other song on my iPod all day. (xDD Jammin') Tori left a couple of hours ago, and now I'm stuck at home...with nothing to do. It's so choice. xD (Tori got it stuck in my head, yet she only said it once...)

I guess everything is starting to get better. Nobodies crying. ^^ I do hope things can go back to the way they used to be. xDD I just started thinking of Dane Cook lol
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Monday, January 28, 2008

It's kinda sad how upset I've been. I think I've come to the conclusion that it's something my dad said. When I got in trouble last week my dad told me if I wanted to move to my mum's he'd be packing my bags for me. That he was sick of me threatening him and that if I wanted to go, he'd be happy. :\ I guess it's nothing horrible, but really, it's upsetting.

I'm failing World History. Dad'll be happy about that.
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Saturday, January 26, 2008

Bleh.
I think there's a sign when you really like someone. At least, what I WITNESS when I see someone who likes another person. Or maybe it's just me, but I've been listening to love songs a lot. The top song I've been listening to has to be, dun dun dun, Bubbly, by Colbie Caillat. :] I don't know why, usually they make me sad, and wanna cry (no lie) so, I don't see why.

I think I'm gonna start playing the guitar. :\ I doubt I'll be any good at it though.

I finally got a computer in my room, so thumbs up for me. =] It doesn't have intRAnet capabilities, so, I'll still have to stay in the living room. Blah.

I wish Char could find her phone. ]: I haven't talked to her on the phone in forever. My stupid dad did, though. I'm glad we cleared it up she's not out to kill me, though. xD
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Did anyone hear Heath Ledger's dead? Sorry, short post but all the stuff I wanna talk about is emotional and boring. Bai!
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