myOtaku.com
• Join Today!

My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results

Contact Me

AIM
• Petergrks13
E-mail
• Click Here

Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-11-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• My house
Member Since
• 2006-09-27
Occupation
• Occupating?
Real Name
• Yes I do have one, thank you for asking

Personal

Achievements
• Well, I was born, I think that's good enough.
Anime Fan Since
• *Thinks* Since I first saw Sailor Moon
Favorite Anime
• As of right now...D. Gray-man.
Goals
• To find a goal
Hobbies
• Drawing reading and...singing although I don't believe I can sing
Talents
• back-talking.




Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Ichi-Kun


Friday, June 22, 2007

For some odd reason I've been feeling sad. I think I might know what it is. For some reason that has me angry at myself. I hate myself for it. I was on gaia...(this is already bad) and I met this girl. Her name is Brittany (it's a popular name). She seemed to like me. We have a lot in common. We both like to take pictures of stuff. She wants to major in photography and journalism, I want to major in art and photography. Well, she asked me out. I have no spine, no guts, or a heart. I told her yes. (I'm sorry Birt but I lied to you. I thought you would say something about it. I don't want to start anything. I did't wanna make you mad. If you do get mad, I'm so sorry for lieing to you.) Now she keeps telling me she loves me and stuff like that. This must be how Charlie feels when I tell her stuff like this. Well now, for some reason, I feel like crying. I know she doesn't feel the same way for me but I can't stop thinking about Charlie. I know we have nothing special, and even if we did it would go nowhere, but I still can't get her off my mind. I don't know what I should do about Brittany, it's not right of me to have said yes. I'm a horrible person. I don't know why I do these things, but I can't still be with Brittany. I need to tell her, but I can't hurt her like that. She wrote me a poem saying, " Doubting love,
I'm so cold keep me warm,
I'm so alone,
Hold me,
I'm crying,
Wipe away my tears,
I'm dying,
Be my life-support,
I'm out of love,
Re-build my heart,
I'm walking away,
Will you follow?"
I can't stand it. She feels things for that That I don't about her...I feel so bad about this. What's wrong with me?
Comments (1)


« Home